Just wanted to say "hi" to you guys and thank you so much for your emails to me when I was feeling like $hit. Its great to have friends like you.
BTW, how's Tina? Hey Tina, if you read this, thank you as well. I appreciate your support and friendship.
All my love to you guys. Talk to you soon.
Love,
Marie
xoxoxox
Hey Marie,
What are friends for? You don't have to thank me. Tina is probably still at home cleaning up the pancake mess her kids made for her today,LOL I talked to her online earlier. Gotta go make dinner. Chicken and dumplings tonight. Talk to ya soon. Love, Rae
What are friends for? You don't have to thank me. Tina is probably still at home cleaning up the pancake mess her kids made for her today,LOL I talked to her online earlier. Gotta go make dinner. Chicken and dumplings tonight. Talk to ya soon. Love, Rae
Hey Funny Lady...just missed your humor around here. How aer you feeling? I was just over reading on the heroin detox board about sub....am getting a little nervous...seems like if you are on the sub for a while, you can have some extended withdrawls.
How are you doing on your sched? Are you taking the meds as prescribed? For us, that isn't much fun; it is like awakening the gorrilla and them starving him...lol. Gorrillas don't like to be teased....
I haven't checked my email in a while...but I will. Tell Ms Roe we said hi and she should just come on back...no shame...
Kerry
How are you doing on your sched? Are you taking the meds as prescribed? For us, that isn't much fun; it is like awakening the gorrilla and them starving him...lol. Gorrillas don't like to be teased....
I haven't checked my email in a while...but I will. Tell Ms Roe we said hi and she should just come on back...no shame...
Kerry
Dear Mariee,,
Hey Lady,,,It was So So Great talking to you last night...I swear your my clone!!!!!!! I know I (of course know) that it's not easy being Us..LOL
Im so Proud of You...Your doing Great, and you know I know how hard it is to do what you are doing...
You were So So Missed on this Board..Although there are Many People here now who are just Great,and I mean Many, It's just not the same without You..
You have helped so so many people here (esp.Me) and now it's Our turn to help You...We know your not feeling too great right now, but we are all routing for you and I just know in my Heart that you are gonna make it..
I have much to do tonight( like my sons wash), but I just wanted to Welcome you back and tell you how very much I Love and Respect you...
Cause we're cousins...Identical Cousins all the Way...Too pair of matching book-ends.,,Crazy in Every Way...
Love You.
Hi to all
Hope all are well.
Love and Hugs.
Dianna
Hey Lady,,,It was So So Great talking to you last night...I swear your my clone!!!!!!! I know I (of course know) that it's not easy being Us..LOL
Im so Proud of You...Your doing Great, and you know I know how hard it is to do what you are doing...
You were So So Missed on this Board..Although there are Many People here now who are just Great,and I mean Many, It's just not the same without You..
You have helped so so many people here (esp.Me) and now it's Our turn to help You...We know your not feeling too great right now, but we are all routing for you and I just know in my Heart that you are gonna make it..
I have much to do tonight( like my sons wash), but I just wanted to Welcome you back and tell you how very much I Love and Respect you...
Cause we're cousins...Identical Cousins all the Way...Too pair of matching book-ends.,,Crazy in Every Way...
Love You.
Hi to all
Hope all are well.
Love and Hugs.
Dianna
Hey Marie,
It is nice to see you posting. I was worried about you girl. I saw your posts from today and see that your daughter is holding your pills for you......Glad to hear that she is strict.......wonder if that may be some payback....lol
I see that the pain is still bothering you, have you heard anything from the docs.....Is there anything they can do to help you......I ask this because you were looking into sub, I wouldn't recommend that route until you know whats up and that you have tried everything.......Look I will get an email out about the pain and sub stuff, this would be a novel.....lol
We are all fine here, thanks for asking.....the baby has been insanely funny entertaining us all with the new things she is learning......she adds so much laughter to each day. She is even trying to potty train herself at 22 months old.....she went tonight and was so excited......I hope she keeps it up, diapers suck....
