Good morning everbod!(ep m letter- is not working on m computer again!!!i must bu a new keboard toda) esterda,all of a sudden the letter was working again,i thought it was fixed,nope,missing again this moring,oh well.How expensive are keboards anwa ? I hate this one,im looking forward to a new one.
Whats up with everbod this glorious morning?Im feeling better,got m womans group at 10.Lots to talk about,ive tapered down to 2 mg of sub and feel fine,tired,but then again ive been tired all along!
A small trigger happend to me this mroning,i guess ou would call it a trigger.Im driving home from work...@9 am,m meeting is at 10.I checked UPS and m granddaughters part supplies are out for deliver toda(i ordered all gmnastics stuff for her part,banner,balloons,paper plates,etc)and im wondering if the UPS gu would have been here alread b the time i got here,and i got this flash back to all the times i would leave work in the morning for whatever reason i would make up,on the das i knew i had some pills coming UPS.FED x,whichever and believe me,it was weekl ! So i kind of got a bit of an adrenalean(sp) rush,like i used to when i knew i was coming home to find m package of pills between to two doors.I would rip it open and count them first thing,the were never ever the exact amount supposed to beusualll 90...lots of time it was as much as 10 more,those das i felt i hit the lotter.So...i guess ou would call that somesort of trigger? Im looking forward to bringing it up at group this mormning,and it helped to bring it up here this morning too.
Hope oure all happ,health and enjoing our da,Take care of ourselves.Im finall getting over this cold,thankfull!~KIM
goos morning!
i know exactly what you are saying, we can be going about doing our daily thing and out of no where a memory, a smell, anything can trigger us and remind us of our pill using days.
i am on a taper of sub too, i bought a pill cutter and i am slicing off an edge of the 8mg tablets, making it 7 mg? i feel fine so far, today i talk with my therapist at one oclock and then a na meeting tonight, my sponsor says i have a april 1 deadline to finish step one, so many questions to answer.
i am glad she set a deadline as i am a terrible procrastinator,
good morning sweet thumper.
i know exactly what you are saying, we can be going about doing our daily thing and out of no where a memory, a smell, anything can trigger us and remind us of our pill using days.
i am on a taper of sub too, i bought a pill cutter and i am slicing off an edge of the 8mg tablets, making it 7 mg? i feel fine so far, today i talk with my therapist at one oclock and then a na meeting tonight, my sponsor says i have a april 1 deadline to finish step one, so many questions to answer.
i am glad she set a deadline as i am a terrible procrastinator,
good morning sweet thumper.
goos morning everyone.....................
have a nice day.............
thumper
have a nice day.............
thumper
Goos morning!!!!
Wow, the UPS and FedEx man.....at the end of my using I was at 70 to 100 Norco a day, so I went to the FedEx hub almost everyday. I see the Fedex truck and I think 'there goes the dealer'.
Anyway, glad to see lots of people tapering from sub, I am gearing up to do the same thing. Have an appointment with the sub doctor today to talk about it.
peaceout
dtroitj
Wow, the UPS and FedEx man.....at the end of my using I was at 70 to 100 Norco a day, so I went to the FedEx hub almost everyday. I see the Fedex truck and I think 'there goes the dealer'.
Anyway, glad to see lots of people tapering from sub, I am gearing up to do the same thing. Have an appointment with the sub doctor today to talk about it.
peaceout
dtroitj
Sorry my Goos is late as I had a Dr appt & Mikey came home from work.Now I gotta actually look like I WORK during the day...LOL.
To all(the few that still love the GOOS)I hope you all have a awesome day.
Kimber I cant tell you how long Id see one of those trucks & my heart would actually beat faster.We all will have weak moments,but as long as we dont give into them than we can work through it.
Beaners THANK YOU for wanting to keep the GOOS going....The board would be empty without it
love molly
To all(the few that still love the GOOS)I hope you all have a awesome day.
Kimber I cant tell you how long Id see one of those trucks & my heart would actually beat faster.We all will have weak moments,but as long as we dont give into them than we can work through it.
Beaners THANK YOU for wanting to keep the GOOS going....The board would be empty without it
love molly
Goos Morning!
Are you kidding, I can hardly go by a pharmacy without jonseing. I did'nt get into the fedx delivery deal much - and I think most of those are closed now - a friend of mine was, but it always hyped me up more than it did her. She once slept thru a delivery and the guy didn't leave it, so she had to drive across town in rush hour traffic to the actual fedx place. Even now, I'm like - how do you sleep thru that? I'd have been sitting on the front porch. For some reason this topic is getting me all worked up. Its weird what can be a trigger. Have you ever seen House? Every time he pops a vicadon I can hardly stand it. I actually have a physical reaction sometimes, my stomach will get that queasy feeling. I'd really like to know more about sub - does it get rid of most of the cravings? How do you feel while on it? Is it really hard to get off of? For whatever reason, the physical withdrawal isn't so bad, I can't handle the mental. The plotting, scheming, obsessing, worrying, planning, actually dreaming about it, does the sub really help with all that?
Are you kidding, I can hardly go by a pharmacy without jonseing. I did'nt get into the fedx delivery deal much - and I think most of those are closed now - a friend of mine was, but it always hyped me up more than it did her. She once slept thru a delivery and the guy didn't leave it, so she had to drive across town in rush hour traffic to the actual fedx place. Even now, I'm like - how do you sleep thru that? I'd have been sitting on the front porch. For some reason this topic is getting me all worked up. Its weird what can be a trigger. Have you ever seen House? Every time he pops a vicadon I can hardly stand it. I actually have a physical reaction sometimes, my stomach will get that queasy feeling. I'd really like to know more about sub - does it get rid of most of the cravings? How do you feel while on it? Is it really hard to get off of? For whatever reason, the physical withdrawal isn't so bad, I can't handle the mental. The plotting, scheming, obsessing, worrying, planning, actually dreaming about it, does the sub really help with all that?
