I have never experienced or known anyone to do heroin before in my life until I met this guy and I fell in love with him and he has an issue with opiates. When I first met him it was methadone, then heroin then he went to rehab 3 times and ended up on suboxone and relapsing. I was very hurt, he broke up with me and it took me months to get over it. Once I started to forget about him and move on, of course he returned to my life. He said he was clean and changed and messed up and still loves me yada yada yada. I gave him a 2nd chance and it's been about 6 months in 2nd time around and something awful has happened! His parents kicked him out and I let him stay with me for a few weeks. Next thing I know, I come home from work and he's passed out on the couch with drugs and stuff around him. I totally freaked out and kicked him out of my apartment and haven't really talked to him since which is a few days. I dont know what to do, I feel bad about the way I reacted. I was so mad because he lied to me. I told him to talk to me about it if he felt urges or if he was going to do it and he said he wouldn't. Finding out in this way is just really upsetting to see him like that. I've never see him like that. I know I should let it go and not speak with him anymore.. it just sucks ya know? Someone so great that you love so much and they have to chose heroin over you.. :(
Most alcoholics/addicts that I know are smart, charming people ... with a fatal flaw.
We are never "cured" ....
You would do well to find why you are attracted to us. You will find that you need some work too.
I wish you the best.
Bob R
We are never "cured" ....
You would do well to find why you are attracted to us. You will find that you need some work too.
I wish you the best.
Bob R
I agree addicted guys are very smart and nice people. They can impress anybody in this world anytime but full of lie............ with fatal flaw............. really really fatal flaw...... to kill himself and those who love him.......... its better to leave than to become sick.........
you have nothing to feel bad about- you allowed him into your home and he abused your hospitality and trust- it is what we do, addicts, im afraid we abuse everybodys trust - you have nothing at all to feel guilty or bad about - you did the right thing in kicking him out - i am sorry you have been hurt like this - its what happens when the addict puts the drug first it comes before everybody and everything - this is the reality of life with an addict- do you want this ? do you deserve this ? do you need to have to live with this ? - i think you know the answer to this - i wish you all the best -
