Feeling Lost

I realy need to quit now im sseriously loosing my mind.
ive only been smokin for 3 years but ive smoked it everyday at least 8-9 splifs a day all my freinds smoke weed and its always there i want to stop but i have nothing else weed has took over my life....

ive tryed quiting before and just dont stick with it but im seriously paranoid , i dont talk to my family enymore ive lost all my hobbies and interests i work in a dead end job en spend evry penny of my wages on weed im extremely underweight and cnt run for more then 5 minutes without being shatterd.

i dont know what to do please help !!
I know what you are feeling, brother, or sister...I have gone 18 days now with the help of an amazing organization called NA...I suggest you Google Narcotics Anonymous and get the number for their local hot-line. There is a world of support there for you at your fingertips, and here too on THIS website...spend some time reading..and pray on it and watch the answers start to come...slowly you will get answers... Amazing things are about to happen now that you realize you are free, you were born free..now that the MAGIC WEED is no longer magic and it is time to find the magic in you, in the GOD that is in you in WHO you are...INNOCENT AND FREE....ETERNALLY CREATIVE AND CREATED IN THE IMAGE OF LOVE....GOD....
I will be watching to see what you write, what your heart has to say....please tell me, brother, (or sister)..will go for it and find help...or will you cave in and go for one more round....it is only a matter of time before you return here again craving only freedom...begging for it and willing to lay down your illusions to return to freedom.