Well day2 I wish I could say I'm doing good & everything is fine but I seem to have the weepies this morning.As dum as this sounds I miss my pills.I didn't go to sleep until 2am I keep getting these headaches & now I think I'm gonna be snowed in.AHHHH sh-- I hate being a freakin baby.I miss all that energy,my house has thrown up!Every corner I look theres something to clean.Anyways if anyone is around I could use some coffee coversation....mj
hi mj im on day three of no oxy,s and have a bad crack habit and i miss my pills as well but we can do this togather if you wish love patti
thanks I feel like such a baby.I must say one thing...I've done just about everything even crack and youll never belive this when I say...I never liked the high from crack which makes me lucky I guess.But I def feel for your struggle.I will be here and try to lift your spirits if I can....mj
thank you very much i know im not alone and i feel for all that is stuck in the storm love patti
Hang in Molly........the weepies, will go. Remember those feelings start to have a say now. No high, no numbness.........just you, the real you.........The one that has been longing to get out, and be free.......
You will be fine. Let yourself adjust, to all that is going on. Be patient and kind to you, and stop worrying.
Take care,
Tina
You will be fine. Let yourself adjust, to all that is going on. Be patient and kind to you, and stop worrying.
Take care,
Tina
Im on day 7 of no Oxy's right now, and feeling really good.. you'll both be fine.. Patti i've read other posts you should seriously think about getting Professional medical assistance for you habit.. Your demon has two faces.. That makes it twice as hard to kick.. Relapse is moslikely in your future unless you see an M/D..But molly keep it going, The second day is usually the hardest, and after that you start feeling a little more human. Youll still be sluggish, and the other symptoms will start to subside.. Take Benadryl for your insomnia, you should get at least 5 or 6 hrs of sleep for the first few days.. oh well keep it going, just think the snow might be an omen, for you not to be able to get out to get any.. good luck mwaaazzz...>>>Kyle<<<
Thanks and really I hate being a weepy baby.Its just not me.I don't even know why it happened.Well thats dum I do.My body & mind are going through changes I know.and I know I;m dum for just wanting it to be dum.And outside of telling my BF I'll say it here.Yup I miss my stupid pills.How can I miss something & be mad at it the same time(sort of like an old BF?I just feel stupid and I'm not sure of how to deal with what I'm feeling.There is still alot I'm learning about this sub stuff.Like now that it is in me do I take the same amount at the same time or do I have my dose and then later in the day if I start feeling crappy do I take another?Really I'm not usauallt this BLAHHHH.On here I try real hard to stay +??????Im nuts huh????well dahhh if I wasn't I guess I would of been popping 10+ pills at a time huh??????mj
How many mgs are you taking a day....you can split it and take it twice a day, thats what the hubby does.....
Hi all listen the snow is really comming down AND I GOTTA get out for supplies they say we are getting a bad one so I have to go & get stuff for the next couple days.tina(my sunshine)I replied to your post about your daughter and really want to talk so I hope your around when I get back.I guess I just needed to be a baby earlier its getting better.I will talk to you guys soon.....mj
Mj,
I wish I could stay and chat but I have to go to an appt. which sucks cause it will be for most of the day. Anyway, I was just worried about you all night and jumped out of bed this morning thinking about you and had to log on real quick. I see your having a struggle this morning and I am sure it will be hard for a while to find yourself. You have been on those stupid pills for years and years. Being clean is so much better than using and depending, just give it some time. You'll see life isn't always about being high and having energy. Sometimes you just got to go with relaxing and getting stuff done when you get them done. I always say, I don't have to worry about doing the dishes they will be there when I get home,lol. Really be kind to yourself. Your natural energy will come back on it's own. It may take a week or 2 but it will. Then the next thing you know you'll be dancing around the living room saying wow, I feel good. Trust me girl, it will happen. Anything good is worth waiting for.You are doing great in my opinion and I am so proud of you. If you ever need to talk you have my # and e-mail. Gotta run girl. Hold your head up and be proud of yourself. Your Bunny friend, Rae
I wish I could stay and chat but I have to go to an appt. which sucks cause it will be for most of the day. Anyway, I was just worried about you all night and jumped out of bed this morning thinking about you and had to log on real quick. I see your having a struggle this morning and I am sure it will be hard for a while to find yourself. You have been on those stupid pills for years and years. Being clean is so much better than using and depending, just give it some time. You'll see life isn't always about being high and having energy. Sometimes you just got to go with relaxing and getting stuff done when you get them done. I always say, I don't have to worry about doing the dishes they will be there when I get home,lol. Really be kind to yourself. Your natural energy will come back on it's own. It may take a week or 2 but it will. Then the next thing you know you'll be dancing around the living room saying wow, I feel good. Trust me girl, it will happen. Anything good is worth waiting for.You are doing great in my opinion and I am so proud of you. If you ever need to talk you have my # and e-mail. Gotta run girl. Hold your head up and be proud of yourself. Your Bunny friend, Rae
Hey MJ, enjoy the snow if you can -- sometimes hunkering down by a fire, under a roof, w/plenty of food and a good movie....well, who knows, might be just what the doctor ordered. Keep your head up, you're doing great. M.
Molly I am out of here for awhile. I will check back in later on to see how you are. Hang in sweetie!
MJ.........Morning.....sorry I missed you! Again!
Hang on! You can do this. Please contact me when you come back on @shewhosews@aol.com if you need to talk. I'm here for you today and tomorrow and until you're OK. Know that what you are feeling is 100% normal.
Love, Carol
hi everyone I'm back munching a bagel with everything on it ummmmm.I feel better I guess I'll have some weeping moments but it is worth it.The BF took the rest of the week off so he can be here for me.Almost makes me feel guilty about bi--hen yesterday>i feel bad for being a baby earlier I'm not that way too much.But like I said to the BF it is a BIG change for my body & it will take some time and I'm just going to have to look forward.I NEED to do what I'm doing.Yeah I know how hard & painful life can be but to just to keep trying to numb it out isn't living life its going through the motions ya know.I am so glad I have the support I have.Between you guys & my family I am indeed very lucky & very cared for.Its still hard to understand how people I've never met can be so much like my own family.......mjooops PS Rae73 your nickname bunny fits you.I just wanted to say I got the pics and your daughter(the baby)is so sweet shes gonna be a knockout like her mommy no question
Hi guys just wanted yas to know I'm gonna sign off for a bit but I'll be back later I'm sure.Please keep posting all your words are so kind & help more than anyone will know.I'll talk to you guys in a bit......mj
Glad to see oyur on day 2, just stick with it you'll do just fine. How does the sub. make you feel , can you tell you'r on anything? E-mail when you get back on here etraceybird@aol.
Dear Abby I'm back hello & how are you doing??????mj