Glad to hear that you had a good vacation, and what did you do to earn them beads......LMAO. Only kidding, really I don't want to know......
You take care and if you need anything email, it is getting busier as the weather gets better but I always check my mail.....
Love Yah,
Tina
It is nice to see you posting. I was worried about you girl. I saw your posts from today and see that your daughter is holding your pills for you......Glad to hear that she is strict.......wonder if that may be some payback....lol
I see that the pain is still bothering you, have you heard anything from the docs.....Is there anything they can do to help you......I ask this because you were looking into sub, I wouldn't recommend that route until you know whats up and that you have tried everything.......Look I will get an email out about the pain and sub stuff, this would be a novel.....lol
We are all fine here, thanks for asking.....the baby has been insanely funny entertaining us all with the new things she is learning......she adds so much laughter to each day. She is even trying to potty train herself at 22 months old.....she went tonight and was so excited......I hope she keeps it up, diapers suck....
Glad to hear that you had a good vacation, and what did you do to earn them beads......LMAO. Only kidding, really I don't want to know......
You take care and if you need anything email, it is getting busier as the weather gets better but I always check my mail.....
Love Yah,
Tina
Hey Tina-
I missed you girl - them beads..............hmmmm.................lets just say this grandmas "still got it". I'm so bad. But hey, I'm not dead yet haha. Lets just say my man wasnt too "pleased" with me. But what the heck? Ya only live once. And I say **ck em, if they cant take a joke. Uh oh, there I go, being bad again. I better go.
Love you girl. Glad to hear the families doing good. Mine is too. And yeah, youre right about the payback and my daughter:o) She's lucky I love her so much:o)
Love you,
Marie
I missed you girl - them beads..............hmmmm.................lets just say this grandmas "still got it". I'm so bad. But hey, I'm not dead yet haha. Lets just say my man wasnt too "pleased" with me. But what the heck? Ya only live once. And I say **ck em, if they cant take a joke. Uh oh, there I go, being bad again. I better go.
Love you girl. Glad to hear the families doing good. Mine is too. And yeah, youre right about the payback and my daughter:o) She's lucky I love her so much:o)
Love you,
Marie
Dear Mariee,,
Hows my Bestest Bestest Message Board Friend..??? You Nutball..
Your doing Good Mariee,,,I could hear the difference in your voice the other night when I was talking to you..Well in-between all the laughing we did..That My Dearest Friend was Great..
You know how I feel about you and oviousely(sp) Im not alone...We all Love You.. I don't mind sharing you with other people..You certainly have a lot of Love to Give...So spread it around...But just remember who's your favorite Banana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOL
Feel like I have known you Forever( in a good way) LOL Only wish we lived closer, but then again...Maybe that is a good thing...We're both just a little too crazy...Just imagine the havoc we'de reap on the world..LOL
You'de have to get the beads for me, cause with my chest, , well, First I'de have to get a chest to hold them on..LOL
I Love You Mariee..
Your the Best Melon I have Ever had the Pleasure to meet..
Talk to you soon..
Good luck with the Sub Docs...
See you this summer ...hopefully..
Love and Hugs.
Dianna Banana
Hows my Bestest Bestest Message Board Friend..??? You Nutball..
Your doing Good Mariee,,,I could hear the difference in your voice the other night when I was talking to you..Well in-between all the laughing we did..That My Dearest Friend was Great..
You know how I feel about you and oviousely(sp) Im not alone...We all Love You.. I don't mind sharing you with other people..You certainly have a lot of Love to Give...So spread it around...But just remember who's your favorite Banana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOL
Feel like I have known you Forever( in a good way) LOL Only wish we lived closer, but then again...Maybe that is a good thing...We're both just a little too crazy...Just imagine the havoc we'de reap on the world..LOL
You'de have to get the beads for me, cause with my chest, , well, First I'de have to get a chest to hold them on..LOL
I Love You Mariee..
Your the Best Melon I have Ever had the Pleasure to meet..
