WELL I DIDN'T MAKE IT THROUGH THE DAY.......I HAD TO GET OFF MY LAPTOP AND ATTEND TO ARRIVING DINNER GUEST AND I WQAS FEELING SO BAD.....I STAYED ON FOR A SHORT WHILE, AND I WENT STRAIGHT TO MY HIDDEN STASH......MAGICALLY I FELT FINE. I TOOK MY LAST PILL THIS MORNING......THE URGE TO START TRYING TO GET MORE IS SO STRONG, I KNOW I'LL BE SICK BY TONIGHT!!!! I'M GONNA GO TO THE STORE AND PICK UP ALL THE THINGS EVERYONE SUGGESTED AND CONTINUE TO PRAY I CAN DO THIS.....ANYONE KNOW WHAT THE GATORADE IS FOR?
FLIPFLOPS.....DON'T BEAT YOURSELF UP....THIS IS A NEW DAY, YOU'VE MADE IT THIS FAR....BESIDES YOU ARE A INSPIRATION TO ME AND EVERYONE ELSE ON THIS BOARD!!!! I'VE PRAYED FOR YOU ESPICALLY YESTERDAY, BECAUSE I KNOW IT IS HARDER TO STAY OFF....I'VE DOWN IT ONCE OR TWICE...I KNOW I CAN DO IT AGAIN!-WITH LOVE-JEN
Hi sweety I hope your doing OK.Like I said that mental craving is real hard.It OK that you caved as long as you keep trying.Can I help in anyway??????mj
MJ: I LOVE BEING HERE BEING ABLE TO TALK OPENLY ABOUT THIS......NO ONE BUT ALL OF YOU UNDERSTANDS WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH......I WISH I WOULD HAVE FLUSH THEM!!!! BUT I'VE SWALLOWED EVERY LAST ONE OF THEM! NOW IT'S A WAITING GAME I GUESS........ANYWAY...HOW ARE YOU THIS MORNING? IS ANYONE ELSE ON THIS MORNING?
I am Ok this morning and I'm sure mistyeyes is around shes a early bird to.Jenny you can't take back what is already done so forgive yourself and keep trying.I think all of you are alot stronger than I.I am tapering because I'm a coward you see.I am great to talk to but bad at taken my own advise,Hang in there Jenny remember I said we will be your shoulders when the load get too heavy?Well here we are not judging and willing to listens.Trust me when I say you are welcomed here so please don't feel your not....mj
HOW IS FLIPFLOPS? HAVE YOU HEARD FROM HER THIS MORNING? SORRY ABOUT THE DELAY...I COULDNT GET THE SITE TO WORK?
No I haven't yet heard but I did send a message to one of her post.Are you getting the hang of this site yet?Me I joined inNov and do you see all the cute pictures of smileye bullwinkle etc?I still can't figure how they do that.They even explained how and I still don't get it.So how are you doing today.Do you have any plans for the day?Me my girl has off from school so I'll probaly have a gang here later but at least I know what shes up to huh?????mj
Jenny2, hope all goes well for you. You need take all the advise these people are giving you, they really know what they are talking about. And they always seem to be here when we are feeling down or just want to give up!!!!!! Best of luck, wish i could stuck to a plan.
Good morning Abby how are you today you sound kinda down can I help?????mj
OK....I'M GETTING ANNOYED WITH MY COMPUTER....I HAD A LONG POST AND IT DISAPPEARED. I WAS SAYING......I LEAVE FOR GA FRI. NEED TO GET TO THE STORE TO GET A COUPLE THINGS FOR THE TRIP. I HAVE TWO KIDS.....BOY,8 AND A GIRL,5. I GO BACK TO WORK WHEN I GET BACK AND SOON AFTER THAT I START MY SPRING SEMESTER AT COLLEGE AT NIGHT! DO ANY OF YOU GET ON LINE AT NIGHT? I WANT TO BE ABLE TO TALK TO EVERYONE EVEN WHEN MY NORMAL LIFE GOES BACK TO WORK......I WORK IN THE SCHOOL SYSTEM...I GET OFF WHEN THE KIDS GET OUT......IT'S A GOOD PERK!
mj, i just can't stuck to anything. I tried tapering,didn't work, i tried cold turkey, chicken out. Just stuck in a spot where i don't knew where to turn. I'am really thingking about calling a doc. and making an appo. and seeing about the new drug(sub.)What's your opoion?
