I know this sounds crazy...
i want to stop using. i feel like i can't here in my small town. AA / NA not an option for me here... I went to the cocaine board just to read some other addicts thoughts... one person posed a question about moving to a different location to stop using. i've thought about that often. I feel like i can't stop using unless I move - totally leave this environment. although I am fully aware my addiction will follow me where ever i go, it still feels like a viable option for me.
I was wondering if someone could (or would) "sponsor" me for a week. I could take a week off work and go to someone's town (preferably a large town where lots of help/meetings are available). I could stay in a hotel, but at least I would be away from here and unable to get more narcotics. I would need to keep busy... go to meetings every night if possible. That way I could go through withdrawal without an option to get more pills. I feel that after the w/d is over, I would have less of an urge to start again? maybe? (although i know psychological addiction is extremely powerful)
For now, the withdrawal is the thing that scares me the most. I feel like I can't do it alone. The temptation is too strong. I have gone to Walgreens in the past just to get "OTC" guafenisen with codeine elixir to help with the w/d. of course, i just end up taking too much, but at least i don't feel like s**t.
is this a crazy idea? would anyone be able to help?
Hey AquaMarine
I looked back on your previous posts to check out your story.
First let me say I applaud you on your desire to quit the drugging.
I was wondering why since you have called your doctor and have a job, and a friend to help, ....I dunno just seems kind of impulsive to me. You seem to have some good roots where you are.. But I am a creature of comfort and like to stick to the familiar.
I am fairly new to recovery myself so I don't believe that other than the support I can offer here on the board I can be of assistance in the way you are asking.
Please think it over and then re-think again before deciding, JMO
Best Wishes,
Jan
I looked back on your previous posts to check out your story.
First let me say I applaud you on your desire to quit the drugging.
I was wondering why since you have called your doctor and have a job, and a friend to help, ....I dunno just seems kind of impulsive to me. You seem to have some good roots where you are.. But I am a creature of comfort and like to stick to the familiar.
I am fairly new to recovery myself so I don't believe that other than the support I can offer here on the board I can be of assistance in the way you are asking.
Please think it over and then re-think again before deciding, JMO
Best Wishes,
Jan
Hey Aqua, I didn't think that was such a bad idea. I'd offer in a second if I knew you any better. I mean, this is online, you could be a gigantic guy with torturing implements inside your hotel room, lol. But if I knew you a little better, I'd say sure. Come rent a hotel room for a week near my home town. I'll hang out with you everyday, take you to meetings, get you a little foundation set up. Teach you as much as I could about what I know, understand your feelings, give you some hope. Kind of a booster shot of recovery to help you go home and have a few tools to take with you.
There are many people here I wouldn't hesitate to do that with if they asked me.
Now wouldn't it be funny if we discovered we were from the same area? lol.
Take care.
xxxooo
There are many people here I wouldn't hesitate to do that with if they asked me.
Now wouldn't it be funny if we discovered we were from the same area? lol.
Take care.
xxxooo
Thank you all SO MUCH. I am totally new to the message board thing, so I am sorry if all of my answers are spread out. I will (in the future) try to respond on all of the original posts. It seems to be easier that way.
Lilypad - the friend i have who finally knows of my dilemma is 2000 miles away. she is the one who told me about Suboxone and this website. So it is difficult to quit and be strong with her so far away. My job allows me a lot of time off, so it will be easy to take time off and leave. My second problem is... I work in a pharmacy. So if I stay here, it is too easy to access the drugs. I will be weak, especially during the withdrawal, and will want to get more. That is why I had the idea to leave here, at least (and especially) during the withdrawal period.
Kat256 - thank you so much for your offer. I understand that I am new and for all anybody knows I am some crazy internet stalker freak... which of course, is why i offered to stay in a hotel. And just an FYI, i live in a small town in the midwest. If you don't mind me asking, Kat are you male or female? Sorry if that is too personal.
I want to let you know, I think everyone here is awesome. The support is amazing, and I'm so glad my friend told me of this website. Thank you all so much!
