Hi Darin,
Your probably wanting to sleep now. A couple of friends of mine have just come online and we are chatting via yahoo messenger. Anyway, if you are off to sleep have a good one and I catch you laters. Thanks again. Knowing ur 5 years clean gives me great hope yet. Becks
Becks,
Good morning! It is You who gives me hope. It is you who deserves tons of credit. Just look at what you did, plus its your first try in all of your 14yr run. Becks, as foggy as it may be sometimes please take every chance to give yourself a big pat on the back. Just listen to you, as hard as it may be sometimes, you still see NO reason to go backward. Your commitment sounds like its in the right place. WAY TO GO KIDDO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sincerely,
Darin
Good morning! It is You who gives me hope. It is you who deserves tons of credit. Just look at what you did, plus its your first try in all of your 14yr run. Becks, as foggy as it may be sometimes please take every chance to give yourself a big pat on the back. Just listen to you, as hard as it may be sometimes, you still see NO reason to go backward. Your commitment sounds like its in the right place. WAY TO GO KIDDO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sincerely,
Darin
Hi Darin,
I have been out for most of the day. Went to a friends and watched the WSB. I don't know what I will do with my weekends soon because it is now the end of the WSB season and it's the last MotoGP at Philip Island next week for this year. Although I do play golf but I am a bit rusty as I haven't been for ages because of work and the bikes at the weekends. Now I am looking forward to a week in doors at my desk - not. I feel like I have been chained to my pc for the last few months. I don't think I would have got through this without it, including being able to talk to others like yourself. It seriously has kept me going especially through the many weeks when I did not sleep. I keep thinking about gear. My bf is upstairs using as I write this and he left a toot of gear with the bloke we just went to see as well - but I have to keep reminding myself that i am the lucky now that I am not waking up sick and having to rely on gear to get me through the day. It is certainly testing my will power. Just going to make some dinner. Speak laters if you are about. Becks.
p.s. By the way, I don't understand. You said I give you hope. How is that when you are already clean for a number of years?
I have been out for most of the day. Went to a friends and watched the WSB. I don't know what I will do with my weekends soon because it is now the end of the WSB season and it's the last MotoGP at Philip Island next week for this year. Although I do play golf but I am a bit rusty as I haven't been for ages because of work and the bikes at the weekends. Now I am looking forward to a week in doors at my desk - not. I feel like I have been chained to my pc for the last few months. I don't think I would have got through this without it, including being able to talk to others like yourself. It seriously has kept me going especially through the many weeks when I did not sleep. I keep thinking about gear. My bf is upstairs using as I write this and he left a toot of gear with the bloke we just went to see as well - but I have to keep reminding myself that i am the lucky now that I am not waking up sick and having to rely on gear to get me through the day. It is certainly testing my will power. Just going to make some dinner. Speak laters if you are about. Becks.
p.s. By the way, I don't understand. You said I give you hope. How is that when you are already clean for a number of years?
Hey B,
Thats an easy one. You give me hope because I can feel your commitment. You will is totally in control. Just look at the position you are in. You give me hope simply because you, after a 14yr run, for the first time decided to take your life back. Becks do know just how hopeful that makes anyone for a better tomorrow. One more has been spared. One more to help another! Shine on kiddo! SHINE ON!
DARIN
Thats an easy one. You give me hope because I can feel your commitment. You will is totally in control. Just look at the position you are in. You give me hope simply because you, after a 14yr run, for the first time decided to take your life back. Becks do know just how hopeful that makes anyone for a better tomorrow. One more has been spared. One more to help another! Shine on kiddo! SHINE ON!
DARIN
Hi Darin,
I have just got in. It has been one long day. Are you online mate?
Becks
p.s. Have u msn messenger?
I have just got in. It has been one long day. Are you online mate?
Becks
p.s. Have u msn messenger?
Hey Becks,
darin-green@hotmail.com
Just got in from doing some shopping.
Hit me back if your around!
Darin
darin-green@hotmail.com
Just got in from doing some shopping.
Hit me back if your around!
Darin
Nice one - I will do.
Becks
Becks
How are you today?
Darin
Darin
Not so bad I suppose - especially when i know that it is mainly all in my head now. Just writing you an email anyway.
OK, cool.
This is the hard part the mental. It seems like it wont end but it will. IT WILL!
Darin
This is the hard part the mental. It seems like it wont end but it will. IT WILL!
Darin
BACK IN THE DAY BUMP FOR YOU!
GO ZENA!
GO ZENA!