Jenny I do sometimes get on at night but I try really hard to keep nights for my family(here).I need that in my life but sometimes I need this at night.Me I'm usaully on from like 8am until3:30 or so when my daughter gets home.Hope that answers ya I know I'm not much help but I am available here in the day(most the time).....mj
Abby I've been and sometimes still go where your at.Ya end up hating yourself for your weakness,and you wonder why you can't be stronger.I think seeing your Dr could help I am getting as much info on different things so I can relate to my MD.As for the sub I've heard great things about that I may evenconsider that for me but as I said I kinda like to reasearch before I jump ya know?....mj
WELL CHECK THE NIGHT POST I'LL TRY TO GIVE EVERYONE A SHOUT TO JUST LET YOU KNOW I'M OK......I WOULDN'T MIND EMAILING EVERYONE, BUT I DON'T KNOW IF I'M ALLOWED TO GIVE MY EMAIL ADDRESS ON THIS SITE? I WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH!!!!!
Jenny some people do give their email addresses out on here.Me I'll wait until I get someones email(like jasmine Rae73 Friend then I send mine to them.I'm sure I could post mine but I just feel better doing it the other way....mj
I DON'T MIND GIVING MINE......JENHARTZOG@PEOPLEPC.COM I WANT TO BE ABLE TO KEEP IN TOUCH......I DON'T HAVE ALOT OF FREE TIME, WITH BOTH WORKING AND COLLEGE, BUT I WILL DO MY BEST...I LOVE HAVING PEOPLE TO TALK TO WHO TRULY UNDERSTAND!!!
Morning Molly, Abby, Jenny....
Hope you all are hanging in.......Abby I posted all the sites for you about the sub, did you get to read them and see if there was a doctor in your area?
Molly I am not sure if the sub will work to get you off the ultram, don't know if it is an opiate.....I do know that no one dependant on opiates should be perscribed the ultram. I can post the sites again for you Molly or for whoever may need them. And yes Molly it is 6 am wakeup everyday even weekends.......Like to get things done before the masses awake.....lol
Take care everyone,
Tina
Hope you all are hanging in.......Abby I posted all the sites for you about the sub, did you get to read them and see if there was a doctor in your area?
Molly I am not sure if the sub will work to get you off the ultram, don't know if it is an opiate.....I do know that no one dependant on opiates should be perscribed the ultram. I can post the sites again for you Molly or for whoever may need them. And yes Molly it is 6 am wakeup everyday even weekends.......Like to get things done before the masses awake.....lol
Take care everyone,
Tina
ok I'll send mine to you.I would REALLY like to keep intouch and see how you are.Going back to school must be hard.If you have a chance to right that would be nice,if your way too busy I understand that also.I'll send mine right to ya....mj
I WAS HOPING MY NEW SEMESTER WOULD KEEP MY MIND BUSY!!!! I KNOW IN THE END IT WILL BE WORTH IT!!! ALOT OF MY HOMEWORK IS ONLINE.....SO I'LL BE ABLE TO EMAIL ALOT!!! AND I PROBALLY WILL:>} MISTYEYES....HOW ARE YOU? I HOPE THINGS ARE GOING GOOD YOUR WAY!!!!
hi tina as far as getting up early i just got use to it.hows your sweet angel today does she feel better.pardon all the lower case letters i'm eating some frosted flakes.yes i'll take the info as i said i look into anything i guess i can reasearch that also....mj
Ok I will start a new post on it so that others who may be lurking and in need of help will see it......The baby is doing ok, but her teeth are still bothering her....once this batch comes in she should be fine....and amazingly at this point both the little ones are playing nice and not trying to kill each other, hope it lasts more than 5 minutes!
