Garden Girls.................

Pain Pills
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i miss you all so much................

i am not on in the am anymore because my life has changed so much..........

i have a full time job from 7 - 3:30
and then i go to the hospiital and work 2nd shift...........................

i do this sometimes 3 days a week..........
both jobs are extrmely busy and i get pooped out................
but i like it because i feel roductive and i do all this with no pills...........

life is so much better for me..............
i still think back to the using days and i can't believe my body could tolerate how many pills i was taaking......................

life is just plaine BETTER............everything is clear and crisp..........
i have begun to love myself again and i am taking care of me..............

i got a new dress and a new winter coat...........

i came up with a plan to best winter depression...............

i have got this feeling in my heart that is so excited for the holidays,,,,,,
i am so excited even about the snow............

i doing things like getting myself cool winter coats........
i want to get that short JLo coat with the fuzz around the hood..........
and some cool boots............
i am buying new cloths here and there, so i feel beter when i go out somewhere............

i love office max and STAPLES, office depto...............

i am stilll wracking my brain on going back to school for somethong,,,

they just built and ITT right by my house............

i am very interested in eletronics..................i love technology...........

so i will go down to the office on monday............
if i am not feeling that place......i am going to u of m and see what kin of programs they have to offer........................

i just want something of my own ...i want to own the time clock ...not punch it,,,

anyways......................i miss you all so much............
just remember that i am working alot and can not surf the ......web and
post on ARG .........................

God Bless you all.....................

i love u

thumper











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lol.................i cant spell !

it was like almost 3 am and i just got up form a bad dream.................

hope everyone is having a nice day !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thumper
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THUMPER...................BUSY DAY BEING MOM BUT WANTED TO ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((HUG)))))))))))))))))))))))))))YOU & TELL YOU I LOVE YOU
LOVE MJ/SABRINA
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You sound GREAT--Jeff