Good Morning

Dear Friends, sorry that I have not been around, butttttt i was working! i am so happy i went and got my nails done and went to the movies, i am also doing really, really well as far as my addiction..... look i have to get ready now , write me and let me know how u all are...
mitzy....where r u working? I didnt know u got a job exept of course motherhood!! Thats a huge job in itself! I guess i have missed alot! i too, have not been around lately!!

your friend, Christina
Mitzy...your working thats great!
Christina...........how in the hell are you? I have been wondering if you are alright....
Hey Mitzy and Christina!!!
Mitzy, Glad to hear from you and glad you are taking control of your life and the pills aren't. How are the little ones?
Christina,
where have you been? I sent ya an e-mail today did you get it? How are you doing? Rae
mistyeyes and rae...doing so-so, i have been back to work and havent had alot of time to get on the computer! I feel crappy thismorning. First day off in 6 days from work!!! I started me first "period" since my surgery and it sucks!!!
I was hopeing that now that the ovarie was gone it would be 10 times better on me when that time of the month came...Guess i thought wrong.!!!!!!

I have a huge Candle Party tonight. I realy am not that into it, but my sister started selling them and i told her that i would have a party for her at my house, and now this happened thismorning!! Figures...still trying to figure out that whole"why me " thing!!!
My fiancee and i are doing alot better. If you can call it better when i still havent come clean about everything. We had along talk and we are getting along better than ever! Thats what makes me feel soooo crappy.
My hopes at this point are high for me!!! I am down to 1 to 1 !/2 pills now and thats better than the 3 i was takeing. I figured that tonight will end up being my last couple of pills and then its back to the w/d's!!! Im hopeing that they will not be so bad now that i went down some!!
Benedril worked good for sleep last night and motrin is working for my craps for my wonderful girl "broken" problom right now!!!(ha, ha)
Thanks girls for asking about me. Im glad that you all were thinking about me !!

Your Friend, Christina
Just hang Christina.......things will get better...........One day at a time, thats all you can do.
Post if you need anything......
Hugs,
Tina
Thanks Tina. Lots of love to you and the family!!!


Your Friend, Christina
Right back at you...............Christina!
I forgot how much i missed all of you and how big of a smile you all put on my face when i get to write to you.

Mistyeyes.....Whats been going on with you? Want to come to a candle party tonight?? Ill fed-ex you the airline tickets!!!!! (lol) (ha, ha, ah)

Rae...I got a ticket for you to!!!!

Your Friend, Christina
LOL.........oh god I hate those parties.......I swear someone is always having one of them, or gourmet food, even tupperware still....save the money for those tickets.........
Niblet HEY SWEETY how are you as if I can't read.Are you off from work today?My girl came home sick(yes the one who spoke to you)yesterday n she still feels yuck but no fever.So I'm sure me & her will be hanging together today.The BF job doesn't start until next Monday so he'll be under my feet too.I'm so glad you & the ole man are doing better?I bought you something today & will probaly send it to you tomarrow.Well I'll be around so say HELLO!!!!!take care little Niblet....mj HEY YOU BRAT WHERES MY TICKET!!!!!!
Oh, wait i cant forget to invite Molly jean!!!!! She would for sure come to my candle party.

Instead of saving my money for the ticket, ill send it to ya and then we can go someplace eles to hang out and talk and have a good laughing time and nobody would even notice that i wasnt there.
I dont even know anyone who is comming!!!!!! I have no friends anymore , so my sister invited all her in-laws to MY house. Tell me thats not funny....that im the one hosting the stupid party and i know apsolutly nobody thats comming!!!!
And just when i didnt think i was a looser, i think again!!!

Your friend, Christina
hello mitzy,, all. How is everyone doing I'm not doing too good I started tapering off my meds , ran out and I'm hurting like never before . Even my p***s
hurts!!! How is that? But anyway I found a DR. that will see me about suboxone and other treatment so I'll see him tomorrow hope things goes good.
JUST HOLD ON.....IM SENDING THE TICKET AS WE SPEAK....LOL
YOU HAVE TO HAVE PATIENTS!!!!!!!!cant spell very well!!!!
YOUR TICKET IS THERE, JUST LOOK IN THE MAILBOX(LOL)

YOU LITTLE NIBLET SIS.....Christina
Hey good luck with the suboxone I know I feel as if it saved my life & it probaly did.If I can help please say so.....mj Niblet have I told you lately I LOVE YOU.&&&&MISS DIPPY I"M YOUR FRIEND!!!!!!
did you have to go to an inpatient thing like a program ?
Hi If your talikng to me No inpatient wasn't an option for me.My MD is monitoring me from home.I just saw him yesterday & he thinks that I'll be ok until next mth.I'll go & see him again.I don't know how long being on this is for but I'm still glad I did it....mj
What do you mean...YOUR MY FRIEND" You mean that you lied to me and your realy not my sister after all?????
Oh, god this is horrible....i thought that you were telling me the truth!!!
What am i going to do????
I have no other family now. I thought that you were telling the truth about my mother and your father and there affair way back when, and thats how you became my sister!!!!!
Now, your telling me that it was all a lie...and the money i sent to you to cover my half of the lawyers fee's for finding you ....what happened to the money????

Oh, wait i know what happened to the money....THE POOP DOG ATE IT!!!!!
(insidee joke)

And YES....IM JUST KIDDING....LOVE YA LOTS MOLLYJEAN....!!!!!!
it was alittle funny!!!

Chrisitna(niblet)
molly, did you feel fatiged or depressed on it ,,,,, you know how it gets without the pills
Christina,
Send my ticket girl. I love candles.I have them all over my house. Try and have a good time. Smile:-) It may not be that bad tonight.
Wenses,
What did you say hurts you???? Your p***s hurts. Are you trying to say your wee wee? If so LOL that is way to much information.... Rae
Ps. Sorry your in that much pain....