Good Afternoon.

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How are you all doing today?Those tapering,is it going as predicted?And those of you CT,are you starting to feel a little better?I know its so hard to believe but it does get better.Ive been pp free for a long time(dont ask how long i just cant keep track...but a couple years anyway)ive stopped taking the sub,it was my idea,i still have bad days where i really wish i were still on the sub...like right now.But....nothing i can do about that,once i cut myself off from the program,i was done.

Though i got some pretty scary stuff coming up,i am looking forward to getting in there and getting the days started so i can start counting them down.My son(who has been there)was telling me what they have and what they dont,he says we eat the same food as meals on wheels for the elderly,so,i know its nutritious and a good variety each day.he said they have a computer,i was shocked and so happy,then he said"its not hooked up to the internet"oh s***!!!lol

Anyway,hes convinced me its not a bad place at all,and the first and last month will be the worst.A guy that works with my husband is real good friends with one of the lady CO'S in there so,he asked her to treat me well and watch out for me,which i thought was super nice of him to do.

Sorry,it seems everytime i come on here all i talk about is going to jail,etc,etc...But time is ticking and im going to hate being away from my home and family.I will enjoy going with the grandkids trick ot treating this Friday.They all look so adorable in their outfits.

We should start a thread on Saturday of our babies,and "not so babies"lol,in their costumes,that would be cool.

Well enough rambling for me,my soap,All my children is coming on.My son also told me they have 4 tv's in the womans ward so hopefully i can watch my soaps each day?~KIM
You are really handling this so well. Being responsible for your actions and doing what you have to do. I know you are going to be okay. I am scared for you and don't post much because of the fear that this could have been me, you know? Almost like when people can't go near a cancer patient for fear they'll get it themself. I'm sorry for that. I know you are going to miss your family cause it's obvious you love them so much. But they will be waiting for you. We have all made mistakes in our lives. No one is without sin. No one! You have owned up to your mistake in a way that is upstanding! my email is abcpoli@comcast.net. if you send me your address, I'll write you while you are in. Alice
i want to ditto what alice just posted to you kim, you are SO BRAVE!!!!
i am such a sissy, if that were me having to go to jail.... i dont think i could endure it! but you have such a good attitude about it and i want to commend you on that,
kim i am sure something positive will come out of this experience, we are put thru trials for a reason, to become stronger and learn a lesson.
please post more pics of those growing babies before you go in, i will keep you in prayer kim.Love jewels
Thank you for your kind words Alice and Jewels,.

Jewels,dont even ask for more pics,you know me,i'll plaster this place.But i will post some before i go.Take care~KIM
Kim I ditto ererybody! Keep your head up.Like that song by Tupac Shakur. I don't know if you know that song,but I like it!!