Finding It Hard Help

thanx to everyone who wished me well but im struggling. i spat the subbies out on thursday felt fine up until last night at about 11 it started. keep looking at the subbies but have not taken any yet. felt so bad i rang my mum...... she said stop moaning think of all the little children having chemotherapy and are feeling like this and worse. i have got to do this i have got to do this i have got to do this but can someone tell me how long does this last please help me dont let me fall back . kelly x
Hey kelly, your mum doesn't understand what you are going through,that is why she said that. At first i found it hard too. Hard was not the word, my head was burst, i wanted to use so bad!! And they're was other sh*t going on. People told me it would get easier, i did not believe them. It did get easier. It will get better and easier for you, keep at it. It will be worth it Kelly, that i can promise you.

Why did you spit out the subs? Were they not helping? Is there no one in the same position as you you know? People you can talk to? Wishing you all the best, Kev