each day i fight to wake up
each day i fight to walk out the door
each day i fight to earn a living
each day i fight to enjoy life
each day i fight to not to be scared
each day i fight to not to drink
each day i fight to stay awake
each day i fight to sleep
each day i wish for my pain to be healed
each day i wish for a different life
each day i wish to be of where i dream
each day i wish to be free from addiction
each day i wish to be the person i know lives inside
i wish my dreams would come true
each night i pray for hope
each night i pray for life
each night i pray for peace
each night i pray for one more day
Hey TC how about changing the i fight to i am grateful and i wish to i pray. Because if you keep telling yourself it is a struggle then thats all it will be and by physically being gratefull and also praying, then that brings some action which is positive into your recovery. Have you got any outside supports such as friends or AA or counsellor etc use all that is available to you. Don't try and fight addiction alone and with addictive thinking occupying your head, keep posting and sussing out some support networks.
Light and love Zac
Light and love Zac
