Hello

I just wanted to say hi to all that have woundered where i was, Jail! i was there for a few weeks, lost it all hit my bottom and have been out for a few weeks, a am still clean!! i am on random testing and am expecting a baby! and i am doing it clean!! i am so happy, although the anxiety of all the stuff in my life is and has gotten to me i have manged to stay clean and sober!! and this time i am doing it for myself! i guess u can say that I got scared straight... keep in touch and hope to hear from you all soon...
fellowfriend-
sorry to hear about your hard times lately- but it looks like you are on thee right track now

keep up the good work- and congratulations

adrienne
BTW, in case noone knows its me Mitzy... also i wanted to say hi to Molly, Danny, and Carrie and Bob as well... hope to hear from one of ya soon...
Thank you, yeah i have been thru hell and back, but it made me realze how much i love my family and how much i HATE my disease!!! u take care and thanks!!
Mitzy,
What the hell happened , you were on sub weren't you....
It does though sound that things are much better for you....
Congratualtions on the baby....
Love,
Tina
Hi Tina, yeah i was on Sub but was using it a a krutch, like i was use for a few days then use sub so i wouldnt go into withdrwal, and so on, then i tryed to get a rx under my nick name and that bviolated my probation and i was remanded and put in jail, went to court again and made excuses for my using, got sent banck to jail, then i realized what was going on my husband left me put a restaing order on me took my kids, car, house was living w/my mom and got out only because i pleaded guilty and aggreed to 1 year drug out patient program , ahhh so much stuff than while me and my hubby were split up I found out that i was 5 weeks pegneant(sp) and we talked, git back together and me and my whole family are getting along GREAT!!! i get along w/y mom graet and me and my husband are like best friends... i believe eveything happens for a reason and it was good for me it scared my a** straight!! excuse my french, hehe, but i will tell u one thing NO drug in the world is worht my family and friends!!! take care
Is there anoone there who wantes to talk for a few??
Hey fello friend,
Congrats on the baby . Do you want a boy or girl ? Anyway I am glad it worked out for you so well. Take care.
Mandy
Damn Mitzy you have been through some sh*t now haven't you.
It looks as though all you went through was the best thing that could have happened....
I wish you nothing but the best and remember to take real good care of yourself.
Love,
Tina
Mitzy:

Welcome back. Is this your 4th child? Thanks for coming here and sharing your story. It is important for us to hear what it's like when we use.

Rachel
Sorry it took so long to respond i had court and stuff, ahhhh.. and not to mention everyday for atleast a year i have to call a line and see if they call my color if they do i have to go test and that is like 4 times a week, ahhh...

also yes this is my fouth child, i am soooo done after this I requested my tubes tied after this, hehe... take care all......
Mitzy, I'm just on my 5th day of w/ds so I don't have much to offer, other than that we're all in this crazy boat together, so let me scooch over a little and offer you a seat beside me. And I'll send you a cyber-hug while I'm at it.

Thanks, i am just happy to say that I am clean and sober today!! and have been!!!! take care sweetie and thanks!!! i am here for ya as well..