Lilypad - the friend i have who finally knows of my dilemma is 2000 miles away. she is the one who told me about Suboxone and this website. So it is difficult to quit and be strong with her so far away. My job allows me a lot of time off, so it will be easy to take time off and leave. My second problem is... I work in a pharmacy. So if I stay here, it is too easy to access the drugs. I will be weak, especially during the withdrawal, and will want to get more. That is why I had the idea to leave here, at least (and especially) during the withdrawal period.
Kat256 - thank you so much for your offer. I understand that I am new and for all anybody knows I am some crazy internet stalker freak... which of course, is why i offered to stay in a hotel. And just an FYI, i live in a small town in the midwest. If you don't mind me asking, Kat are you male or female? Sorry if that is too personal.
I want to let you know, I think everyone here is awesome. The support is amazing, and I'm so glad my friend told me of this website. Thank you all so much!
Oh no you don't Kat...stop right there.
Aqua..Kat's got a heart of gold and would do it if we let her. We won't let her. Nothing personal against you but no one knows you. Sorry, but I'm a tad protective of her and a few others here.
There is a way you can get help though. Can you afford to go to treatment? A 28 day program might be just the thing for you. They will set you up with meetings after wards and can even set up a half way house for you to live in until you're ready to go back home. Would your insurance cover that? It wouldn't be much more than what a hotel and re-locating would cost for a week.
Cowgirl
Aqua..Kat's got a heart of gold and would do it if we let her. We won't let her. Nothing personal against you but no one knows you. Sorry, but I'm a tad protective of her and a few others here.
There is a way you can get help though. Can you afford to go to treatment? A 28 day program might be just the thing for you. They will set you up with meetings after wards and can even set up a half way house for you to live in until you're ready to go back home. Would your insurance cover that? It wouldn't be much more than what a hotel and re-locating would cost for a week.
Cowgirl
Cowgirl...
I totally understand where you're coming from. I get crazy ideas and don't even think sometimes. I mostly speak out of desperation. My work situation is slightly complicated and I won't be able to take that much time off, however I have looked into recovery programs. It is something I've thought about doing as well.
If I get up enough courage today, I'm going to call a psychiatrist I know. maybe she can refer me to a Sub MD and let me take a couple of days off work. I'm not as scared as I was yesterday, which is good, however I'm still sad. I feel like maybe if I totally come off the opiates I will need antidepressants, but I don't want those either. I don't know...
I totally understand where you're coming from. I get crazy ideas and don't even think sometimes. I mostly speak out of desperation. My work situation is slightly complicated and I won't be able to take that much time off, however I have looked into recovery programs. It is something I've thought about doing as well.
If I get up enough courage today, I'm going to call a psychiatrist I know. maybe she can refer me to a Sub MD and let me take a couple of days off work. I'm not as scared as I was yesterday, which is good, however I'm still sad. I feel like maybe if I totally come off the opiates I will need antidepressants, but I don't want those either. I don't know...
Aqua..When I first got clean I though I would die from the depression, what I found though is that with a little bit of time, I was fine. Wasn't depressed at all. It was the pain pills that caused the depression in the first place. Some do need them though, so pay close attention to how you're feeling.
I really hope that you call that dr today. You can't do this by yourself, you need that support and help. We all do. What a horrible, sad, lonely thing to try and beat a disease on your own. I'm glad you came to your senses about staying with strangers..lol. Not only would I worry about Kat but what about you? You might get yourself into a situation that would be so dangerous. I know, spur of the moment thinking, but, my best thinking kept me sick.
Hope today is a better day..
Cowgirl
I really hope that you call that dr today. You can't do this by yourself, you need that support and help. We all do. What a horrible, sad, lonely thing to try and beat a disease on your own. I'm glad you came to your senses about staying with strangers..lol. Not only would I worry about Kat but what about you? You might get yourself into a situation that would be so dangerous. I know, spur of the moment thinking, but, my best thinking kept me sick.
