I have an appointment on the 25 for a duel diagnosis program that deals with addiction and the mental side of it. I suffer from deppression and have time it hits all I can think of is using. Soem friends wanted to go on a road trip to the city and all I could think was how much money I had and how much crack it would get me, and how much pot they would have to smoke in the car. Now I sit here going what can I take in this moment. I want to save money I want to get out of here something feirce, and my mom just wants more and more money. She is almost worse then the dealers. i pay her 400 a month and now she wants 80 for misillenous bills. there is only so much i can do. i can't save anyone, i can bearly save myself. out i need out. i need something. there is so much more to it then this i am just scared to go there.
I'm so glad you're getting help with this.
Kia Kaha (Be strong)
Riki
Kia Kaha (Be strong)
Riki
