Good morning all fellow boarders!!!Well we are in the home stretch for Saturday.I need to say GOOD MORNING ALL MY FRIENDS And ALL WHO MAY BECOME A FRIEND...There are so many people here that I want to say personal things to but gosh if I did this page would end up being 4 pages long.So I guess I'll just say this....Everyone who has been there to catch my outreached hand you all have become a part of my life.Even if I don't speak directly to you I still read most of the post and I see the heary behind you all.YOU ARE ALL SUCH GOOD PEOPLE.Being addicts does not mean we are losers.Gees I keep going on & on I guess what this long message is trying to say is.......Have a GREAT SAFE AND HOPEFULLY SOBER CHRISTMAS>I look up to so many of you and as I finish up the Christmas race you guys will be in my thoughts.THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL YOU GIVE TO ME & OTHER NEW COMMERS>>>>>>>MOLLYJEAN aka....mj
Hey Molly,
Just stopped to eat. Been up since 6......laundry going, bills written, cooking in process......busy, busy, busy.........Dicing and slicing to start any minute......
Wonder if it is to early to crank up the stereo and wake everyone up.....lol
You have a great holiday sweetie......
Tina
Just stopped to eat. Been up since 6......laundry going, bills written, cooking in process......busy, busy, busy.........Dicing and slicing to start any minute......
Wonder if it is to early to crank up the stereo and wake everyone up.....lol
You have a great holiday sweetie......
Tina
Hi MJ -- have a wonderful Christmas.
Misty -- crank it up!
Misty -- crank it up!
Thanks you2/None we don't talk to often but I want to wish you and your the best hoiliday.You have helped me without ever knowing.Tina YUMMMMMMMM you and I should have a cook off,because you sound like you love it too.I'll be around.....mj
Good morning sweet ladies and everyone out there on this wonderful Christmas Eve. As usual, you girls are up and at it early! I am about to be. Have so much to do, but then again, only half of what I would have done last year. And you know what, THAT'S OK. I have found that my new self-imposed limits are just fine with my family and they are enjoying our holiday time together with mor happiness and calmness thanks to my new "much more laid back" self. So, how's that for a great Christmas gift to me and them?
I discovered the joy of phoniness yesterday. I have been so angry and tense all week. Then my daughter came home (Thank you God!) to spend 5 days with us and I didn't want her to see me like that, so I pretended to be light and happy. And lo and behold.....I was! By the end of the evening, in which we celebrated her 23rd birthday, we were all rolling with laughter and having a great time. I found out that if I just let go of all those nasty thoughts in my head for a little while, the good ones will rule and I can enjoy the moment(s). Now, if I
can just keep it up for a few more days.........weeks...........decades......LOL!
I wish you all a happy time during the holiday. I found when you let yourself, you can enjoy things much more. I hope you do, too. Have a very Merry Christmas. Thank you all for being here for the past few weeks. You have done so much and given me more than words can say. Love to you and all of yours..............Take care of yourselves ~ Carol
Dear Tmom Carol.I am so glad you overcame those nasty feelings.I think when we get like that with those feeling we hurt ourselves more than anyone.I hope you and yours have a very special Christmas.I also wanted to thank you for being here on the board.You welcomed me with open arms and I think I've learned alittle from eveyone.In the end I am slowly becomming a better person thanks to you and the rest.Merry Christmas Carol all the best to you & yours...mj
YELLOW Molly ~
Happy Christmas Eve to you too :-)
MJ......thank you and right back at 'cha. You are always so upbeat and chipper........enjoy reading your kind words.
Don't overdo it today......or tomorrow.. Let go and let God.
Merry Christmas!
Carol
Thank you Carol.I try very hard to treat others the way I like to be treated.As far as over doing it....well thanks to you and others on here I seem to have gotten stronger from all the nice words.I promise you my daughters and myself that this will be 1 Christmas I don't try to drug away.Take Care....mj
I was thinking the same thing, that this is the first Christmas
that I won't be popping pills in years. I am happy about it , I just
wonder what it will be like. I keep thinking about all the things I
must have missed in the past when I was high. This year I won't
miss a beat.
that I won't be popping pills in years. I am happy about it , I just
wonder what it will be like. I keep thinking about all the things I
must have missed in the past when I was high. This year I won't
miss a beat.
Marina I am very very proud of you.See life can be very beautiful when looking through clear eyes.Take care sweety....mj
Merry Christmas Eve MJ and everyone.. Mj, You seem to be in a great mood this morning. I am to just a little tired. Stayed up late wrapping more gifts. I have got to take Alex to his Dad's today because I had him lastyear for Christmas Morning and now I must share him with his dad this year. I hate that but oh well that's what happens in divorces. It is chilly and rainy,gloomy here in Tampa today,uck!! Can't complain to much at least I don't have to drive in the snow. Here's wishing a great holiday to everyone!!!! Much Love,Rae
Good Morning miss Rae have a GREAT CHRISTMAS>>>DRIVE SAFE...I wrote to you Ill be on the run the rest of today....talk to you soon....mj