Hope today is a better day..
Cowgirl
Hey there, Aqua, Lisa and I are pretty tight, did you notice? lmao
She missed that part about if I knew you better.
So hey, we'll put your hotel visit on hold until I do, but I still don't think it's such a bad idea. I remember your stage well, it wasn't so many moons ago. How nice it would have been to have somebody walk me through it all and in a safe place, far from home.
Honestly though. I did have somebody walk me through it and I met her right here. I'd be honored to do the same for you.
She took me under her wing, gave me all her expertise, understanding and love. If I got on the pity pot she didn't let me stay there long cause she kept me laughing too much. She saw me through wd's, and through everything in between up until now. She doesn't take credit for anything, just because that's the way she is, but in my heart, I know I never would have made it without her guidance. She helped form the person in recovery that I am today. ( a little tribute for you, Sharon, if you see this).
Along with way, I've met some other awesome folks who have shared their lives, expertise and love too. I could easily name them all, but they know who they are. They've made my life colorful and fun, as well as giving me a chance now and then to pay it forward.
A part of me remembers so well that lost woman, looking for a life preserver and finding it. It makes me want to be a life preserver sometimes too.
Take heed to what Lisa advises, she's my rock and I'd be lost without her. (plus she's a hoot and a big softie too once you get to know her)
Okay, so Lisa says big no no to the hotel room. And believe it or not, she's only three months ahead of me in our clean time and a mere four years older. (she doesn't look it, though) Her protectiveness amuses me, I know love when I see it. I've always been able to recognize that love in people. When somebody told me what I needed to do to get clean and stay that way, I listened, because to me, that was love. You wouldn't even bother if somebody didn't matter.
So let us here guide you, show you the way, teach you how to fly and get to know you. And then, if still want that hotel room, I'm game.
Oh, and I'm a female in Alabama, married Mom of four, don't own a gun or any other weapons except for some protective dogs, as laid back as they come, so you would have been safe, lol. Looking forward to getting to know you, and I hope I can be of service to you along the way. Never hesitate to ask.
Kathamp1980@aol.com, is my address, don't think twice about using it.
Welcome to this new part of the journey of your life! Sometimes it's scary, not always easy, but more worth it than I could ever tell you.
Take care.
xxxxooooo
She missed that part about if I knew you better.
So hey, we'll put your hotel visit on hold until I do, but I still don't think it's such a bad idea. I remember your stage well, it wasn't so many moons ago. How nice it would have been to have somebody walk me through it all and in a safe place, far from home.
Honestly though. I did have somebody walk me through it and I met her right here. I'd be honored to do the same for you.
She took me under her wing, gave me all her expertise, understanding and love. If I got on the pity pot she didn't let me stay there long cause she kept me laughing too much. She saw me through wd's, and through everything in between up until now. She doesn't take credit for anything, just because that's the way she is, but in my heart, I know I never would have made it without her guidance. She helped form the person in recovery that I am today. ( a little tribute for you, Sharon, if you see this).
Along with way, I've met some other awesome folks who have shared their lives, expertise and love too. I could easily name them all, but they know who they are. They've made my life colorful and fun, as well as giving me a chance now and then to pay it forward.
A part of me remembers so well that lost woman, looking for a life preserver and finding it. It makes me want to be a life preserver sometimes too.
Take heed to what Lisa advises, she's my rock and I'd be lost without her. (plus she's a hoot and a big softie too once you get to know her)
Okay, so Lisa says big no no to the hotel room. And believe it or not, she's only three months ahead of me in our clean time and a mere four years older. (she doesn't look it, though) Her protectiveness amuses me, I know love when I see it. I've always been able to recognize that love in people. When somebody told me what I needed to do to get clean and stay that way, I listened, because to me, that was love. You wouldn't even bother if somebody didn't matter.
So let us here guide you, show you the way, teach you how to fly and get to know you. And then, if still want that hotel room, I'm game.
