have you guys ever hallucinated while doing heroin? liek have you thought you just did something and that so did not happen but you have such vivid details about it you are certain it is true?
..Becky..
..I,ve hallucinated while goin thru withdrawals..but not while using ..I,ve gouched out while using and forgot wot i was doin..but never hallucinated while using..Robbie
..I,ve hallucinated while goin thru withdrawals..but not while using ..I,ve gouched out while using and forgot wot i was doin..but never hallucinated while using..Robbie
Now look at you rob where you are today, brilliant stuff.
ok cause tom just used...he claims one bag up his nose and he just started talking all crazyiness....how we were just looking at pictures and blah blah blah...and NONE of it happenned...maybe he was dremaing it i dont know but it freaked me out...he is just nodding like crazy right now and it scared the s*** out of me....he is now all messed up calling suboxone doctors in our area because his addiction specialist reccommended that to him yesterday...so go figure...hes all messed up...making up stories...calling to get help...
hello Becky,same as Robbie no hallucinations while on gear but some scary stuff when goin thru withdrawl.sometimes when i was using i might sense something in my perihperal vision,shadows or think something moved out the corner of my eye,but wasnt to concerned as i was stoned,all the best ..davey
I do remember one time ,we smoked (before I started to shoot heroin) so much opium that yes I did have dream like visions.
I was in a dream like state & saw fleeting images while nodding off & on.
It was like dreaming while being awake-
That was a long ,long tome ago, back then it didnt-but it now sounds scary
I was in a dream like state & saw fleeting images while nodding off & on.
It was like dreaming while being awake-
That was a long ,long tome ago, back then it didnt-but it now sounds scary
He ain't hallucinating he's high as s*it, Becky.
I used to do that with good dope or alot of dope.........nice nod......somebody smack me out of it, and I thought I picked up conversation of what we had been talking about, and it was something totally opposite.
This dope, becky man they're saying it's murder, man.........one bag for a dude with a habit like such......would only keep him well...then again after rehab/detox that's when people OD............this dude will be the death of you, Becky.........I'm telling you that ain't no pretty site I know as I used to do it, and the look of pain, dispair, disgust, and sometimes just blank faces of my family like ya stupid, idiotic, freak.
Keep your eye on him.........like ON HIM..........I'd be standing up.....even outside somewhere......go into a nod........fall on the ground.......get back up, and proceed with what i thought was the conversation........it's not hallucinating by a long stretch..........it's called I am so glad I am so freaking high I am in my own world, and don't screw with my high.
Watch him.
I used to do that with good dope or alot of dope.........nice nod......somebody smack me out of it, and I thought I picked up conversation of what we had been talking about, and it was something totally opposite.
This dope, becky man they're saying it's murder, man.........one bag for a dude with a habit like such......would only keep him well...then again after rehab/detox that's when people OD............this dude will be the death of you, Becky.........I'm telling you that ain't no pretty site I know as I used to do it, and the look of pain, dispair, disgust, and sometimes just blank faces of my family like ya stupid, idiotic, freak.
Keep your eye on him.........like ON HIM..........I'd be standing up.....even outside somewhere......go into a nod........fall on the ground.......get back up, and proceed with what i thought was the conversation........it's not hallucinating by a long stretch..........it's called I am so glad I am so freaking high I am in my own world, and don't screw with my high.
Watch him.
Ya know maybe too it's his subconcious................he's calling them Docs stoned?
I'd be doing my daughters hair.......she has long, gorgeous hair......either rolling it for curls or just brushing it or drying it, and I'd nod.........and I'd feel her head turn to look at me so it jolted me, and I would start talking about stuff like when she was little, and how good a mom I was sort of.
Maybe his subconscious got that going on........I hope.
Dudes, got to be feeling no pain, and maybe it weren't one bag....and maybe he didn't snort it, and even iof he did don't make it no less powerful........actually I am jealous sort of........I used to make my old boyfriend use the heroin first cause if the dope was real good he'd puke no matter where or when......if he got sick.........I was jumping for joy..........he used to do that and I had friends too if the dope was phenomenal and ya got knocked out your nod....you were still in a happy place........like looking at pictures, and good stuff.
Oh what a way to live....what can ya do?
I'd be doing my daughters hair.......she has long, gorgeous hair......either rolling it for curls or just brushing it or drying it, and I'd nod.........and I'd feel her head turn to look at me so it jolted me, and I would start talking about stuff like when she was little, and how good a mom I was sort of.
