First Time User And Scared It Already A Problem

Methamphetamines
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I USES ICE FOR THE FIRST TIME OVER THE WEEKEND AND HAVENT STOPED SINCE. I AM AT WORK FEELING REALY AWFUL BECAUSE I AM COMING DOWN I THOUGHT I MIGHT BE OVERDOSING BUT I DONT KNOW
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I have never done it but you should at least get your blood pressure checked even if it means going to a drug store.

I heard that the first time your addicted. I hope it scares you straight in a nice way....please let us know how your doing.


someone may help you...explain your symptoms please.
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WELL I AM BURNING UP. I HAVE BLURRED VISION AND AM VERY DIZZY. I GOT TALKED INTO DOING IT BY A BOYFRIEND THAT I HAVE KNOWN WAS ON IT AND THIS WEEKEND I GAVE IN. SINCE SATURDAY NIGHT WE SMOKED 160.00 BETWEEN THE TWO OF US. MY THING IS I WANT MORE BECAUSE OF THE WAY THAT I AM FEELING I REALIZED THAT TAKING ANOTHER HIT WOULD HELP THE ILL FEELING GO AWAY. IF I DONT WILL IT STILL GO AWAY. I DONT WANT TO BE ADDICTED BUT ITS ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT
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Please dont do it!! Go to a doctor, do anything but dont do it again! Just go in and tell the doctor what your symptoms are and they can help you stabilize.. this is how it gets you addicted!! Once is more than enough. Maybe you need to leave work and go in. Can you do that?
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NO THERE IS NO WAY I DONT WANT ANY ONE TO KNOW THE DECISION THAT I MADE. I JUST NEED TO GET OVER THE HUMP. I NEVER REALIZED IT WAS THIS BAD. I HAVE BEEN AFTER HIM FOR MNTHS TO QUITE AND I FELL INTO THE TRAP. I THINK I AM GOING TO BE OK ITS JUST THE ERGE TO WANT TO DO IT AGAIN TO FEEL BETTER KNOW THATS SO HARD TO HANDLE. I GOT ANGRY WITH HIM WHEN HE TOLD ME HE SOLD THE LAST THAT HE HAD. WHY ITS LIKE I AM NOT MYSELF
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I cant make you go in and am unsure of how old you are, but y6ou know your body. So you already asked him for more and he told you no?
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I AM 22 WITH 3 KIDS THIS IS THE LAST THING THAT I NEED IN MY LIFE RIGHT KNOW. HE IS COMING TO GET ME IN A FEW MINUTES AND I HOPE AND PRAY HE WILL STAY STRONG FOR ME BECAUSE I AM FALLING APART. I JUST DONT KNOW IF THIS IS WHAT EVERYONE GOES THREW OR WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME AFTER JUST A COUPLE OF TIMES.
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Good luck to you and your children. Please write tomorrow and let me know how you are.
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DONT DO IT.. STAY STRONG. THE FEELING WILL PASS.
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your boyfriend is no friend to you. i really feel bad for you, i hope you get far away from this guy,do you want himto drag you down wiyh him???? sounds like thats what is going to happen if you don't get your self together. sorry to be so blunt but the same thing happened to me about 8 years ago my then husband was addicted to coke and i thought i could help him, well that turned into 3 years of coke use for me. this guy you are with dosn't give a crap about you, if he did why would he give you a drug that could KILL you the first time??? wake up, go back and read your post you already said yourself "i needed it to feel better" be carefull you are playing with fire
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ANGELA99