Oh, and I'm a female in Alabama, married Mom of four, don't own a gun or any other weapons except for some protective dogs, as laid back as they come, so you would have been safe, lol. Looking forward to getting to know you, and I hope I can be of service to you along the way. Never hesitate to ask.
Kathamp1980@aol.com, is my address, don't think twice about using it.
Welcome to this new part of the journey of your life! Sometimes it's scary, not always easy, but more worth it than I could ever tell you.
Take care.
xxxxooooo
Kat, I didn't realize we were the same age :-)
Aqua:
Keep posting here and listen to the suggestions offered. I had a lot of "plans" in order to get clean at first, also. My best laid plans availed me nothing. There is no easy way out. I am in L.A. but if I were in the Midwest I would meet you at a meeting, as well. I am glad to see that you are willing to go to meetings. For me, that was the beginning of my surrender.
Rachel
No Kat, I didn't miss the part about "if I knew you better". I know you well enough to know you would go to extremes to help another addict out. I'm your voice of reason.
Like Rachel, I had alot of "plans" to get clean and nothing worked. Until I let someone else drive the bus and did what I was told, I couldn't make anything work. My way didn't work, still doesn't. There is a meeting locater...I'll find it and post it again. Maybe there's one that you missed.
Like Rachel, I had alot of "plans" to get clean and nothing worked. Until I let someone else drive the bus and did what I was told, I couldn't make anything work. My way didn't work, still doesn't. There is a meeting locater...I'll find it and post it again. Maybe there's one that you missed.
Aqua
Your spontaneity is both applaud-able and frightening...Kat is right, that no one knows you here, so even though, most here would love to help you, taking in a stranger is not something that a person in full recovery would be willing to do, and those new to recovery would feel as though they aren't strong enough...
Jumping into things without thinking about the long term consequences is old drug behaviour...and you need to think about your OWN safety here too..
How do you know that someone here isnt a woman beating crazed psychopath??? (sp?)You havent been around long enough to even know the long term posters and thus know if they are stable or not....that scares me..
I understand you wanting to go somewhere out of town to get this over with but please think of your safety first...
Hugs
Ali
Your spontaneity is both applaud-able and frightening...Kat is right, that no one knows you here, so even though, most here would love to help you, taking in a stranger is not something that a person in full recovery would be willing to do, and those new to recovery would feel as though they aren't strong enough...
Jumping into things without thinking about the long term consequences is old drug behaviour...and you need to think about your OWN safety here too..
How do you know that someone here isnt a woman beating crazed psychopath??? (sp?)You havent been around long enough to even know the long term posters and thus know if they are stable or not....that scares me..
I understand you wanting to go somewhere out of town to get this over with but please think of your safety first...
Hugs
Ali
Kat, Please listen to your voice of reason (cowgirl). Please listen, just in case. It's a shame the world is the way it is, but please, please, please, listen to cowgirl.
Auqa, you're thoughts are definately leaning in the right direction. Getting clean is the best gift you could ever give yourself. But it is, however, also one of the most important decisions you can make and certainly not something to be done on the spur of the moment. This type of thing requires a great deal of thought, preparation and tons of soul searching. You cannot enter into such a huge commitment without a good, solid plan, and more importantly, an unbelievable will to overcome the obsticles.
If it were as simple as just thinking to yourself 'hey, I think I'll spend the week getting clean and then just go back to life as usual" then there would be no addicts in the world. If it were that simple, it wouldn't be the powerful addiction it is.
But now that you know getting clean is what you want, take some time and plan it out, think about anything and everything that could and probably would happen during and after the detox phase. Go back and read each and every post from people here who have gone through it, think about their experiences, and thorougly prepare yourself for what is to come. Take some time to post here often about your thoughts and questions, get professional advice, do your homework, and prepare yourself so that when you enter into your detox, you are in the best position to overcome and get your life back. This is the battle of your life, not a spontaniously vacation..
And hopefully after you have prepared, we will all know you a little better and can feel a bit more at ease in offering you the kind of sponsership you want.
