well, it's been a heck of a month. My birthday was the 18th and it was pretty boring. I'd been having real bad insomnia and my doc put me on klonopin and I didn't think that would be a good idea.And I was right. I took the whole box. Which then triggered me to use my doc (crack( and stay gone for three days.
It's been really tough and I'm very sad.
And another questiong
How would you feel if you cooked your bf dinner and he went out and got arbys instead. Am I out of line for being so upset?
Wow if he had Arbys instead your cooking must REALLY suck. Just kidding, you have every right to be annoyed.
Aw Tyler...sorry to hear that. Your dinner too.
What are you doing now to make sure this doesn't happen again?
Glad you're back. I've been wondering where you've been.
Love
Lisa
What are you doing now to make sure this doesn't happen again?
Glad you're back. I've been wondering where you've been.
Love
Lisa
hey Taylor,
That happens to me at times, my hunny is so picky that if he decided he isn't gonna eat what I cooked, he heads out tofind something else!! At first it hurt, and I cried but now I say GO FOR IT BUD!!! I ain't trying to kill ya......LOL then just go on w/ my evening..
Hang in there, next time listen to yourself a little closer when you say you didn't want!!
That happens to me at times, my hunny is so picky that if he decided he isn't gonna eat what I cooked, he heads out tofind something else!! At first it hurt, and I cried but now I say GO FOR IT BUD!!! I ain't trying to kill ya......LOL then just go on w/ my evening..
Hang in there, next time listen to yourself a little closer when you say you didn't want!!
Tyler,
I wondered where you went glad to see you back! Btw~ My birthday was the 18th to so Happy belated B-day!! I was wondering if the reason your husband was upset and didn't eat your dinner had anything to do with your last crack bindge? Was he mad at you because you took off for 3 days and left him with your baby? I saw your beautiful picture in Cowgirl's picture thread along with your husband and newborn baby... I understand you have an addiction and addiction sometimes means having a relapse.. I also think it was best to leave your baby for 3 days while you smoked crack the baby doesn't need to be anywhere around it.... That is if you left your baby behind? Which at this point doesn't matter what has been done is done.
However, if you realize you have this addiction and it is causing you to leave your infant for days at a time or even worse have her with you then maybe it is time to go to rehab or seek help.... I don't remember if you said you were doing that or not so sorry If I missed that part! I believe you were one of the ones that said you were going to meetings? If so what did you do stop going to meetings and then relapsed? How long after you stopped going to meetings did you relapse? Things will only get worse for you and your family if you don't get help now. You are such a young pretty girl with your whole life ahead of you..Your child is going to get older and she will know what mommy is doing if you continue to leave for days at a time to go smoke crack. You are risking your child being taken away from you to and that in itself gives you a BIG reason to change.......In my opinion.....There is hope for you and I pray you get the help you need outside of this board... Good luck and sorry if this upsets you I am just trying to help! Rae
I wondered where you went glad to see you back! Btw~ My birthday was the 18th to so Happy belated B-day!! I was wondering if the reason your husband was upset and didn't eat your dinner had anything to do with your last crack bindge? Was he mad at you because you took off for 3 days and left him with your baby? I saw your beautiful picture in Cowgirl's picture thread along with your husband and newborn baby... I understand you have an addiction and addiction sometimes means having a relapse.. I also think it was best to leave your baby for 3 days while you smoked crack the baby doesn't need to be anywhere around it.... That is if you left your baby behind? Which at this point doesn't matter what has been done is done.
However, if you realize you have this addiction and it is causing you to leave your infant for days at a time or even worse have her with you then maybe it is time to go to rehab or seek help.... I don't remember if you said you were doing that or not so sorry If I missed that part! I believe you were one of the ones that said you were going to meetings? If so what did you do stop going to meetings and then relapsed? How long after you stopped going to meetings did you relapse? Things will only get worse for you and your family if you don't get help now. You are such a young pretty girl with your whole life ahead of you..Your child is going to get older and she will know what mommy is doing if you continue to leave for days at a time to go smoke crack. You are risking your child being taken away from you to and that in itself gives you a BIG reason to change.......In my opinion.....There is hope for you and I pray you get the help you need outside of this board... Good luck and sorry if this upsets you I am just trying to help! Rae
Tyler just got out of rehab not too long ago Rae....
Tyler,
Hope you pop in today and see that you were missed and that people care. I want to help..you have my email address.
Cowgirl
Tyler,
Hope you pop in today and see that you were missed and that people care. I want to help..you have my email address.
Cowgirl