Maybe his subconscious got that going on........I hope.
Dudes, got to be feeling no pain, and maybe it weren't one bag....and maybe he didn't snort it, and even iof he did don't make it no less powerful........actually I am jealous sort of........I used to make my old boyfriend use the heroin first cause if the dope was real good he'd puke no matter where or when......if he got sick.........I was jumping for joy..........he used to do that and I had friends too if the dope was phenomenal and ya got knocked out your nod....you were still in a happy place........like looking at pictures, and good stuff.
Oh what a way to live....what can ya do?
I read this and think, wtf did he do, cause well as Bryn said the dope is murder.....It is like chasing death and well we all know how many have lost thier lives to this just here, the numbers are still growing.
Becky the stuff on the street now is very dangerous cause you don't know if it is h or the fentanyl stuff. The hubby never hallucinated using, but kicking, OMG the stories I could tell. I swear he was back in the 70's reliving s***, blew my mind. He actually never got really stomache sick but he did sure make up for that is every other way......
What you are seeing if it isn't normal what you are use to well I am not sure what to tell you. Watch him yeah but you know there comes a time when you gotta call for help. He is playing that on again, off again game and his tolerance is all over the place, very dangerous. I know you know this...
Take care of you ok and well I don't even know how to tell you not to worry. I know there is some light for him. I just read that he is going to an addiction doctor who is gonna help him with sub. That is a good step and it is made even better that he initated it all on his own.
I will keep good thoughts for him and send some prayers out to both of you.
Love,
Tina.
Becky the stuff on the street now is very dangerous cause you don't know if it is h or the fentanyl stuff. The hubby never hallucinated using, but kicking, OMG the stories I could tell. I swear he was back in the 70's reliving s***, blew my mind. He actually never got really stomache sick but he did sure make up for that is every other way......
What you are seeing if it isn't normal what you are use to well I am not sure what to tell you. Watch him yeah but you know there comes a time when you gotta call for help. He is playing that on again, off again game and his tolerance is all over the place, very dangerous. I know you know this...
Take care of you ok and well I don't even know how to tell you not to worry. I know there is some light for him. I just read that he is going to an addiction doctor who is gonna help him with sub. That is a good step and it is made even better that he initated it all on his own.
I will keep good thoughts for him and send some prayers out to both of you.
Love,
Tina.
hey thanks ladies...yea bryn...after he came out of the craziness he told me it was cause he was sooooooo tired and was like dreaming that and when he came out of the nod thought it was real and literally started talking about what he THOUGHT we were talking about...crazy s***...
and yea he went to the addiction specialist...the guy works during the day at a methadone clinic in philly...the addiction specialist is located on (vine street in philly)...but reccommended subs for tom...so he will start calling all those docs tomorrow to see when he cane get a script...is it hard cause they are only allowed like 200 patients a month? i used to think that was like such a huge number but not anymore...and yea misty it is a GREAT sign he did it all on his own...i was so happy about that...but taking care of me and not getting my hopes up...
he is such a functional addict it is insane!!! we went and got new couches this weekend and a new KING size bed...woo hoo...like if i snorted some drugs up my nose i would be on the floor...not out and about shopping and goign about my business....it literally blows my mind...this weekend one of my friends had a graduation party i had 4 drinks people and i ended up throwing up all night...go figure!!!
and yea he went to the addiction specialist...the guy works during the day at a methadone clinic in philly...the addiction specialist is located on (vine street in philly)...but reccommended subs for tom...so he will start calling all those docs tomorrow to see when he cane get a script...is it hard cause they are only allowed like 200 patients a month? i used to think that was like such a huge number but not anymore...and yea misty it is a GREAT sign he did it all on his own...i was so happy about that...but taking care of me and not getting my hopes up...
he is such a functional addict it is insane!!! we went and got new couches this weekend and a new KING size bed...woo hoo...like if i snorted some drugs up my nose i would be on the floor...not out and about shopping and goign about my business....it literally blows my mind...this weekend one of my friends had a graduation party i had 4 drinks people and i ended up throwing up all night...go figure!!!
I've never hallucinated on dope but I have done some really crazy stuff that I tottally forgot about. One time I spent my entire income tax return on tar. Then I spent the next 6 weeks wondering why my income tax return had not showed up. I've had some wild using dreams during withdrawal that seemed real enough.