If doing it now is really what you want though, you do not need a sponsor from this forum. They have N/A regions in nearly every city and all you have to do is pick a city, locate their local narcotics anonymous program and arrange for a sponsor there. You don't know the people on this forum anymore than you would a local N/A person, so you would achieve your goal in the same way. And in fact, would have two support systems because you could use the local sponsor and post on this forum. But you haven't thought it through, not really, and ultimately its up to you to do. You can have support from 50 people, but that's just support, you and only you, have to drive your detox. No one can do it for you. With or without support, it falls on you. You have to do the work, walk the walk, talk the talk.
It's a shame we live in a world that doesn't allow us to trust, but reality is reality and anyone who offers to trust a stranger in the way you are requesting would be taking a big risk with their own safety. At the same time though, you are taking a big risk with your own life by acting on the spur of the moment and not thinking it through. Please keep your will to get clean, but do whatever you can to ensure you actually get clean, instead of spending a day or two trying it out like a pair of new shoes. Darling you have to prepare for this, and the go back and prepare some more. It is the best thing you can do for yourself and your family. but its also the most difficult thing you will likely ever do and you cannot win such a battle with a spur of the moment decision.
I hope I speak for everyone here in saying that we will do whatever we can to help and support you, but you gotta do it right. Half a** or spur of the moment just wont work with addiction. You gotta give it 500 percent and then some.
Kat, you are such a loving person, but please, please, listen to cowgirl. You can still help, but you need to find a different or less risky way to help. Jumping in and sponsoring somone who doesn't even have a solid plan isnt really helping, its only wasting time or even risking your own safety. To quote cowgirl "stop right there." Cowgirl is 100% right, please listen. You can still help in lots of ways, just please dont go with this spur of the moment plan with a stranger on the internet.
hugs, Julieeee
Auqa, you're thoughts are definately leaning in the right direction. Getting clean is the best gift you could ever give yourself. But it is, however, also one of the most important decisions you can make and certainly not something to be done on the spur of the moment. This type of thing requires a great deal of thought, preparation and tons of soul searching. You cannot enter into such a huge commitment without a good, solid plan, and more importantly, an unbelievable will to overcome the obsticles.
If it were as simple as just thinking to yourself 'hey, I think I'll spend the week getting clean and then just go back to life as usual" then there would be no addicts in the world. If it were that simple, it wouldn't be the powerful addiction it is.
But now that you know getting clean is what you want, take some time and plan it out, think about anything and everything that could and probably would happen during and after the detox phase. Go back and read each and every post from people here who have gone through it, think about their experiences, and thorougly prepare yourself for what is to come. Take some time to post here often about your thoughts and questions, get professional advice, do your homework, and prepare yourself so that when you enter into your detox, you are in the best position to overcome and get your life back. This is the battle of your life, not a spontaniously vacation..
And hopefully after you have prepared, we will all know you a little better and can feel a bit more at ease in offering you the kind of sponsership you want.
If doing it now is really what you want though, you do not need a sponsor from this forum. They have N/A regions in nearly every city and all you have to do is pick a city, locate their local narcotics anonymous program and arrange for a sponsor there. You don't know the people on this forum anymore than you would a local N/A person, so you would achieve your goal in the same way. And in fact, would have two support systems because you could use the local sponsor and post on this forum. But you haven't thought it through, not really, and ultimately its up to you to do. You can have support from 50 people, but that's just support, you and only you, have to drive your detox. No one can do it for you. With or without support, it falls on you. You have to do the work, walk the walk, talk the talk.
It's a shame we live in a world that doesn't allow us to trust, but reality is reality and anyone who offers to trust a stranger in the way you are requesting would be taking a big risk with their own safety. At the same time though, you are taking a big risk with your own life by acting on the spur of the moment and not thinking it through. Please keep your will to get clean, but do whatever you can to ensure you actually get clean, instead of spending a day or two trying it out like a pair of new shoes. Darling you have to prepare for this, and the go back and prepare some more. It is the best thing you can do for yourself and your family. but its also the most difficult thing you will likely ever do and you cannot win such a battle with a spur of the moment decision.
