is no one here tonight??????im really strugling tonight,again,but i think that may b ok cos im just starting to try and do this,i posted earlier about my kids,that was hard for me to admit,but maybee people could see they are not the only ones that use while expecting,and in no way do we think this is ok,we did it,we have to live with it for ever!!i stioll havnt used today ,but once again ,bf in bed,i know the numbers in my head so deliting them wont matter,i wish it could!god i could do with a hit right now,sos to you all,im posting this on RECOVERY FORUM,im sorry ive no one to talk too,what can i do??my mind is buzzing,why is he finding it so easy??for the first time ever i feel like im going to use without him knowing,
seren***********
No you're not...you're gonna stay right here and talk to me! You can do this hun...ya know you can, that's why you're here. Because you want to do it. I'm watching my boyfriend coming through it all now and day by day, little by little starting to feel better...starting to smile again...really smile.
You're doing amazingly so far. We all wanna see you succeed and we know you can.
I'm sorry if this sounds patronising, it's not meant to. But you're not alone.
Maddy x
You're doing amazingly so far. We all wanna see you succeed and we know you can.
I'm sorry if this sounds patronising, it's not meant to. But you're not alone.
Maddy x
hi there , not everybody is asleep. i don't think i've spoken 2 u before . u CAN b strong , u CAN stand up 2 it .i do know that u can get the inner strength 2 not score . i don't delete numbers either as if i really , really want 2 score i would have 2 sort somebody out 4 scorin, cheaper 2 keep the numbers.and if i really , really want 2 score i'll find a way . have u not got any sleepers or valium ? they would help for the night . hope u cope.
you're doing brilliant serene, like believer said evryone on here wants you to succeed. we have all been there, it's hard, but you can and will do this..Keep coming on here, it has helped me so much this past few weeks, every day there's positive vibes oozing out of this message board. Wishing you well, Kev
Where ya at serene?
Must be like 2:00 where you are........look everyone popped on to talk with ya.
It's a long, tough, road, serne, but you're on the right path.........just like Kev said........and Herman he knows........and Maddy she's proud of ya.
It's all alright serene........you want this...........you're a fighter.
Bottom line is some weakling like me kicked it you can to.......yes you can!
Must be like 2:00 where you are........look everyone popped on to talk with ya.
It's a long, tough, road, serne, but you're on the right path.........just like Kev said........and Herman he knows........and Maddy she's proud of ya.
It's all alright serene........you want this...........you're a fighter.
Bottom line is some weakling like me kicked it you can to.......yes you can!
We'll keep ya bumped up on top, serene......case ya come on, K?
