Good Morning

GOODMORNING Christina, hope your okay? xxx

I've gotta go get ready for work wil check back before i go xxx


I LOVE my dentist, but I didn't know he doesn't use Nitrous when I first started going to him, otherwise, I would not have used him. Everytime I go in, I tell him our time together is coming to an end if he doesn't get the gas in his office! But he is SO nice and gentle, I can't leave him.

Betsy.....just be that way then. TTYL
HI SWEET THING!!! HOW ARE YOU TODAY??

SOUNDS LIKE YOUR KIND OF BUISY?? I HAVE MY 2ND INTERVIEW TODAY WITH A RESTRANT THAT IS RIGHT BY MY HOUSE, ITS FOR A MANAGEING POSITION...THE PEOPLE THERE SEEM REALY NICE AND THEY THINK THAT I HAVE WHAT IT TAKES , AO I GUESS IM GONNA RUN WITH IT, IF I GET IT!!! I LOVE TO BE IN CHARGE.

HOW IS EVERYONE ELES DOING TODAY.? IT LOOKS LIKE I HAVE MISSES THE BREAKFAST CLUB THISMORNING. DAM..I GET UP TO LATE!!

YOUR FRIEND, CHRISTINA*~~*

Hey Christina, good luck with the interview. looks like you missed MJ again!
I got it and Thanks Carol.

Good morning Christina,I hope you get that job.

I'll be back in a bit, I have to get little man off to school.

Redd


I wish Boo would pop in
Dear Christina,Hey Im not blowing ya off or the board for that matter but Im talking (IM) to my daughter 1 of her froiends & my X husband so Ill be back in a bit hiopefully your still here..mj
Hey Mj, Gotta head off to work now so see ya in the morning babe and enjoy the chat with your daughter xxx

Carol GOOD LUCK with the dentist, you will be fine xxx

Redd, take care and see ya tomorrow

Christina, Have a good day, hopefully see ya tomorrow?

Betsy and Nat, you both have agreat day xxx

AND MISS TINK, HOPE YOU ARE OKAY, GOODMORNING SWEET, HAVE MISSED YA, HOPEFULLY WILL SEE YA TOMORROW XXX
HEY M.J, IM STILL HERE FOR A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME THOUGH.

I HAVE TO GET READY AND MY OLDEST JUST LEFT FOR SCHOOL AND MY YOUNGEST HAS A HORRIBLE FEVOR AND IM NOT SURE IM TAKEING HIM TODAY!!!
IM GIVEING IT A FEW MORE TO FIND OUT THOUGH.

I SURE DO MISS YA THOUGH!!!

IM FALLING INTO THIS HUGE STATE OF DEPRESION, AND I KOW THAT IF I HAVE ANY IN FRONT OF ME , IM GONNA TAKE THEM. ITS BAD I NOW...BUT IM NOT VERY STRONG ANYMORE. OR AT LEAST NOT TO DEAL WITH ALL OF THIS AT ONCE.

CAN YOU ALL REALY BLAME ME THOUGH????

YOUR FRIEND, CHRISITNA
p.s. where did johndee go thismorning?? i still wanted to know if he remembered me????
Christina, didnt you say your mum lives a few doors down? why dont you go stay with her for a while? would that be possible? cos then your kids are still in the same area but you'll be away from this fella who's trying to control ya.........................Just a thought.
I wish you all the luck in the world xxx
good morning everyone. I slept like a baby last night. i was so worn out from having to grab my 18 y/o from skipping school. I drove to where he was and dragged his booty back to school. I surprised him by going in to check in with him. I told him he deserved the humiliation of having his mom check him in while she was dressed in her pj's and drunk on pain pills. Laid down the law, told his employer/friend that he was no longer employed. He will ride the bus to and from school, no more riding with friends, or going out to work. i was soooo worn out from my little day trip, ya know i'm not supposed to be driving so close to surgery...slept like the dead last night.
Dear Niblet your not gonna like what Im gonna say but as a friend I need to be honest.He is usen you sweety & that love your holding onto is making you weak not strong.I do know how you feel but its not healthy for you.Your boys deserve to see their mom being treated with respect & love.Ill be between the board & talking Im to my X so just keep posting I know how scared you are but your stronger than you know
DEAR BUMP HUH IM TOTALLY CONFUSED
mj, i got a call from the school, saying that tyler was absent...he has been riding to school with his gf...i thought he was just going to be tardy (again) they called his ride who said that she dropped him off at the coffee shop that he works at. His employer-best friend was sick and asked him to work for him yesterday. I went flying out of the house to bring him to school. Read him the riot-act and grounded him as well as you can ground an 18 y/o. He still has 1 year of school left and we have been very concerned that he will quit, like his older sister did. My hubby and I just put our foot down on what he can and can' t do. i'll be darned if i'm gonna have another kid drop out. his main interest is his band...they have been recording a demo album. I'm not supposed to be driving until a week after surgery
MOLLY JEAN, thats one of the reasons that i love you sooo much.

