Hi there everyone!
How are we all today? I'm in gud form, just about to take my 20mls and head out and finish all my bits and pieces... Just been informed I need a Euro Card to travel in case anything happens health wise.. so it's gonna be a dash up to Coolock and ask them to process them there and then... I believe they usually take up to 10 working days to process so I can't imagine the people being too pleased with me asking for one to take away..
Geoff is your gf a scot living in dublin or a scot living in scotland? I know wot you mean wen you say will you ever be able to come to dublin and not score - of course you will - look how well you're doing.. and I'm sure your gf is looking at you saying if he can do it well so can I.. it's inside us all to be what we want and were supposed to be, happy..
10mls - that's cool - stick it out man.. why don't you get some deep heat or something like that for your arms & legs if they're aching... god that brings me back to one night when I was going through it but was doing ct, my legs were really, really bad so I decided that I'd spray some deep heat on them.. well JC the cold of the spray nearly sent me out the window... won't try that again...
Davey, how's you today? Really mate, I mean it when I say, thank you so much, you didn't have to do wot you did yesterday and I really do appreciate it.. is it Cav to Dub only once a week for you? It'd be a right pain in the a** if you had to do that daily... wots it like up there, do you like it? me and Kev used to go fishing a lot up there, some real good lakes.. pitch a tent and just chill out.. me with my mags, munchies and headphones and Kev glued to his rod.... he used to make some good catches too....
Gonna sign off for now, do some house work and then hit the shops again...
Talk later all...
Keep it up..
Lou...
..Lou..
..You sound like your feeling ok..thats good to read..its good to get out and about..it takes ya mind off things..nice one..Robbie..
..You sound like your feeling ok..thats good to read..its good to get out and about..it takes ya mind off things..nice one..Robbie..
good 4 u lou,sounding in good form.yep cavan its not bad,made the move more for my little,n than myself ,a city boy all my life,my daughter loves it so thats it sealed.actually i only have to go up 2 dub every 2nd wk.coz im in the very lucky position of getting a 13 day takeaway coz i work shifts,i have to take supervised dose in the clinic&urine then its off wid me,il tell u more later bit complicated but well handy.lou get kevin on the post we can talk pike&perch.talk later all the best to u both...davey ..p.s shout out to robbie&geoff c yous
good morning it! I hope today is going a little easier on ya guy!
Hi everyone
Just home from work, will be glad to see sunday morning, but the money is nice, working all this overtime, just feel like a zombie with all this working and coming down so fast of the meth.
No the gf is a scot living with me here in the north, she did stay in dublin for a while and that's how we new where to score, walking about fatama mansons looking for gear, when I look back I can see now how mad i was and how anything could of happened.
then we just got to know more and more peple, but at the start we had alot of hairy moments in some of them flats.
Have to get my clothes ready for tomorrow a have a really long day have two 14hr shifts to do friday and saturday. it will be worth it when I have it done it's just the thought of doing it.
So Tomorrow is the big day, just wanted to say that a hope you and kev have a great holiday, and on saturday I will be thinking about the two of yous lying up sunning yourselfs. I have another 2 weeks to wait then I will be going around every chemists and buying up all the 30mg codienes everyday, do you think they could take them of me if they saw them coming home.
I must be am odd ball, don't like football, don't like fishing, well a like fishing for women, lol, but that had to stop when I became a 1 women, man.
So make sure you tell me how you are getting on, have you decided what you are going to do, as in, come down of the meth are do a ct and take the tabs and some dolly's.
Me personlly if you are wanting to be clean at the end of the holiday, I would take enough meth to last you and kev for tomorrow and maybe the next day, You will be feeling a bit well very s*** for the first 4 days but after that you are laughing. as you prob no anyway, but if I had to do it again that would be the way I would do.
Have a great time.
Geoff
Just home from work, will be glad to see sunday morning, but the money is nice, working all this overtime, just feel like a zombie with all this working and coming down so fast of the meth.
No the gf is a scot living with me here in the north, she did stay in dublin for a while and that's how we new where to score, walking about fatama mansons looking for gear, when I look back I can see now how mad i was and how anything could of happened.
then we just got to know more and more peple, but at the start we had alot of hairy moments in some of them flats.
Have to get my clothes ready for tomorrow a have a really long day have two 14hr shifts to do friday and saturday. it will be worth it when I have it done it's just the thought of doing it.
So Tomorrow is the big day, just wanted to say that a hope you and kev have a great holiday, and on saturday I will be thinking about the two of yous lying up sunning yourselfs. I have another 2 weeks to wait then I will be going around every chemists and buying up all the 30mg codienes everyday, do you think they could take them of me if they saw them coming home.
I must be am odd ball, don't like football, don't like fishing, well a like fishing for women, lol, but that had to stop when I became a 1 women, man.
So make sure you tell me how you are getting on, have you decided what you are going to do, as in, come down of the meth are do a ct and take the tabs and some dolly's.
Me personlly if you are wanting to be clean at the end of the holiday, I would take enough meth to last you and kev for tomorrow and maybe the next day, You will be feeling a bit well very s*** for the first 4 days but after that you are laughing. as you prob no anyway, but if I had to do it again that would be the way I would do.
Have a great time.
Geoff
Hi all of you,
I had the most hectic day of my life today and as you can see only sitting down to post my goodbyes now.. talk about running around like a headless chicken all day.. had a kind of a rough day today.. did the 20mls in the morning and headed into town to do all of the holiday shopping, that's mine and Kev's.. he's a sod making me do it all, next time I'm leaving it all up to him..