I hope I speak for everyone here in saying that we will do whatever we can to help and support you, but you gotta do it right. Half a** or spur of the moment just wont work with addiction. You gotta give it 500 percent and then some.
Kat, you are such a loving person, but please, please, listen to cowgirl. You can still help, but you need to find a different or less risky way to help. Jumping in and sponsoring somone who doesn't even have a solid plan isnt really helping, its only wasting time or even risking your own safety. To quote cowgirl "stop right there." Cowgirl is 100% right, please listen. You can still help in lots of ways, just please dont go with this spur of the moment plan with a stranger on the internet.
hugs, Julieeee
AQUA,
UNLIKE 99.665281%(ROUGHLY SPEEKING) I AM A MALE ON THE BOARD.EVERYONE HERE HAS A HEART OF GOL AND WILL GO ABOVE AND BEYOND THE CALL OF DUTY. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER BETTER(E MAIL???) I WOULD BE HAPPY TO EXPLORE THE OPPORTUNITES OF HELPING YOU.i HAVE A THREE BEDROOM HOUSE AND 2 ARE OPEN.IF YOU WANT YOUR OWN SPACE,I HAVE A MOTOR HOME YOU CAN STAY IN AS WELL.JUST LET ME KNOW IF THIS WOULD BE AN OPTION YOU WOULD LIKE TO LOOK AT.
SINCERELY, BRAD
UNLIKE 99.665281%(ROUGHLY SPEEKING) I AM A MALE ON THE BOARD.EVERYONE HERE HAS A HEART OF GOL AND WILL GO ABOVE AND BEYOND THE CALL OF DUTY. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER BETTER(E MAIL???) I WOULD BE HAPPY TO EXPLORE THE OPPORTUNITES OF HELPING YOU.i HAVE A THREE BEDROOM HOUSE AND 2 ARE OPEN.IF YOU WANT YOUR OWN SPACE,I HAVE A MOTOR HOME YOU CAN STAY IN AS WELL.JUST LET ME KNOW IF THIS WOULD BE AN OPTION YOU WOULD LIKE TO LOOK AT.
SINCERELY, BRAD
Just a thought to add - what Cowgirl said - couldn't have said it better.
I had an experience (a good one) where I figured out that someone on the board probably lived in the same city I did.
I emailed her off the board (would have never pursued it if it had been a guy- sorry guys!) to see if I guessed right.
After we established mutual trust, on and off the board (through email) we decided to meet in person to go to an NA meeting together since we were both scared "poopless" to go. I have NEVER EVER done this on an Internet board, since I like the privacy and anonymity aspect of it.
We met first in a very public place (the ever-lovely McDonalds) to see if we connected in person like we did via email. We did. We went to the meeting - no obligation, no heavy commitment. So that one was a "light" form of contact and it worked out.
But it isn't for everyone, and do your homework.... and again, I would not have done it had she not been of the same gender (sorry again to all you wonderful guys!)
We left things open so neither of us felt "stuck" together or obligated and it wokred out.
But it was taking a risk, and it could have gone either way... glad it didn't.
Just my two cents - Kat, there are LOTS of way you can help her, and you already have.
Love
SueEnester
I had an experience (a good one) where I figured out that someone on the board probably lived in the same city I did.
I emailed her off the board (would have never pursued it if it had been a guy- sorry guys!) to see if I guessed right.
After we established mutual trust, on and off the board (through email) we decided to meet in person to go to an NA meeting together since we were both scared "poopless" to go. I have NEVER EVER done this on an Internet board, since I like the privacy and anonymity aspect of it.
We met first in a very public place (the ever-lovely McDonalds) to see if we connected in person like we did via email. We did. We went to the meeting - no obligation, no heavy commitment. So that one was a "light" form of contact and it worked out.
