Failure...

I need help.

Didn't even make it past night two.

I used to think I could quit on my own....I think I'll try a meeting.
"I lack the basic tools of human interaction a normal adult possesses" - quote from AugustWest (August, I hope you don't mind, but it is so true for me as well)

I fear I will need counselling...mountains out of mole hills is my life already (I just try to deal with it by - well, you know how) and I hear that once you quit, it only gets worse.

God be with us all.
Peace.
http://www.inspiringthots.net/movie...-of-failure.php

Thank-you so very much cynical one...I really needed that, and I'm glad you posted it so quick. I got to look at it right away, and I am so down right now that it really hit home. (had to wipe away a few tears actually) Anyway, thanks for cheering me up a bit. I'll sleep a little better tonight.
Becca, my darkest moment was when I realized I could not do this on my own. It is amazing to look back and realize that it was in that moment that the seeds of a new life were planted. Through hard work and perseverence they took purchase and grew into a life that was better than anything I could have imagined.

Good luck.

Let us know how you are doing.

August
I am a smoker too. It is something that I somehow enjoy and yet hate more then anything about myself. It is something I thought I'd grow out of, and have, but have not taken the right steps to stop. Anway, I wanted to thank CYNICAL ONE for that site. It was beautiful and hopefully will help inspire others. So, thank you for your post.