I found this web site a week ago.. Thank you to everyone who was of such support.. I cannot beat this Addiction on my own, with the support of my family I have decided to enter a rehabilitation center to beat this disease!! Good luck to everyone . I have realized if I do not get help I am going to die from this disease, either from OD or destroying my liver. Im already dead inside!!! I want to be Alive again.... Angie
angie,
good luck and come back and see us when your out. your doing the right thing and i am so happy to hear about this for you. dont be scared. be excited that you are on your way to a safe place where you will start the binning of an awesome new chapter in life. i am sending lots of peace comfort strength support and healing for you. take good care of yourself and please come back to visit us. for once its nice to hear someone is leaving for the right reason, thank you sooooooo much for keeping us posted and letting us know. you are in my prayers. god speed my friend
terrianne
good luck and come back and see us when your out. your doing the right thing and i am so happy to hear about this for you. dont be scared. be excited that you are on your way to a safe place where you will start the binning of an awesome new chapter in life. i am sending lots of peace comfort strength support and healing for you. take good care of yourself and please come back to visit us. for once its nice to hear someone is leaving for the right reason, thank you sooooooo much for keeping us posted and letting us know. you are in my prayers. god speed my friend
terrianne
Angie
I am so happy for you yet for selfish reasons I find myself saddened by your departure. I really will miss you. I have not connected with anyone as much as I did with you. I realize that your addiction and the amount you are taking is way to much to taper off of. What kind of rehab are you going to? Do they detox you while you are under anethesia? I really am going to miss you. I swore I would never do this but I want you to be able to reach me. Is there anyway you could post me your e-mail. I would post mine but it has my last name on it and I don't want it online, be glad to give it to you though. If not thats ok I completly understand. Just please get well and write to me as soon as you get out. I am sending my prayers to you.
Your friend
Ro
I am so happy for you yet for selfish reasons I find myself saddened by your departure. I really will miss you. I have not connected with anyone as much as I did with you. I realize that your addiction and the amount you are taking is way to much to taper off of. What kind of rehab are you going to? Do they detox you while you are under anethesia? I really am going to miss you. I swore I would never do this but I want you to be able to reach me. Is there anyway you could post me your e-mail. I would post mine but it has my last name on it and I don't want it online, be glad to give it to you though. If not thats ok I completly understand. Just please get well and write to me as soon as you get out. I am sending my prayers to you.
Your friend
Ro
Angie........going to rehab will be the best thing for you. You will have a much better chance of winning this war with the help of professionals. I hope everything works out for you and you come home a new woman! Go in with an open mind and a co-operative sprirt. I will keep you in my prayers. God Bless you and good luck.
rose.. wrote you a book under Rose please read my posting... ayers62002@yahoo.com..
Thank you everyone.. You have all been a godsend.. I am going Monday to center with my husband to talk to the experts.. I am not sure if they will rec. in or out patient treatment but Hey Im gonna at least take this step to recovery.. I will keep yyou all posted
Oh Angie, bless your heart... all of us really hope you come back and let us know you are clean, because you ARE going to be. You sound so scared and lost, lonely. I wish I could hug you. I have been where you are while tapering. You are so so so lucky to have rehab as an option so please do not take advantage of it and not become clean. So many of us would give our pinky finger to be able to go to rehab.
God bless you too but please, come back and let us know you are ok and tell us your success story.
God bless you too but please, come back and let us know you are ok and tell us your success story.
Kaela.. Bless your heart too .. you are so sweet.. Its funny how none of us know eachother, but connect and support eachother so much.. I will keep you posted.. You can count on it.. I hope your tooth is OK.. I know how painful a toothache can be.. Yes even us dental professionals get toothaches.. hahaha.. I am scared but My husband said out Ins covers it 100% so I will take advantage of this option. I have tried to beat this unsucessfully for many years and I always relapse so. Im going to finally do it.. Hopefully I will come back here and be able to over support as a recovered addict..
You work in the dental field? Maybe you can help me. Since this toothache started I have had mild numbness in the corner of my mouth on that side, very mild but nonetheless. Will I ever regain feeling, once the tooth is removed? Or could the bad tooth even be the cause? The tooth is the 2nd molar on the bottom right.
Kaela.. Hahaha I have so many posts over this board but I have wrote you several posts regarding your tooth and symptoms.. I am sure one is under the post" 32 years old mother ready to stop hydrocodone" another was under one of your posts. I provided alot of info to you.. If you cant find it let me know..
Angie
Good for you. You are doing what you need to do. I'm so happy you have your family for support. Support from family, friends is so very important during this time. Good luck to you and let us know how you are doing when you can.
Frank
Dear Angie Go Do what needs to be done.The best thing you EVER could of done youve done.You admitted that this demon you cannot beat without help.THAT IS SO GREAT THAT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT.Please the best of lucky & please come & surprize us when the time is right.Take Care...mj
Thanks Angie, I am new to boards so I have to get it all figured out. I will absolutley look for the info.
Angie,
I am so happy you are going to get the help you need. Please keep us posted when you get back. We will be thinking about you... Good luck~ Rae
I am so happy you are going to get the help you need. Please keep us posted when you get back. We will be thinking about you... Good luck~ Rae
Dear Angie,
I hope you get the help you need...I would imagine In-patient would be your best bet, But any port in a Storm...
You just gotta want this really really bad, and you sure sound like you do..
I know EXACTLY how you are feeling as I felt the same way 84 days ago..I was so so dead inside..and I knew my Liver was gonna go soon as I already have Hep C...
You are so doing the right thing...Your one of the lucky ones who has a chance to get off this viscious(sp) cycle..Around and Around in Hell..
I wish you all the Luck and Strength in the World.
Love and Hugs
Dianna
I hope you get the help you need...I would imagine In-patient would be your best bet, But any port in a Storm...
You just gotta want this really really bad, and you sure sound like you do..
I know EXACTLY how you are feeling as I felt the same way 84 days ago..I was so so dead inside..and I knew my Liver was gonna go soon as I already have Hep C...
You are so doing the right thing...Your one of the lucky ones who has a chance to get off this viscious(sp) cycle..Around and Around in Hell..
I wish you all the Luck and Strength in the World.
Love and Hugs
Dianna
Good for you Angie, admitting you have a problem and need help is half the battle.
Good luck and let us know when you get back.
JohnDee
Good luck and let us know when you get back.
JohnDee
Angie,
I wish you nothing but the best. I think that you are doing a great thing by going to rehab......You make sure to get back to us and tell us all how great you are doing......
Love,
Tina
I wish you nothing but the best. I think that you are doing a great thing by going to rehab......You make sure to get back to us and tell us all how great you are doing......
Love,
Tina
Hi Angie... I don't think I have said hi yet...lol...but please, don't be afraid. It is gona be okay. I am so glad you get that shot to get clean. While you are there, take every chance you can to unload some garbage...the stuff that makes you want to be numb. Find a way to get yourself rid of whatever internal pressure you have.
Please come back and keep us posted...you will be okay....
Kerry
Please come back and keep us posted...you will be okay....
Kerry
Hi there angie ive been a slack with my posts of late but hey wow what dertermination you have good luck to you sweetheart and hurry back and let us all know how your doing jackie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
