I remember when I was first here back In Dec/Jan, I don't remember what my SN was, but my life was out of control with oxycontin/codone and Heroin. I didn't want to tell my BF of the time about my problem with my pain pills, certainly didn't want to tell him I was using heroin again. I tried to take my own life, still couldn't tell anyone I knew the reason I couldn't go on anymore was mostly because of my addiction. None of my friends that knew I was using wanted to stop, they were always calling me for drugs, my entire day revolved around buying and selling... then I found this board. I couldn't go to NA meetings then, couldn't let anyone know I had a problem. I think I went to one, then went out during the break to score. Never went Back... There are so many good folks on here who helped me through my worst times this year; Bryn, Robbie, Suboxman, Bumpsnomore, father of one,and everyone else (sorry if I forgot anyone in particular) gave me some hope that there is life after recovery, and a life a year after recovery. Thank you for staying strong guys, even if you didn't know it, your strength had a big part in keeping me sober, always keeping you guys in mind. Okay, now that that's out of the way, back to the plotting of world domination. :)
Always glad to help a fellow addict! Keep coming back!
thank you for sharing this trooper this site and all my friends here mean so much to me too.i just wrote the other day something similar in family/partners called ive been saved.if you havent read it yet check it out before its gone.there are so many people responsable for my recovery i just cant thank all of you enough.your strength gives my a new hope.
thanks for being there when i need you too.
thanks for being there when i need you too.
Awesome Bruce, just like your quote... what doesn't kill us makes us stronger!
Love right back to you - Trooper - keep it up!!!!
Ahhhhh....sweetie I am honored.......keep it up, babes.
Oh, and you are way bored.......you hate weekends........we have to get you into something interesting, fun, and worth your while.
Anytime Trooper cause you are a Trooper.
Oh, and you are way bored.......you hate weekends........we have to get you into something interesting, fun, and worth your while.
Anytime Trooper cause you are a Trooper.
Hey Bryn, man weekends are the worst! (I think I say that every weekend, ha ha) I'm sure it will get better. Trying to follow some Buddhist wisdom when it comes to these feelings. What makes one day better or more important than the other? Nothing really, all days are the same, my mind is just attatched to the fact that Friday and Saturday are party days, (for me, actually all days were party days) and I guess once I am able to really accept that I'll be fine. Maybe I'm just lonley all the way down here in Florida? Ah well, I am alive, clean, and sober! Thanks for the responses guys! Love you all so much!
