Having A Little Trouble

Alright so this is about me...

I'm 20 years old, and i'm a recovering heroin and anything else user. I've been clean for thirtythree days now. I've used with my mom, my dad, uncles, aunts, cousins, and so-called friends. My dad and I are living together he has 2 yrs sober. It's great we get along awesome. Anyway I have done a lot of dirt that i'm not proud of and he helps me through. I feel as though I can't get a grip on how i'm feeling now, i've been using since I was 16 and don't really know where I belong now. I have a daughter as some of you might already have read and she's the only thing i'm sure of anymore. She'll be 2 this april. Her fathers in jail and I don't know where things are going with him. He is my best friend and I don't want to lose that. I really don't want to lose him, but I fear relapse will happen if we're together. I'm so confused as to what to do if I should try yo make it work when the times right? If I should let go of him? I've been with him since I was 16 but we started using together and ran together? I need some opinions on this cause i'm at a loss??? Please whatever you think anything will help?????????
Hello and welcome to the board. The pain pill section is by far the most active section here. There are people who post there addicted to all kinds of drugs, not just pain meds. I think if you start a thread there you will get a lot more responses. I am addicted to any and all opiates. I went ct last nov. After trying EVERYTHING. Rehab, suboxone.... I have to run so hopefully I see you over there too. Again, welcome. This is a really cool site I hope you stick around!

P.s congrats on the 33 days! That's awesome. I know how hard it is to get thru that 1st week