what's going on here.. i feel so angry i just want to smash the house up or smash something.. i want to run away from here but i haven't got the energy to get dressed and to look normal.. i just wish i could be left alone to scream the roof down... is this normal?????????
Afraid so Arrie.....in the first day or two of yer rattle yer brain is screaming for that relaxing fix.......the receptors are so used to the gear ....when its taken away...yer mental state is fragile to say the least.How much juice have you taken today?Also you may be feeling a bit drunk from the wine ....alcohol is a major depressant on the brain ....this combined with yer withdrawl symptoms may lead you to feel more moody&angry at your situ.than relativly normal.....not that there is a normal when it comes to coming off that s***.
Arrie try to relax a bit you got a week of topsy turvy emotions but you can do it i know this ,please dont cave yer nearly half way there dont ruin it now.......gotta run but will be about soonish if ya wanna let off some steam whatever it is no bother.Take care girl............Davey
Arrie try to relax a bit you got a week of topsy turvy emotions but you can do it i know this ,please dont cave yer nearly half way there dont ruin it now.......gotta run but will be about soonish if ya wanna let off some steam whatever it is no bother.Take care girl............Davey
i didn't even finish a glass of that crap wine.. it tasted so bad.. i've been here before and i know that you're right but it's so bloody difficult.. i feel so damn uncomfortable in every way.. would love to be able to walk out the door but I'd be arrested i look so bad.. suppose i just have to go through it..
forgot i only took 40 mls so far think i'll take another 10 now..
I think you shouldve started out on 60ml.and go down 10ml every day you have enuff to do that ......have you any downers....valium or the like?to help you get some sleep tonight.....if i was you id take another 20ml.now that should do it.....what ya reckon?Il will be about Arrie chat soon yer doing great even if you think yer losing it .....its only natural in the early stages of withdrawl............Davey
just took another 15mls - Cian is feeling really rough now and I'm feeling so guilty for taking all this out on him it's not his fault - it's mine.. i was the one who first took up this s***ty habit - he didn't force me... have no valium, no nothing to make tonight any better.. have neurofe plus that's all.. i'll end up on the pain pill board with a problem with them next.. this stinks, it really does.. when will i feel normal again..
Firstly..Arrie by day four you should be feeling better or over the worst after that its just the mental part of your addiction you have to address.Arrie have a proper detox plan worked out for the rest of the week...i.e how much juice yer gonna take things to do etc......luckily you have enuff meth.to do ya the week....as i said any H in yer system should be out of yer body by thurs/friday at the latest.....so girl just hang tough were all here for ya on the board.....im really rooting for ya.YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!.........Take care Ms..........Davey
Also Arrie dont worry bout the P.P forum most of them are o.k just a few with high notions of themselves.......this is your fight no one elses you gotta do it for you......i understand you feel anxious,jittery,bored and longing for gear but look at the bigger picture i know by yer posts yer feeling pain mentally&physically but this week will pass just like all the others before when you were blowing yer hard earned cash on that s***......so buckle up and circle the wagons coz this is one fight you can win whatever doubt you may have.I want you posting on here come Friday on how you did it and the future without drugs.....got it.Thinking of you both............Davey
i know you're right but it's just real hard at the minute.. i am going to stick with it though and you're right i will be posting on friday bout how i got through it..
great tv programme on tv tonight on bbc2 called the war on terror - more propaganda s***e.. petro chem dollars that''s what it was all about.. look out for iran.. at least that will keep my mind occupied...
great tv programme on tv tonight on bbc2 called the war on terror - more propaganda s***e.. petro chem dollars that''s what it was all about.. look out for iran.. at least that will keep my mind occupied...
Im off to me scratcher now Arrie.....tomm my day to hit the City Clinic for me takehomes.....il be thinking of you when im in the city ....so best of luck Ms........chat soon and keep yer chin up o.k.............Davey
have a good one davey.. thanks for being there today.. hope tomorrow goes ok.. have you any interest in what's going on over the mighty dollar??
Arrie, Davey gave you the best support and yeah you can do this.
You're gonna be out the other side by Friday and it will be so worth it, Arrie.
Don't worry about who started what and who thinks what of you...........concentrate on you...................ya have to Arrie.
Thinking of you.............if we all could do it, honey you certainly can.........I honestly feel for ya................it s*cks big time, but you can do it.
You're gonna be out the other side by Friday and it will be so worth it, Arrie.
Don't worry about who started what and who thinks what of you...........concentrate on you...................ya have to Arrie.
Thinking of you.............if we all could do it, honey you certainly can.........I honestly feel for ya................it s*cks big time, but you can do it.
yeah arrie,get right back on to davey,he,s the boy to keep u right,he,s off work at the moment so dont worry,ask him to stay on the board all day with ye if u need to,and if u,ve got his fone no.dont worry bout phoning him at any time,he,s a rock that boy,a pure gem.wile im here,davey,one of those bullets fae the helicopter hit me on the leg.do u get my drift my good friend.mind arrie if ye canny sleep try and catch him,he,s the expert on that s*** but 50 or 60mls should be fine,just dont look for the h buzz,