IM AFRIAD THATS WHAT I NEED A GOOD REALITY CHECK I APPRECIATE YOUR HONESTY AND I AM REALY LOOKING FOR SOMEONE THAT CAN INFORM ME ON HOW LONG THIS FEELING OF ICK WILL LAST SO THAT I CAN GET TO THAT POINT I JUST KEEP GIVING IN. I DID GOOD OVER MY LUNCH BREAK BECAUSE HE WAS PASSED OUT BUT ITS WHEN I GO HOME THAT I AM SCARED OF. I AM HOPING AND PRAYING THAT HE WILL JUST SLEEP THROUGH THE EVENING AND I WILL BE FINE IN THE MORNING AND I CAN TRY TO GO BACK TO ARGUING WITH HIM ABOUT HIS PROBLEM NOT MINE
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well i can tell you from experience my ex was totally addicted there was nothing anyone could do for him. i used to think like you like oh ilove him i know what he can be like sober, like i said i left 8 years ago to save my own life as long as i was around him there was coke around. anyway 8 years later from wht i hear from old friends he is still the same piece of crap doing the same old same old. you are in a really scary situation, you drive around with this guy passed out in your car???? then you take him like that to the same place you kids are???? where are your prioties??(sp??) why would you have this man around them?? my so called ex husband stole from me, his family, friends, strangers and so will this guy. girl its a weird drug and it will make you into a monster if you arn't carefull-trust me i have seen it first hand. you already used it a few times in afew days get over it you will feel crappy for a day or2 is that the end of the world? or do you want to keep using to feel "better" spend all your money all your kids money, rot your teeth, etc
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WELL ANGELA99 THE BEST THING FOR THE BOTH OF US ME AND HIM HAPPENED LAST NIGHT HE GOT ARRESTED FOR DUI. HE RAN FROM THE COPS AND LUCKLY MY CAR LOCKED UP AND HE WAS TAKEN IN. HE WAS ON THE RUN ALREADY FOR PROBATION SO HE ISNT GETTING OUT FOR A WHILE. I WONT BE USING BECAUSE I DONT HAVE A CONNECTION AND NONE OF HIS FRIENDS WILL SUPPLY ME ANYWAY. SO I AM GLAD EXTREMELY I DO PLAN ON STICKING WITH HIM THROUHG THIS AND TRYING MY HARDEST TO ACCEPT HOW IT IS. HE WILL BE THERE FOR 5-8 YEARS THATS A LONG TIME AND REALISTICLY WHO KNOWS WHAT CAN HAPPEN BETWEEN KNOW AND THEN. BUT I AM VERY MUCH IN LOVE WITH HIM.
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Jreese, did you grow up with your Parents? One or both?
Were you emotionally abused?
Because I can't understand why a 22yr old with three kids is going to put her life on hold for a man in Jail. You've only been together five minutes and look what he's done already?. I'm glad he got caught, but I don't like the control he has over you.
Take Care.
Karen
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hey girl, where you with him when this all happened? will you lose your car? i think everything happens for a reason. anyway how do you feel physically today? did you use yesterday? is this your first drug experience? i have been around drugs since i was 12, i am now 31. like i said my coke thing ended 8 years ago, now like half the world i am batteling with my perscription meds. i just cringed when i read your story it brought back some really ulgy memories, my ex was the same kind of man your guy is. i was young like you and he played me like a pro. i learned a lot of lessons i hope you don't have to. sorry to say but i am glad he woln't be around you i hope you are ok, let me know
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I mean this in the nicest possible way but... I hope that your experience has scared you away from messing with that stuff again. As to your intentions to stay with your boyfriend... Only you know your heart. I am engaged to a man who is in federal prison (not drug related, long story), and I'm only 25. So I'm not going to say that sticking with him is "putting your life on hold." If you honestly love him, and he honestly loves you, then things can work out for you both. It won't be easy by any means but sometimes you just have to follow your heart. The flip side of that is, if he convinced you to use a drug that put you through such a scary experience when you have small children to look after... you should probably look deep in your heart and question whether he really loves you as much as you obviously love him. My advice? Find someone you can trust to talk to "in real life." You're going to need the support, whatever decision you make. Best wishes hon. Would you like me to pray for you?
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Well i grew up with both of my parents to an extent my dad was always gone and my mom was consumed with my brother he had seribal palsey and was like and 18 mnth old baby his whole life. He passed away when he was 19 i was 13 so for the first thirteen years of my life i had a part time mom and never saw my dad but i lived with them. I dont blame that on what i am going through or the decisions that i have made in my life.

Kitten
It is nice to know someone half way understands why i am so willing to hold on and wait for him. I understand his problem and he needs help jail is the best place for him right know and I am very willing to stand by him.

Angela99

I havent used since Tuesday morning I think it is completly out of my system today i dont feel as uptight and alert today. Actually the complete opposite i was thirty minutes late for work because i just didnt want to get up. My body feels like i have been working out at the gym for a week straight and i can hardly keep my eyes open.

I went to see my guy last night in jail me and his mom. It was so hard i just cried when i first saw him. He was still high he informed me that he swallowed alot of the ice when the cops were about to stop him. But he seems ready and willing to face whats ahead of him the denial that he had a problem is gone and he cried when he saw what i was going threw because of him giving it to me. He said he would have never done it if he hadnt been using to much or at all. He made sure i didnt answer any of the calls from the dealers and that i got rid of all thier #s so i coulnt find any or wasnt tempted. i am using his old phone his mom tood mine since she has no way of contact of her own.