Hi every1,i got a phonecall yesterday off a keyworker at my local cdt,but missed the call,i tryed ringin back,but it was to late to 5pm,so got no helpp at all off them on that.So today she rung again,but i`m in a bit of jam here,i start a new job on the 9th july,& thats the week when i am supposed to go to see the keyworker,then you`ve to wait another 2 weeks before you see the doctor,so i rang the employer up to see if it`s the same hours as it was b4,but he said they don`t do it that way anymore,there`s differant work schedules,like working away,which i`d sooner not do,so as i can go & see the keyworker on the 9th,as she`s staying behind to see me,so i`ve to ring the employer back on monday,when he`s got his diary in front of him,to go & see him & see where & what job & time,i`ll be at home by,i need a local job then i can get it sorted 1ce & for all,the keyworker has just rung,2.30pm british time,i`ve told her the situation i`m faceing,but still not a lot of help there,she cannot book me in next week,it`s got to be the week beginning the 9th,but thats when i`m meant to start work,i told her it`s not going to go down well if i`m taking time off,as soon as i start,to which she replied well what do you want me to do?Get me in nextweek would be the best bet,but no can do!!!Plus i1ve to go for an interview,at the social which is going to result in me having to go to court anyway,i`ve got some subby`s now,wot do i do take em & hope i`m ok to go & see my new boss,maybe on the monday,social tuesday,my heads in turmoil here with it all,or do i carry on takin the gear,which i have cut down on by more than half,since i last posted,to see me through the appointments i`ve got,&if i`m working away do i take gear with me,just so i can function properly???Oh why is life,so hard & to top it all,i`ve just found out my stepdad,may of molested my older sister when she was a child!!!OH BOY MY HEAD REALLY DOE`S HURT WITH IT ALL!!!!aNY ADVICE WOULD BE APPRECIATED i`ve not had any gear since last nite,so do i wait & start the subbys,HELP!!!
gosh--sounds like a situation--i must tell you my honest opinion--if i was you i waould have to look deep inside my self and be honest--do i think i can do it without the resources the counselor provodes--if not id go to that meeting because if your still strugglging with using and being sick and chasing subbies or dope everyday to work--that jobs not gonna work out, you have to be able to think clearly and feel good to keep a job--so think hard--whats the most important--the ability to be stable or waiting a couple weeks to start the job-good luck keep us posted-hand in there-it will iron out,at least you have the ability to worry about these type of things--your making it through
sorry to butt in but i can identify to a degree. if it's not one thing it's another...and everything comes in three's...i feel for yer.....
sure seems to be some kinda Universal law that when it rains it pours. Just wishing ya luck, strength, And hope to see ya thru this crappy time. I've got no advice I was on methadone not subs so i'm kinda clueless.
Hey how did it all go? Did ya get things sorted? x x