But it isn't for everyone, and do your homework.... and again, I would not have done it had she not been of the same gender (sorry again to all you wonderful guys!)
We left things open so neither of us felt "stuck" together or obligated and it wokred out.
But it was taking a risk, and it could have gone either way... glad it didn't.
Just my two cents - Kat, there are LOTS of way you can help her, and you already have.
Love
SueEnester
Oops - logged in under the wrong (old) bird. I really have more posts than that. Here I am, I hope, with the right spelling of emptynester and the correct bird!
Love
Sue
Love
Sue
Okay guys, just some warning, Aqua and I will be traveling to Florida this weekend.
JUST KIDDING, lol.
We got the point guys, (and thanks for worrying over us, that was really sweet).
Just a quick note, I've spoken with Aqua and she's just as nice and sincere as she sounds.
Aqua, take this in stride and how it's intended. We both matter. We'll all help guide you and you're not alone and feeling alone sucks. So no worries.
Aqua and I won't be leaving stray body parts in some unnamed hotel room.
I'll be here for you, Aqua.
You're going to make it.
We'll all be holding your hand.
And later on, you can rent the hotel room. >grin<
xxxxoooo
JUST KIDDING, lol.
We got the point guys, (and thanks for worrying over us, that was really sweet).
Just a quick note, I've spoken with Aqua and she's just as nice and sincere as she sounds.
Aqua, take this in stride and how it's intended. We both matter. We'll all help guide you and you're not alone and feeling alone sucks. So no worries.
Aqua and I won't be leaving stray body parts in some unnamed hotel room.
I'll be here for you, Aqua.
You're going to make it.
We'll all be holding your hand.
And later on, you can rent the hotel room. >grin<
xxxxoooo
AQUA,
I APPOLOGIZE!! I DIDN'T READ ENOUGH TO KNOW YOU WERE A FEMALE.HOWEVER THE OFFER STILL STANDS.I BEAT BOTH OF THOSE RAPE CHARGES!LOLOL I'M AN O.K. GUY,SO I KEEP TELLING MYSELF.
SINCERELY, BRAD
I APPOLOGIZE!! I DIDN'T READ ENOUGH TO KNOW YOU WERE A FEMALE.HOWEVER THE OFFER STILL STANDS.I BEAT BOTH OF THOSE RAPE CHARGES!LOLOL I'M AN O.K. GUY,SO I KEEP TELLING MYSELF.
SINCERELY, BRAD
Since you and I have talked about all of this Kat...I'm ok. I know now that you aren't going to be meeting any strangers in hotel rooms. Now I have a warning for Aqua...Brad might be the nicest guy on earth? But, no. Don't even consider his offer.
How about we now start talking about what we can do to help you....I care. I really do and want to do whatever I can to get you some help.
Cowgirl..
How about we now start talking about what we can do to help you....I care. I really do and want to do whatever I can to get you some help.
Cowgirl..
WOW COWGIRL,
YOU SURE ARE VERY TACTFUL AREN'T YOU!!
MY INTENTIONS WERE SINCERE AND YOU HAVE NO REASON TO BE SO ABRUPT WITH THE NAGATIVE COMMENT!
BRAD
YOU SURE ARE VERY TACTFUL AREN'T YOU!!
MY INTENTIONS WERE SINCERE AND YOU HAVE NO REASON TO BE SO ABRUPT WITH THE NAGATIVE COMMENT!
BRAD
Yep I remember my Dad hitch hiking across the US. I have picked up some but not for awhile. It's amazing how the world changes and we have to be safe above all else cuz there are some crazies out there.
BTW Kat, I should have my stuff packed up in about a week and we can rent one of those U hauls to bring me back to your house! Huge Grin.
See ya in a couple of weeks or so.
love,
pm
(just kidding)
BTW Kat, I should have my stuff packed up in about a week and we can rent one of those U hauls to bring me back to your house! Huge Grin.
See ya in a couple of weeks or so.
love,
pm
(just kidding)
