Hello Friends

Heroin
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i havent been around lately...been busy piecing my life back together. well, i am congratulating myself today. i havent used in 16 days, although there has been times that ive REALLY wanted to. u all gave me some really good advice, the help helped........i never did really talk to anyone in my life, i mean i told a few people i lost my grip and all....but the shear honesty that i shared with u all kept me strong. no one seems to judge one another. like being able to correspond with strangers going thru the same thing...in different time zones, different cultures, ultimately different worlds...we all have our demons and angels. here i felt comfortable sharing my secrets. people gave me advice to live by. i hadnt used heroin for very long...i got addicted really quick. dabblling with other drugs was always so easy...my body, mind and soul didnt need the drug. using heroin...i needed it. when i got thru the withdrawals i was amazed at how dependent my body had become for something. a week later i was amazed at how something stopped me. all my will wanted to get a bag the other nite. but i remembered how treacherous it was for 4 days. i NEVER want to go thru that. once is NEVER enough. i was truly amazed at melissa. i stopped myself because i knew id end up rite back. i feel alone with my addiction, no one does it much round here. but i will always come back here to chat and vent. hopefully if i have a bad day someone will be here to remind me how strong ive become............hope is out there.....good intentions will prevail. belief in self can be hard as f***, but u gotta try. one day at a time. good nite friends. thanks again!!!
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Well done melissa!! Stay stong, it does get better. Take care.
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..Melissa..
..Glad to see your on day 16 and still fighting your demons...and yes you congratulate yourself..because you deserve to be congratulated for your strength...Robbie..