I want to die right now, but I am not going to do anything.
can anyone help
Hey thats sounds bad what can I do to help.I hate the thought of losen anyone here.What is so wrong that can't be fixed...mollyjean
Please talk to me or anyone...mollyjean
Thanks alot for the help tweekers, I will snort another one and rub one out. GOODBYE
Hey whats up Im right here talk to ME>>>>
JUST kidding I just wanted know if someone was out there for me
what do you do in a situation like this
Well that was a real eye opener.You can talk as much as you need I'm here.So did you fall off or just stumble...mollyjean
Over and out
totally fell
what are you doing today
Ok color me dum but what the heck does over and out mean did you totally loose control and how long has it been since you stopped and started
Well today I have to take my 16yr driving(gulp)But I'd rather stick pins in my eyes.Where you clean and for how long.I realize the pull of that"OH MY GOD AWAKE FEELING)I still am looking for something to give me that rush but I just can't.I have a family how about you
hey whered you go
Manselm, I know that everything is bleak and hopeless looking right at this point. I hope you know that part of being an addict is the fact that we are powerless over our addiction. Addiction is a cunning foe and recovery is a long nonending road. Recovery has a lot of pitfalls, curves, and hills we need to overcome. Every morning I remind myself " I choose not to use today". Everynight I give a gratitude prayer to whatever or whomever higher power has helped support me through another day. And allowed me to end the day still clean. I am learning the tools I need to use to fight my foe. Never the less I still stay very vigilent. It takes only a slight moment of relaxing my guard or weakening my resolve and my addictive behavior and cravings sneak into the wedge. I hope you know I am not disappointed or mad about your lapse. I just want you to know that I am here to support and care about you. Please, for yourself and your family, grab up your sword. Dust off your britches. Mount your steed and start battling all addict's dragon; The disease of addiction. My support,,,,Linda
Dear lindella I am worried I haven't heard back from him?her and I don't know what to do to help...mollyjean
mollyjean, I want you to accept the fact that we can care and try to help others to the best of our ability. The bottom line is that only they can make their choices. Ultimentally our help and support only goes as far as they allow it to. So... No matter what happens we have tried our hardest. And that is all that we can do. Besides hope that we somehow have said the words that will help resolve their suffering. Thanks Mollyjean. For coming on here and being here so they can see that they are not alone. That there are people who care about them and their problems. You are doing a fantastic job of showing your care and concern. My resect to you and to all who care and put an effort in to helping others. Your friend Linda
Manselm, Please ease our minds and let us know you're still out there. Thanks, your friend, Linda
Manselm, ok, you've posted a few words, not many but a few. We need to hear from you to help you . you ask if anyone is listening , yes there are several people !!! what's up???
