4 years snorting 10-12 roxys per day, I could no longer breath through my nose
Let alone snort anything
I switched to hydro 8s and started hitting them. Again 8 - 12 per day at $25 per pill
Thinking I would save $$$ I changed to heroin and was hitting 1/4 gram 6-8 times a day
Feb 24 I said no more, went to the doc and they gave me 60. 8 mg. Strips
Today I have 27 full strips left and today is day 1 at 1 mg. Every 24 hrs and doing fine.
My goal is when the strips are gone I'm done.
I'm convinced that they think these people figured out how to support their habit and they want that cash in their pockets not the dealers
Setting us up on long term use is a gold mine and I'm not buying it !!!
If I'm going to shell out over $500 for 60 strips I'd father buy dope
Be strong you can do it
Prayers and love kick it
Hi bud . I'm with you on that! Love and prayers!
Hi bud. I bet you could handle the jumping off subs real soon. Fiddle around with it. Skip a couple days and if you feel crappie take some subs. But experiment to find out were your at..Does that make sense. LOL...I stopped subs and I did do drugs including heroine for three days and waited a couple days did a point of H and then quit again.I'm human and I needed to feel something so bad.You know with subs you feel nothing.. HUMANS NEED TO FEEL.!!.I was like a caged lion being fed salad. Took 1mg of subs for 2 days and stopped. I just don't want anymore subs I'm done! Never felt good on them anyway. Want my life back now! 3 days no suboxone and I don't feel that bad.I'm gunna ride this out...
I wanted to suggest to finish your tapper with a strip or half a strip left. Feels comforting knowing if it gets crappy you can always take some subs instead of the alternatives...I'm going to keep checking in with you! When you feel really depressed know it won't be like that forever cause around the corner is always a feel good moment..Crank up some music,something new...
I wanted to suggest to finish your tapper with a strip or half a strip left. Feels comforting knowing if it gets crappy you can always take some subs instead of the alternatives...I'm going to keep checking in with you! When you feel really depressed know it won't be like that forever cause around the corner is always a feel good moment..Crank up some music,something new...
Today is day 2 at 1 mg. The first day at about 18 hrs in I started feeling edgy but it wasn't too bad and I made it the 24 hrs and this is day 2 . With all the reading I have done they say 2 mg. Is about half way in a taper. With the long half life of subs 72 hrs or longer , seems like it keeps building up in your system so even at 1 mg. Every 24 you still have half of your last 2 or 3 doses
In your system. I plan to stay at 1 for a week then drop again. I really don't have much fear of relaps and no cravings , I was so sick of my life spending $300 a day and not leaving the house except going to pawn shop or going to score. Funny you mention crank some music, one of the few things that were not sold or pawned is my sound system, I basically have a pro PA. System
For home tunes, 2 electro voice 18" subs and 2 JBL. 15 inch 3 way monitors, I can rattle the neighborhood and do quite often. Right now I'm on a bicycle only, but I sold my truck and some tools and am very close to getting my Harley back from the pawn shop.
That will be a HUGE reward for my soul, my bike is my life and I must have been sick to pawn it
In your system. I plan to stay at 1 for a week then drop again. I really don't have much fear of relaps and no cravings , I was so sick of my life spending $300 a day and not leaving the house except going to pawn shop or going to score. Funny you mention crank some music, one of the few things that were not sold or pawned is my sound system, I basically have a pro PA. System
For home tunes, 2 electro voice 18" subs and 2 JBL. 15 inch 3 way monitors, I can rattle the neighborhood and do quite often. Right now I'm on a bicycle only, but I sold my truck and some tools and am very close to getting my Harley back from the pawn shop.
That will be a HUGE reward for my soul, my bike is my life and I must have been sick to pawn it
Sounds like your doing really good. Awsome to hear! Dont beleive the horror stories when stopping subs ,it's not that bad!!
Hope you get your bike back soon. You must love music with a sound system like that. That's goto feel great with that cranked! Is it the worse you feel the more you need music??
Hope you get your bike back soon. You must love music with a sound system like that. That's goto feel great with that cranked! Is it the worse you feel the more you need music??
You're doing awesome! Keep it up~I'm at 2 mg. Took 3 days off and then took another 2mg today. Thinking about going down to 1 mg tmrw to see how I feel. I started at 8mg went down to 4 then 2 in the last couple months. Thinking hanging around others wanting to get OFF it all is a good idea!
Keep going!
Karen
Keep going!
Karen
Thank you Karen , my goal is to get clean not replace it with another expensive habit
Today was day 4 at 1 mg. The only thing I have noticed is I have been tired during the day
But I do my dose after dinner I'm going to try going 36 hrs and then dose in the morning
Good luck to you as well, be strong. Love & prayers
Today was day 4 at 1 mg. The only thing I have noticed is I have been tired during the day
But I do my dose after dinner I'm going to try going 36 hrs and then dose in the morning
Good luck to you as well, be strong. Love & prayers
I love the old school I grew up with. The Who, Floyd, Zepplin. But I like it all I may be crankin anything from Hed PE. To Whitey Ford. Gotta get my Ends ! You hangin in there ?
Hey bud how you doing? Sounds like it's going really well for you! I want to be as strong as you. That's what I think sometimes. How's it going at 1mg?
Hey Brandon, hope things are good for you, ive been dealing with heavy depression, if I knew for sure that my dog would be ok and someone would love and take care of him I would check out this is hard at 60 yrs old . I don't know how old you are but stay on track and get clean you don't want to be dealing with this at my age
Hey bud good to hear your hanging in there. Your right this stuff is hell to deal with. I find it tough. But things are getting better.
I wonder if when we have this weird relationship with this drug and when we leave it behind we get depressed. Cause I'm still depressed. What can you do to be not as depressed cause it's no fun being depressed for too long and all the time. Remind yourself the depression is a lie from the dope...hang in there!
I wonder if when we have this weird relationship with this drug and when we leave it behind we get depressed. Cause I'm still depressed. What can you do to be not as depressed cause it's no fun being depressed for too long and all the time. Remind yourself the depression is a lie from the dope...hang in there!
