first I want to thank you sober2day for your kind words, day 3 and I'm feeling much better about things it was just being alone for the first time since I started my recovery and I felt lost. I went to my counseling today and shared in group how I was feeling, and they all gave me great feed back and reminded me i'm not alone, I have my meetings group and all you people here, and I know I can get through this little bump in the road, 8months clean on the 8th on Aug. and it would be foolish to throw that all away, I worked to hard to get this far and I want to keep moving forward. thanks again
Hi Whitekitty .
Its good to hear things are moving forward and you have people who care around you.
I heard once that God wont give us more than we can handle. And I know for me there were times when I said why does He trust me so much. I cant handle this. But I did and you can.
You will grow from this time in your life .I am 54 and still growing .Sometimes I think of my childhood and say what a horrible life it was but the positive side of that is I can say its been a long one. lol.
Mark Twain once said. I am an old man and have known many troubles, but most of them never happened. And that was me always thinking about the future .What if this happens and what if that happens and it never did .I was wasting so much energy I could have been putting to good use. Taking care of what needed to been taken care of today.
I have learnt yesterday is history and tomorrow a mystery all I have is today. And wether I cry for ten years or prayer for ten years I cant change a single day of my past .And like I just said tomorrow isnt here yet so all I have is today .and we can handle that.
Its great to hear from you .You really help my recovery by sharing your experience ,strength and hope. And 8 months WOOOW that great.
God bless hope to talk again I care LionelC
Its good to hear things are moving forward and you have people who care around you.
I heard once that God wont give us more than we can handle. And I know for me there were times when I said why does He trust me so much. I cant handle this. But I did and you can.
You will grow from this time in your life .I am 54 and still growing .Sometimes I think of my childhood and say what a horrible life it was but the positive side of that is I can say its been a long one. lol.
Mark Twain once said. I am an old man and have known many troubles, but most of them never happened. And that was me always thinking about the future .What if this happens and what if that happens and it never did .I was wasting so much energy I could have been putting to good use. Taking care of what needed to been taken care of today.
I have learnt yesterday is history and tomorrow a mystery all I have is today. And wether I cry for ten years or prayer for ten years I cant change a single day of my past .And like I just said tomorrow isnt here yet so all I have is today .and we can handle that.
Its great to hear from you .You really help my recovery by sharing your experience ,strength and hope. And 8 months WOOOW that great.
God bless hope to talk again I care LionelC
