Hi all I usually post the mornings but I just got back from my pre op test & Im feeling down.I already made it clear that pain medication tomarrow is NOT a option for me.I feel that pull today,probaly because I am getting so damn scared/I am mad at myself for being scared.Ive already done this surgery once you would think it would get easier.If anyone feels like talking Im here if not than I guess Ill talk to yas whenever....mj
HI... SORRY THAT YOU'RE HAVING SUCH A BAD DAY..I HOPE THINGS WILL IMPROVE FOR YA...I'M ALSO PRAYING FOR YA WHILE YOU GO INTO THIS SURGERY THING...I'M SURE EVERYTHING WILL BE OK...DJ
ps....so sorry that i posted in big print..just realized...
ps....so sorry that i posted in big print..just realized...
Hi Molly, I think you feeling this way is totally understandable. I'd just like to say I am very impressed with your courage about the pain meds. Not everyone could do that. Your recovery is shining! Love, Kat
Hi MJ I know your frightened but Im sure everything will be fine I know the last surgery I had I was so nervous I think the older we get the more afraid we get of being put to sleep and we always had that treat waiting for us when we woke up which almost made it worth the chances somehow Your not going to have that this time so your probably feeling bad about that somehow,but just think of how good your gonna feel after surgery because you wont have all that crap in your body I was always scared that I wouldnt wake up because of the mix of the anethetic and the pills i was taking Well you wont have to worry about that this time and youll heal much faster I hope that helps abit im not that good at this kinda thing but i know youll do well and ill be thinking about you
Hey mollyjean,
Well, of course you're scared. That's not an addict talking -- that's just how you feel before surgery, no matter how many times you've had it. You were brave to tell them that pain meds are not an option for you. I'd be petrified, since it was surgeries that introduced me to mother's little helpers (percocet). So please don't be mad at yourself on top of all the other stuff.
Well, of course you're scared. That's not an addict talking -- that's just how you feel before surgery, no matter how many times you've had it. You were brave to tell them that pain meds are not an option for you. I'd be petrified, since it was surgeries that introduced me to mother's little helpers (percocet). So please don't be mad at yourself on top of all the other stuff.
Im sorry to burden you guys today with this.Its just this is the second time that my throat has done this & in all honesty Im so damn afraid of what theyll find.I mean they have already said the more times this happens the more my chances for the big"C: to get me.They also say I may never talk again.Guys I have 2 beautiful daughters each at that hard teen age,They still need their mom & Im so freaken worried I wont be here for them.
The only positive thing about this IS I AM FIRM WITH NO PAIN MEDS.I mean I live with Chrons everyday,I live with this crap in my throat,heck I ve had 2 kids I CAN TAKE THE PAIN.Better yet I know I HAVE to.
Ok I gotta stop thinking about this.Tell me how you guys are whats your day been like???mj
The only positive thing about this IS I AM FIRM WITH NO PAIN MEDS.I mean I live with Chrons everyday,I live with this crap in my throat,heck I ve had 2 kids I CAN TAKE THE PAIN.Better yet I know I HAVE to.
Ok I gotta stop thinking about this.Tell me how you guys are whats your day been like???mj
M.J. you have every right to be scared, not only for the surgery but for the meds. I know you'll come through with flying colors cause you're so strong. You just know that everyone on this board will be thinking of you and say prayers. Love, Donna
Hey miss donna tell me about your day.I know your one post yesterday you sounded so happy.How are you today??/
hi there, sending good thought your way, you are a awesome person
take care
carol
take care
carol
MJ when do you think youll be home I know youll be feeling groggy but please take a second just to let us know your ok Well all be pulling for you and again dont worry yourself everything will be for the better when everythings said and done Love Tracey
I wish I could stay and chat with you Molly, but I'm on my way to t-ball practice, just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you.
I love ya' girly
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Tracey you are so sweet.Im glad youve join this board.I am hopen to be back home by 3:00pm tomarrow.Fingers crossed they wont find anything,but I was told the biopsy will take about 2 days.I will def try.You guys on here are like second family to me.
Tracey how are you doing today????
Tracey how are you doing today????
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Baby girl! I'm here now, I've missed y'all so much, don't know if you have had a chance to read my rehab diary, but so far so good. Keep in mind, God will never give you more than you can handle.
You are being so brave! I am very very very proud of you!
Baby girl! I'm here now, I've missed y'all so much, don't know if you have had a chance to read my rehab diary, but so far so good. Keep in mind, God will never give you more than you can handle.
You are being so brave! I am very very very proud of you!
Now, why are you asking about me???? We are suppose to be giving you support, you crazy. I'm fine. Good day today, but I'm getting tired now. It always happens late in the afternoon and then I'm usually done for the day. Thinking good thoughts your way.
Donna, MJ is asking about you because she is one of the most caring people in the world. You gotta love her!
MJ, I just came back from lunch and saw this post. My heart goes out to you. I'm so proud of you for saying no pain meds and also for your concern of others . . . You are one hell of a person! God I will pray for you and the out come of this surgery. I have a good feeling about it. Take Care of yourself and let us know as soon as your feeling up to it . . . How your doing. Good Bless and God I admire your strength!
Hi MJ:
I just want to say good luck tomorrow. You are in my thoughts. I wish you a healthy and speedy recovery.
Post when you can and let us know how you are doing.
LD
I just want to say good luck tomorrow. You are in my thoughts. I wish you a healthy and speedy recovery.
Post when you can and let us know how you are doing.
LD
Im just getting ready to eat my dinner but I wanted you ALL to know what your kind words did for me.Im still worried(I think anyone would be)but I am no longer scared.I have your friendship & thoughts to thank for that.now who knows I may be pacen the floors tonite if I do I will just jump on here & be about reading.Once again i thank you guys so much.Take care....mj
MJ not your usual self today. Now that is not normal. I hope u feel better this evening. Remember cigs r the least of your worries now. Just slowl put them back downwhen u r ready.
Hi Molly,
I didn't read the whole thread so what I say probably was said time after time....
I wanted to tell you that you will be in my thoughts and prayers tomorrow. I know that you will do just fine. If you feel out of sorts or worried in the morning, take a picture of your girls with you....you can look at it and think of all the laughter and fun......it is a good redirection, I do it a lot when I am in a situation I find nerveracking....
Sending a big hug.....
Love,
Tina
I didn't read the whole thread so what I say probably was said time after time....
I wanted to tell you that you will be in my thoughts and prayers tomorrow. I know that you will do just fine. If you feel out of sorts or worried in the morning, take a picture of your girls with you....you can look at it and think of all the laughter and fun......it is a good redirection, I do it a lot when I am in a situation I find nerveracking....
Sending a big hug.....
Love,
Tina
