Have you ever started to read someones post and realized that the same thing has happened to you before and you handled it a different way,??? Your way may have worked or there way may have worked better, but none the less, you have had the same expirience????!!!!!
Well, im hopeing that once someone hears my story they might be able to help me in a way that i could realy use right now.
Im not new here to the board, but i havent been around for a bit, and i have to use another screen name because of the computer being different and not remembering my pass word and stuff like that.
If there is someone out there that may be of any help to me, i would realy truly appreciate the help, i would even love to be able to just have someone to talk to right now if anyone is interested. I guess im calling out for a friend......
This is my call for HELP, is anyone out there that can hear me and wants to help right now???
your Friend, Christina(haveinithard)
Christina,
Are you able to get to P.A. thats the only chat room I can think of that we can talk in. ...........Bob
Are you able to get to P.A. thats the only chat room I can think of that we can talk in. ...........Bob
Hi there,
Ive been folowing your posts, and the sweet messages from MJ to you, your library visits and your lonliness. I was hoping you would pop back in...
I know that you used to postas NI****T but wont say the name as you didnt..
Why dont you tell everyone where you are right now, your condition etc...what you are on, your plans...then it would be easier for someone to jump in and identify with you....I know a bit of it from looking back but thought you should update us all so we can identify with you...as your hoping for...
im on for awhile will wait for your story.
Hugs,
Ali
Ive been folowing your posts, and the sweet messages from MJ to you, your library visits and your lonliness. I was hoping you would pop back in...
I know that you used to postas NI****T but wont say the name as you didnt..
Why dont you tell everyone where you are right now, your condition etc...what you are on, your plans...then it would be easier for someone to jump in and identify with you....I know a bit of it from looking back but thought you should update us all so we can identify with you...as your hoping for...
im on for awhile will wait for your story.
Hugs,
Ali
http://groups.msn.com/pillsanonymous
Join up it's free, and click on chat..I'll be there for a bit.........Bob
Join up it's free, and click on chat..I'll be there for a bit.........Bob
Can you get to a phone?
Yes, i can get to a phone.....
Bob, thank you for answering me and im not sure i know how to get to this chat room that your talking about. I have only a few more min. here and then the library is gonna close and i have no other way to write/talk to anyone.
I know i sound kind of stupid to be saying that this is my cry for help...but to be compleatly honest....i realy have nobody eles, i have said it a few times before and when someone normaly says that, they usually have at least one friend or family member that they could get into touch with.....but guys/girls....i have noone right now and im not sure how much more i can take of it!!!!! Nobody is beleaveing me when i say that i am comeing very close to looseing it here and i dont know what to do. I know that i have to stop because of the baby, but how do i get to the point that i feel that im o.k. to stop and not go off the deep end with the kids that i have now? I want nothing more than a great and wonderful like for my kids that are here with me now and the one thats on his way.
God, i feel sooo stupid, im at the library in the kids section, (with my kids) and im crying in front of the computer and others are looking at me like im stupid. My kids are acting like they dont know me(i dont blame them) !!!
I dont know what eles to say right now ,,,,exept that i realy need something, just not sure what it is....im sooooo confused right now.
AHHHH ......But thank you for all the answers to me. I just feel so alone in my world right now and i cant get away from that and its breaking my heart.
Does anyone understand what im saying or am i just talking crazy??? Im not even sure if i should be feeling the way i do right now. Oh boy....i cant even think strait right now.
Christina(niblet) Haveinithard
Bob, thank you for answering me and im not sure i know how to get to this chat room that your talking about. I have only a few more min. here and then the library is gonna close and i have no other way to write/talk to anyone.
I know i sound kind of stupid to be saying that this is my cry for help...but to be compleatly honest....i realy have nobody eles, i have said it a few times before and when someone normaly says that, they usually have at least one friend or family member that they could get into touch with.....but guys/girls....i have noone right now and im not sure how much more i can take of it!!!!! Nobody is beleaveing me when i say that i am comeing very close to looseing it here and i dont know what to do. I know that i have to stop because of the baby, but how do i get to the point that i feel that im o.k. to stop and not go off the deep end with the kids that i have now? I want nothing more than a great and wonderful like for my kids that are here with me now and the one thats on his way.
God, i feel sooo stupid, im at the library in the kids section, (with my kids) and im crying in front of the computer and others are looking at me like im stupid. My kids are acting like they dont know me(i dont blame them) !!!
I dont know what eles to say right now ,,,,exept that i realy need something, just not sure what it is....im sooooo confused right now.
AHHHH ......But thank you for all the answers to me. I just feel so alone in my world right now and i cant get away from that and its breaking my heart.
Does anyone understand what im saying or am i just talking crazy??? Im not even sure if i should be feeling the way i do right now. Oh boy....i cant even think strait right now.
Christina(niblet) Haveinithard
Christina;
Can you get to an NA meeting.....better still a women's meeting? Or AA? Getting f2f support may be the best medicine for you right now. There's no need to do this alone.
I'm sorry you're going thru such a difficult time right now...keep focused on one day at a time. Take action, make a plan. These drugs try to rob us of our inherent goodness - yet just open your eyes and you'll see that goodness is all around us. Just look at your son - children are the greatest gift in life aren't they?
Stay strong Christina. Ask God to help you do the next right thing.
