Hey whats going on room? I know i havent posted recentely, but its not without good reason.. I love all the support that everyone has given me.. Especially bob and a few of the lovely ladies we have in this room.. I just can't see this board as a helping tool to anyone anymore.. A lot of the times there are just senseless posts, that people know will start an uproar and they chose to start drama for no appearent reason other then they want to piss people off.. I know they do this because they are so indulged in guilt and suffering from lack of dedication to staying clean they want to make others descend to the rock bottom they have been living in...Sometimes i sit here Sobre and find myself wanting to get high because of some of the things that are posted..LOL im like damn if only i had an oxy eighty now, i'd be able tolerate this f...ker.. Plus i have a non sugar coated response to a lot of posts that people try to roast me for...I thought this was an opinion board not a scientific answer board.. No one really has all the answers just some have better opinions then others.. I in my life stay clean when i get it beat into my head rather then saying "its okay mommy will kiss it better"... I know i am wanted around here by some, but i dont think i want to be around the board much longer... I wish there was a way where we can keep certain people from speaking.. I think some people fill aThreads with hostility and rage to get under peoples skin.. That aint good for any therapy.. Well have fun , i'll probably show up once ina while.. Have a good healthy life for most.. Some of you that are keeping me from this board, i wish you luck too.. The ones im talking about obviously need more counseling then just drug.. Your emotions run much deeper and much nastier.. Well punkbaby i hope you stay good little mama'... LATER all.. Thanks BOB especially... GO EAGLES.....SUPERBOWL XXXIX champs watch and see..
Dear erratic Im very sorry you feel that way.For me the board has been such an important part of my life since Nov(maybe cause I dont have a life)Really outside of my BF & daughters I dont go out in the world much.Anyways I hope somewhere you still feel that some of us will try to help you in whatever your struggles are.If you still choose not to come around my hopes & prayers will still be with you.take care....mj
Hey erratic good luck to you hun take care of you, heres my e,mail if you want to use it be my guest hun jackie xxxxxxxxx
wackyjacky_12345@yahoo.co.uk
wackyjacky_12345@yahoo.co.uk
P/S.. yah wacky i will be deff in touch with you... Bob heres my cell phone number.. 267-972-7961.. call me and we will meet up for a few meetings.. Well gotta goo.. Heres my major list to say bye to in no particular order.. LITTLEBEACH...TRIDELTMOM...MISTYEYES...MOLLYJEAN... PUNKBABY14..KIWIRAIN ...ADDICTMOM...WACKYJACKY.. and of course BOB.. i have forgottena few and im sorry.. anyone that wants can actually call that number i know.. buh byez..
EE........well,sorry you want to leave. As with everyone else, you can just read what applies, post where you want, and ignore the rest. I know, i should practice what I preach, huh? LOL
There isn't a day that goes by that I do learn something or find something useful that applies to me life now when I read the board. So even if you don't want to post, just lurk and see if it helps you, too. think about it and know you are always welcome here, as are your posts! Take care.......BTW....don't think it's a good idea to post that #,,,,,lots of crazies out there.
have a good weekend and drop by and see us when you want!!! good luck withyour recovery......
There isn't a day that goes by that I do learn something or find something useful that applies to me life now when I read the board. So even if you don't want to post, just lurk and see if it helps you, too. think about it and know you are always welcome here, as are your posts! Take care.......BTW....don't think it's a good idea to post that #,,,,,lots of crazies out there.
have a good weekend and drop by and see us when you want!!! good luck withyour recovery......
Erratic.........
I hate to see you go...........Love that style of writing you have, little touch of Philly in it all........You take care of yourself and be good! You are so young, want for you to enjoy all the truely great things life has to offer.....
Tina
I hate to see you go...........Love that style of writing you have, little touch of Philly in it all........You take care of yourself and be good! You are so young, want for you to enjoy all the truely great things life has to offer.....
Tina
Good luck Erratic..
Stay sober and make yourself a life...do it while you are young..it only gets harder to change the older you get...
Kerry
Stay sober and make yourself a life...do it while you are young..it only gets harder to change the older you get...
Kerry
EE-
Hate to see you go. Like you, I know I've mentioned that some things posted here can be a trigger, but I was reminded that hell, even going to the grocery store could be a trigger!
You just have to gather strength from this site rather than let things bother you.
Like everyone else in this world, we addicts are all different and we're not going to agree with averyone all the time.
Take care, come back when you feel you can!
Hate to see you go. Like you, I know I've mentioned that some things posted here can be a trigger, but I was reminded that hell, even going to the grocery store could be a trigger!
You just have to gather strength from this site rather than let things bother you.
Like everyone else in this world, we addicts are all different and we're not going to agree with averyone all the time.
Take care, come back when you feel you can!
