Alright Geoff Mate.. how you doin? Not too sure about the belfast yahoo stuff... so fill me in an I'll talk to you there..
Lou..
..Lou..
..If you google >> yahoo uk and ireland..you should be able to download it and you can talk on yahoo messenger aswell..Robbie..
..If you google >> yahoo uk and ireland..you should be able to download it and you can talk on yahoo messenger aswell..Robbie..
Hi Lou,
This is it, a phoned the gf this morning and she was in a dealers house, she told me that she was serious this time, now she is getting more gear I think, she is telling that the subs arn't working, sort of makes me want to jump in the car and go to dublin, but no.
I am on my own up here, and this time I am going to do this back down two 15mil today and tomorrow if I can get through today on 15mil. I will take 10mil and some pain killers 30mg codiene in then that will help. a really am going to bring myself down as quick as I can. Once I get to 10mil a will be over the moon, A will not have much to go after that.
Felt really ill this morning, more so than usual, but I feel asleep last night really early,
How did you and your bf get last night and today how are you feeling, don't know what to do about the gf I am supposed to be going over to her house in july but if she is on the gear, then I would be right back on it, I am talking 2 months unpaid leave from work for the summer, and a don't want to be on gear all summer.
Don't worry I looked into there is no way of noing who you are, are you noing who am am, go to chat.yahoo.com and download yahoo messenger, and if do decide to download it let me know and a will let you know my yahoo address.
hope you are feeling well, any idea's what I should do about my gf.
Love Geoff
This is it, a phoned the gf this morning and she was in a dealers house, she told me that she was serious this time, now she is getting more gear I think, she is telling that the subs arn't working, sort of makes me want to jump in the car and go to dublin, but no.
I am on my own up here, and this time I am going to do this back down two 15mil today and tomorrow if I can get through today on 15mil. I will take 10mil and some pain killers 30mg codiene in then that will help. a really am going to bring myself down as quick as I can. Once I get to 10mil a will be over the moon, A will not have much to go after that.
Felt really ill this morning, more so than usual, but I feel asleep last night really early,
How did you and your bf get last night and today how are you feeling, don't know what to do about the gf I am supposed to be going over to her house in july but if she is on the gear, then I would be right back on it, I am talking 2 months unpaid leave from work for the summer, and a don't want to be on gear all summer.
Don't worry I looked into there is no way of noing who you are, are you noing who am am, go to chat.yahoo.com and download yahoo messenger, and if do decide to download it let me know and a will let you know my yahoo address.
hope you are feeling well, any idea's what I should do about my gf.
Love Geoff
gecff,mate u sound like your doing good today,about yer missus but its tough call ,your reduction sounds solid,sorry geoff but if i was in your shoes id be p!!!!!d off wid her,just the thought of the gear would be enough to drive me round the bend.just in so mite talk later ....davey
yes totally pissed off, it is making me want to go and get gear. Just home from work and a feel a bit rough but a think I can handle it. just need to try and get my head thinking about something else.
These cravings can be strong, can't they.
These cravings can be strong, can't they.
geoff mate,ive only been off 3.5wks&im on a reg.meth script your doing good,even if u dont feel it,as i said im with u on the g.f issue.the cravings if can even put a word on how we feel when trying to stay clean,are like a crazy obsession the lighter,foil,tooter,taste,feeling&for me spoon ,spike,etc all those feelings,thoughts are like one big trigger[as are robbie said].its like playing chess against yourself,geoff keep it up mate.if u wanna blab. il be about.all the best ....davey
Davey see when I read what you wrote about, the foil and the tooter etc, it was like a rush going through my body.
Been at this game for 5 years now and I still can't believe the affact just reading about it.
Thats why I am feeling so bad, 1 cause a feel a wee bit ill, and 2 because a can't stop thinking about her sitting over there having a burn.
Whats the weather like in dublin today, crap up here but every time It's crap up here, it turns out nice and sunny in dublin,
Dave mate is also the buzz of the city, getting down to ballyfer.... and meeting the dealer mad, now I don't know what to do with myself because I was always driving down to dublin, at 1 time I was in dublin more than I was here, and I work fulltime,
Sometimes I think that if I am going to be addicted to heroin I should just live in dublin.
Av had so many relapse's sometimes I think is there any way to get out of this game.
How long where you on the gear pal.
Geoff
Been at this game for 5 years now and I still can't believe the affact just reading about it.
Thats why I am feeling so bad, 1 cause a feel a wee bit ill, and 2 because a can't stop thinking about her sitting over there having a burn.
Whats the weather like in dublin today, crap up here but every time It's crap up here, it turns out nice and sunny in dublin,
Dave mate is also the buzz of the city, getting down to ballyfer.... and meeting the dealer mad, now I don't know what to do with myself because I was always driving down to dublin, at 1 time I was in dublin more than I was here, and I work fulltime,
Sometimes I think that if I am going to be addicted to heroin I should just live in dublin.
Av had so many relapse's sometimes I think is there any way to get out of this game.
How long where you on the gear pal.
Geoff
geoff,we talked earlier so u know some background,just let u know im in boggy ol, cavan passed it many timeson the scoring trips i presume,did live in Dublin for a few yrs but got out because of the smack,but its everywere rnd here 30ms at most sometimes.i just go weekly to my meth. clinic in dub. but know plenty of locals/dealers&mates,been goin there 6yr.presume your girl is in the city.so even though i go up weekly the temptation 2 get a1/8 and have a binge for 2/3 days is still strong.recently i just try&get in an out pronto im mad for the benzos&there about down the clinic so i really have 2 leg it&blank dealers i know.ive gotta do it same as yerself..all the best geoff...davey
Know what you mean dave, yes she is in the city, will you read that post I wrote on lou's thread about the gf, if you don't mind me asking did your ex take the gear?
Decided to take the 10mil it is now 11am here an am feeling not to bad have nearly run out of codeine but a have these tabs called Kapake and I think they have codeine.
How you feeling to day? Glad I did'nt score last night, would of fu*ked me right up.
Decided to take the 10mil it is now 11am here an am feeling not to bad have nearly run out of codeine but a have these tabs called Kapake and I think they have codeine.
How you feeling to day? Glad I did'nt score last night, would of fu*ked me right up.