Jim
Can you get to an NA meeting.....better still a women's meeting? Or AA? Getting f2f support may be the best medicine for you right now. There's no need to do this alone.
I'm sorry you're going thru such a difficult time right now...keep focused on one day at a time. Take action, make a plan. These drugs try to rob us of our inherent goodness - yet just open your eyes and you'll see that goodness is all around us. Just look at your son - children are the greatest gift in life aren't they?
Stay strong Christina. Ask God to help you do the next right thing.
Jim
Christina
Never ever feel that your alone. There are so many of us here who have been right where you are now, and are willing to help you the best way we can. If it would be easier I can give you my email address, and we can talk privately. Just let me know. I am here for you!
michelle
Never ever feel that your alone. There are so many of us here who have been right where you are now, and are willing to help you the best way we can. If it would be easier I can give you my email address, and we can talk privately. Just let me know. I am here for you!
michelle
THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE SPOKEN TO ME TONIGHT(wrote)
I HAVE TO GO BECAUSE OF THE LIBRARY CLOSEING SOON...BUT IM HOPEING THAT I CAN GET BACK TO HERE TOMOROW IF I CAN.
I never thought that it would be so hard to ask for help, and i figured it would be easy once i said it, people would be there for me in the end....but until tonight, others just looked the other way, or told me they were to busy to deal with me or told me that i would have to call them back or said that they had to get going in the middle of my conversation. I understand that everyone have a life and i cant expect them to just drop it all for me, but when someone is desperate to get a friend to listen to them, you would think that someone would finally see it and would stop for a few and listen and help. I have gone through all my options here at home of people to help me and nobody wants to listen. Most depressing of all, nobody wants to help.
SO AGAIN I AM SAYING THANK YOU FOR EVEN JUST WRITEING ME BACK.
IM GONNA TRY AND MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER HORRIBLE NIGHT AT MY PARENTS AND GET MY KIDS INTO BED AND TRY TO GET THROUGH IT AND I KNOW I WILL END UP BACK AT THE LIBRARY TOMOROW AGAIN.
(god, i hate this more than anything, sometimes i feel like i cant even walk, let alone drive to the library to get on this site for some help.) I never realized just how selfish some people were in this world around me. THANK YOU to all of you that have been selfLESS for me tonight.
Goodnight........and one more time , just so you know i mean it from the bottom of my heart, THANKS~~~
~~~~~~~*Christina*~~~~~~~
I HAVE TO GO BECAUSE OF THE LIBRARY CLOSEING SOON...BUT IM HOPEING THAT I CAN GET BACK TO HERE TOMOROW IF I CAN.
I never thought that it would be so hard to ask for help, and i figured it would be easy once i said it, people would be there for me in the end....but until tonight, others just looked the other way, or told me they were to busy to deal with me or told me that i would have to call them back or said that they had to get going in the middle of my conversation. I understand that everyone have a life and i cant expect them to just drop it all for me, but when someone is desperate to get a friend to listen to them, you would think that someone would finally see it and would stop for a few and listen and help. I have gone through all my options here at home of people to help me and nobody wants to listen. Most depressing of all, nobody wants to help.
SO AGAIN I AM SAYING THANK YOU FOR EVEN JUST WRITEING ME BACK.
IM GONNA TRY AND MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER HORRIBLE NIGHT AT MY PARENTS AND GET MY KIDS INTO BED AND TRY TO GET THROUGH IT AND I KNOW I WILL END UP BACK AT THE LIBRARY TOMOROW AGAIN.
(god, i hate this more than anything, sometimes i feel like i cant even walk, let alone drive to the library to get on this site for some help.) I never realized just how selfish some people were in this world around me. THANK YOU to all of you that have been selfLESS for me tonight.
Goodnight........and one more time , just so you know i mean it from the bottom of my heart, THANKS~~~
~~~~~~~*Christina*~~~~~~~
Christina, sorry I went away from the computer. If you can get to a phone, I'll gladly give you my # and you can call me collect.
Email me at flipperbaby4747@hotmail.com and we can exchange phone numbers.
Christina,
I can't belive I just got online and now your leaving. You probably don't have my e-mail address anymore but here it is again. Bunny4804@aol.com If you can get to another computer e-mail me and I will give you my # okay sweetie. We are all here for you. Hope to hear from you soon. Rae
I can't belive I just got online and now your leaving. You probably don't have my e-mail address anymore but here it is again. Bunny4804@aol.com If you can get to another computer e-mail me and I will give you my # okay sweetie. We are all here for you. Hope to hear from you soon. Rae
hey niblet,
just so you know, several of us were waiting for you in the PA chatroom...sorry you couldnt find your way over there....everyone cares, you may be feeling extra emotions rightnow because of your hormonal condition/ baby on the way
the methadone/narcotic you are taking doesnt help....you need to get to your dr. a.s.a.p. honey and get some help immediately..we all care but arent there to physically help you as wed like to....
Let us know how you are doing...
Ali
just so you know, several of us were waiting for you in the PA chatroom...sorry you couldnt find your way over there....everyone cares, you may be feeling extra emotions rightnow because of your hormonal condition/ baby on the way
the methadone/narcotic you are taking doesnt help....you need to get to your dr. a.s.a.p. honey and get some help immediately..we all care but arent there to physically help you as wed like to....
Let us know how you are doing...
Ali