You give it lke you see it!! No sugar coating for me with you! And thats great, alot of freinds would hate to do that with me and i love you for being honest.

The worst part....i know its getting under his skin!!! I know that fact that he had to lie down next to me and tell me goodnight was killing him not to touch me!!!
He told me this last night at bed time....

"can i tell you something as a friend?" and i said yes....he said..."you have the greatest body and mind that i have ever saw in any woman that i have ever met" and he said..." I sometimes miss comming home to the home cooked meal and all the kisses and knowing that someone was home waiting for me to get there."

Now...im gonna make him eat those words in the next 4 months that he has to live with me!
im not moveing right now, because the kids would hate me and im always the bad person to them when this stuff happens. Im not the bad one now and i can play the stupid game to!!
He left me a note this AM before he left for work and told me that he hopes that all the interview things work out today and that he wants all the good stuff to come to me in ever way!!! He told me that he would like to celebrate my new job, by going out to dinner with me and the kids tonight.
I wrote back and told him that i have other plans for tonight!!!!

your friend, Christina*~~~*
Bump,
glad you got some much needed sleep. And way to be a tough mom, sounds like he had it coming.

Redd
i took 3 naps yesterday. I am enjoying the heck out of my coffee this morning...you know how wonderful a good cup of coffee tastes when it's made just right...it really starts your day up. I plan on making a day trip to look at some ceramic tile for the new house. I found some on the internet that i love, but i am having a difficult time finding someone who distributes the tile locally. I have been sending emails with pictures to local companies, i found one that has similar tile, but i am afraid the price is going to break us. we are so close to being able to move in, it's the tile in the MBR and LR that's holding us up, that and getting a propane tank for our hot water heater. I have been living in the same mobile home since 1985, we have been building a log home since 2000, my husband and brother-in-law have done 90% of the work. Pray that this tile will look like what i want and that it's not going to break the rest of our building budget!
I HAVE TO GET GOING TO SEE ABOUT THE LITTLE ONE THAT HAS BEEN SLEEPING AND BEING SOOO QUIET THAT SOMETHING HAS TO BE WRONG. HE IS NORMALLY THE ONE THAT KEEPS ME OFF THE COMPUTER AND NOW HE IS SOOO SLEEPY AND HAS A TEMP.(102.8) AND I MIGHT HAVE TO CANCELL THE INTERVIEW, AND THAT SUCKS, BUT BEING A MOM ALWAYS TAKES FIRST AND I COME SECOND.

I LOVE YOU ALL AND I HOPE TO GET TO THE COMPUTER AT THE LIBRARY AND SET UP AND ACCOUNT FOR ME AND THEN NOBODY WILL BE ABLE TO GET TO IT IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM!!!

I LOVE YA!!!
KEEP IN TOUCH SOMEHOW!!! YOUR FRIEND, Christina, Niblet and (mollyjean) little sis!!!
good luck christina, i hope the little one is feeling better
Dear Bump Im sorry to hear your having a tuff go.I know I told my 16yr old that I will never sign the paper to let her quit.She just started this year to realize she can pull good marks so she started to do that but her social life pushed school back a years so now she has to play catch up....
Niblet for when you come back I just needed to say it looks like your trying to play a game you cant win & if you do end up winning you may regret it.Just see with your eyes & not your heart & dont let him use you You are more than just a good piece & if he cant see anything but that on you its not love its a 4 letter word but not love.f--k