I spent the whole of the night packing and unpacking, my brain is going to mincemeat, I couldn't remember what I'd packed, if I'd packed and where I packed it if you know what I mean... I should be snoozing but I can't sleep, I'm putting it down to excitement.. have my cab booked for 6am so plenty of time for me to get to the airport by 7am... I don't understand why they ask you to check in so early...
We're gonna come down off the meth real quick and then make use of all the meds... I don't care if I've a few rough days at least I'll be clean... we've only 160 mils between the two of us to bring but it'll do the trick as we're feeling ok at the moment... we've done well I think, had a couple of hairy, scary moments at the beginning of the week where it was will we, or won't we... well I'm so glad now that we stuck it out...
So looking forward to a bit of r & r... hopefully there will be a net cafe near us & I'll be able to log on to see how you're all doing.. otherwise it'll be 2 weeks before I chat.. hopefully you'll hear from me sooner rather than later....
Mind yourselves everybody.. talk soon..
I had the most hectic day of my life today and as you can see only sitting down to post my goodbyes now.. talk about running around like a headless chicken all day.. had a kind of a rough day today.. did the 20mls in the morning and headed into town to do all of the holiday shopping, that's mine and Kev's.. he's a sod making me do it all, next time I'm leaving it all up to him..
I spent the whole of the night packing and unpacking, my brain is going to mincemeat, I couldn't remember what I'd packed, if I'd packed and where I packed it if you know what I mean... I should be snoozing but I can't sleep, I'm putting it down to excitement.. have my cab booked for 6am so plenty of time for me to get to the airport by 7am... I don't understand why they ask you to check in so early...
We're gonna come down off the meth real quick and then make use of all the meds... I don't care if I've a few rough days at least I'll be clean... we've only 160 mils between the two of us to bring but it'll do the trick as we're feeling ok at the moment... we've done well I think, had a couple of hairy, scary moments at the beginning of the week where it was will we, or won't we... well I'm so glad now that we stuck it out...
So looking forward to a bit of r & r... hopefully there will be a net cafe near us & I'll be able to log on to see how you're all doing.. otherwise it'll be 2 weeks before I chat.. hopefully you'll hear from me sooner rather than later....
Mind yourselves everybody.. talk soon..
Hi Lou
If you are reading this on holiday, hope you are having a good time an you are over the worst, you have done brillant the two os you's, and it is a bit easier in the heat when you are feeling a bit rough, nearly slept in this morning forgot to set my alarm, word of been in big trouble would of lost the company alot of money and alot of people would not of been happy. Lucky a just woke up 10min after I was going to set the alarm for any way, I can tell you my heart was pounding ontil I seen the time, very very lucky.
No what you mean about the packing, I was going to come in here last night a say that was like a winters day today but then I thought tomyself, was it crap today or was it yesterday, my head is screwed up are what,
Anyway hope you are having or had a great time.
Lots of love
Geoff XXX
If you are reading this on holiday, hope you are having a good time an you are over the worst, you have done brillant the two os you's, and it is a bit easier in the heat when you are feeling a bit rough, nearly slept in this morning forgot to set my alarm, word of been in big trouble would of lost the company alot of money and alot of people would not of been happy. Lucky a just woke up 10min after I was going to set the alarm for any way, I can tell you my heart was pounding ontil I seen the time, very very lucky.
No what you mean about the packing, I was going to come in here last night a say that was like a winters day today but then I thought tomyself, was it crap today or was it yesterday, my head is screwed up are what,
Anyway hope you are having or had a great time.
Lots of love
Geoff XXX
lou glad your feeling up about all,the meth should be just enough but reckon wid the meds as well u should be ok.a few scarey moments on tues past,but thats history.if i dont talk to ya in a while,im a ok&hope u and kev have a good 1,really girl best of luck,uv done good....davey
hows things geoff,nearly slept it eh,hows the 10ml holding u today? see u mate ....davey
hows things for u today geoff?yeh fatima mansions a real kip.you sound like your keeping yerself v.busy probobly a good thing.onto 10ml today?yer doin good.take care all the best ...davey
Hi All,
It's me.. Back from Cyrus a week today!! I'm as white as when I went ( or should I say more freckly then ever). Couldn't find a internet cafe that wasn't going to rip me off, so I just left it till I got home..
Glad to hear that you're all doing so well.. I'm, trying to chase the monkey off my back, and trying so hard, believe me.. I had a clean holiday, and am still clean but feel ,like there is a hugh piece of me missing! Wot's that about? I have absolutely no motivation to do anything.
I'm seriously thinking of going off somewhere on my own for a couple of months to just get away from it all.. I've never felt so down in my life.. one part of me just wants to pick up the phone and score and the sensible side keeps saying no... is there any escape from this???? Help...................
Lou!
It's me.. Back from Cyrus a week today!! I'm as white as when I went ( or should I say more freckly then ever). Couldn't find a internet cafe that wasn't going to rip me off, so I just left it till I got home..
Glad to hear that you're all doing so well.. I'm, trying to chase the monkey off my back, and trying so hard, believe me.. I had a clean holiday, and am still clean but feel ,like there is a hugh piece of me missing! Wot's that about? I have absolutely no motivation to do anything.
I'm seriously thinking of going off somewhere on my own for a couple of months to just get away from it all.. I've never felt so down in my life.. one part of me just wants to pick up the phone and score and the sensible side keeps saying no... is there any escape from this???? Help...................
Lou!
Lou,girl long time etc. good to hear from ya.sorry to hear the smack is wrecking yer head,i know exactly how you feel ,no energy,direction&life seems like a load of b$$$cks,is Kev feeling the same?how long you been clean for now gotta be 6wks.so thats something,although you dont feel it.How about getting onto a programme,maybe sumthin down the country.glad you posted back ,might be on for a bit ,if not will chat tomm ,all the best ...Davey
