Well we are into the home strecth for Saturday Are you Guys ready?I need to say this.Yesterday it made me feel so great to hop on here and see that I was missed.It also was cool how everyone was worring.I didn't mean to worry anyone I guess its just the closer it gets to Christmas the more I seem to need to do.I am still at 10 but today I am going to try 9 there can't be that much of a difference right?Once again I am really sorry if you guys worried and YES YES YES I am doing well.Thank you all for careing so much you make me feel I guess warm and safe may be the word.Have a great day all and I promise I'll be around,,,,,,,,mj
morning mj.
got the card just wanted to say thank you and that is from the whole family. you be o.k. gotta go do some work trying to get it all done so we can go home and finish everything so i will post later. again thank you for the card
see ya sis
johnny
got the card just wanted to say thank you and that is from the whole family. you be o.k. gotta go do some work trying to get it all done so we can go home and finish everything so i will post later. again thank you for the card
see ya sis
johnny
Your very very welcome I know we are in the home strech for Christmas so everything seems to be going mock 1 TAKE CARE ...mj
Morning Molly,
Well I think that it is a great day to go down to 9......
Busy here too, just wanted to do some posting real quick them I am off to wash all the crystal that has been sitting since last Christmas.....
You have a wonderful day,
Hugs,
Tina
Well I think that it is a great day to go down to 9......
Busy here too, just wanted to do some posting real quick them I am off to wash all the crystal that has been sitting since last Christmas.....
You have a wonderful day,
Hugs,
Tina
Thank You Tina you also have a GREAT DAY....mj
Good morning Tina and MJ and everyone...Ya'll sound good today! Nice to be caught up and ready for the big day, huh? I only have to go to the grocery store and buy a s*** load of expensive food to serve the family and guests. Hate grocery shopping.
Christmas will be good here if I will let it. I have so much anger, still, and most of it is a result of our relatives. Christmas only brings them more to the forefront of our lives and, therefore, my anger to the forefront.
I know we are supposed to put the past in the past, but I really seem to be having hard time letting go of those past hurts and injustices. When I see my husband out buying Christmas presents for those who hurt and re-hurt us, it really gets me going. Isn't that immature of me?
It has only been 5 weeks clean for me. Maybe the "cleaning of the mind" will come eventually. For today, I will be happy to be clean and try to put all the negative thoughts aside so my family can enjoy the holidays.
Sorry to ramble....
Ya'll have a great day and take care of yourselves!
Carol
Dear Carol I don't think your rambling.I also think you may have a right to be upset but remember if you show them how you feel your probaly going to play right into their hands.I have found that if I act like a situation doesn't get to me it make me feel like the better person im sure your anger will be less someday try real hard not to let these people ruin your hoiday....mj
Hey Carol,
A cleaning of the mind might be a good thing, nice to be able to let some of the little things go......you will feel better about you when you do. I wonder.....did Sammy ever post on that anyone know?
You have a great day and enjoy all the nuttiness in it...lol Grocery shopping sounds like a dangerous thing.....bet it is as packed as the mall!
Take care and have a wonderful holiday!
Tina
A cleaning of the mind might be a good thing, nice to be able to let some of the little things go......you will feel better about you when you do. I wonder.....did Sammy ever post on that anyone know?
You have a great day and enjoy all the nuttiness in it...lol Grocery shopping sounds like a dangerous thing.....bet it is as packed as the mall!
Take care and have a wonderful holiday!
Tina
MJ.....thanks...........I know I need to let it go and I am always trying.....Like I said though, with the holidays, it comes to the surface.....
I truly need to be brain washed or have electric shock therapy or something to get these thoughts and this hate out of my mind. I used to just take a pill or 4 or 5 and it went away. Can't and won't do that now, so I wll just pray and try harder to focus on the positive.
Need to get over it!
Take care, Carol
Misty.....Morning and thanks! If it was little things, I could let them go, I think. The things that I am bothered by are BIG things......thousands of dollars, years of our lives taken away, etc. etc.
See, I can't stop bi******. LOL You are right, I will try to bury them way back for the time being and maybe deal with them after the holidays.
You are so sweet and inspriring to everyone here. I hope you and your family have a wonderful holiday! Thanks for all you do.
Love, Carol
