Hey all, it's good old Friday again. I remember my Friday's were spent running around, scoring, getting watsed and having a bloody good time! Now they are soent trying not to score or use, staying in, avoiding everyone who might mention a bag and pretty much feeling there must be more to life!
How do you change the habit of almost 18 years? Only five of those years were on heroin but since I was 14, I've either been biltzed on drink, e's, coke, acid, whatever. I just don't know what to do these days as this is when I really struggle. Through the week's ok as I have work to be getting up for, Friday's are just so hard. Is it always going to be this hard?
Sorry to sound negative, I'm actually in quite a good mood (if not scared of myself and what the night will bring) seeing as there's no getting up at 5am tomorrow!
Happy Friday everyone, be strong, may the force be with you and all that...........
Linz x
speak monday linz,yer big mucker,,,,eck
Hi Linz, i can relate . seems to get harder towards the weekend. that " i need somethng to celebrate" feeling, the reward. its a b**** trying to figure out what the hell to do and who to go do it with. i know this might sound off the wall but, is there a meeting or group you could go to ? Its like, well, near to what we know...no drugs or anything...but you can at least talk about it...keeps your mind busy and you dont have to explain so much. its the feeling of being around it sometimes i think we need...i know that sounds dangerous but its better than sitting home thinking about it alone. BTW, thanks so much for the support you gave to me...it meant so much. im craving like a MFker too ...but i got to keep busy...easy for me to say over here and not at home right now but.....if it helps....youve got people that are thinking about you !
Con
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