Talk to you soon..
Good luck with the Sub Docs...
See you this summer ...hopefully..
Love and Hugs.
Dianna Banana
Well, thank you (I think) - and youre the best banana I've ever met. I think we really are a couple of fruits - you know, being sooooo sweet and all (LOL)!!!!
I really do hope to be up there possibly this summer - that would be - hmmmmm......... maybe a lethal combination. We'd definately have to go get your friends with the Harleys. Bike week (in Daytona Beach) just passed not too long ago.- I missed it this year:o(
On a more serious note, Di, I am so very proud of you. You sound like youre feeling alot better. Please, dont EVER go back. You have come a long way, baby...........just remember those horrible w/ds........you had a really rough go of it with the methadone. But you DID IT!!!!! I know its still hard - and you know that I'm always here for you anytime, anyday, anywhere.....I'm just a phone call away.
Thanks for being you. You are amazing and I love you.
Love,
Marie
xoxoxoxox.
I really do hope to be up there possibly this summer - that would be - hmmmmm......... maybe a lethal combination. We'd definately have to go get your friends with the Harleys. Bike week (in Daytona Beach) just passed not too long ago.- I missed it this year:o(
On a more serious note, Di, I am so very proud of you. You sound like youre feeling alot better. Please, dont EVER go back. You have come a long way, baby...........just remember those horrible w/ds........you had a really rough go of it with the methadone. But you DID IT!!!!! I know its still hard - and you know that I'm always here for you anytime, anyday, anywhere.....I'm just a phone call away.
Thanks for being you. You are amazing and I love you.
Love,
Marie
xoxoxoxox.
Hey Kerry -
I've really missed you too.
I have Trish (my oldest daughter) holding the pills. She's tough as nails, so, yes, I am taking my prescribed dosage. It does suck to have to take painkillers - especially when you cant even get a buzz off of them lol. (not funny). But, really, I know for a fact that if she doesnt hold them for me - well, lets just say, I was getting WAY out of hand - boy, it doesnt take long, believe me.
Kerry, try not to worry too much about the sub w/d's. Did you dr. tell you exactly how long you have to stay on it? Also, is it helping you with your pain issues?
Thanks Kerry - for being the person that you are and for being my friend. I wanna come to Hawaii !!!!!!!!! Its not fair (whining) LOL. I envy you!!!!!! But I love ya anyway!!!
Have a great day. BTW, I'm really happy that you and Lisa resolved your little problem. I hope the board stays this way. I'm no angel (as we all know), but I did try to make ammends for some things that I should never had said to some people here. It was really bad and uncalled for. It was also when I was so angry at myself for letting the pill situation get out of hand - but thats no excuse for what I did and I'm sorry I did it. We are here for recovery and thats what I'm going to try to stick to.
Sorry for babbling on to you - guess I just needed to vent.
Love,
Marie
I've really missed you too.
I have Trish (my oldest daughter) holding the pills. She's tough as nails, so, yes, I am taking my prescribed dosage. It does suck to have to take painkillers - especially when you cant even get a buzz off of them lol. (not funny). But, really, I know for a fact that if she doesnt hold them for me - well, lets just say, I was getting WAY out of hand - boy, it doesnt take long, believe me.
Kerry, try not to worry too much about the sub w/d's. Did you dr. tell you exactly how long you have to stay on it? Also, is it helping you with your pain issues?
Thanks Kerry - for being the person that you are and for being my friend. I wanna come to Hawaii !!!!!!!!! Its not fair (whining) LOL. I envy you!!!!!! But I love ya anyway!!!
Have a great day. BTW, I'm really happy that you and Lisa resolved your little problem. I hope the board stays this way. I'm no angel (as we all know), but I did try to make ammends for some things that I should never had said to some people here. It was really bad and uncalled for. It was also when I was so angry at myself for letting the pill situation get out of hand - but thats no excuse for what I did and I'm sorry I did it. We are here for recovery and thats what I'm going to try to stick to.
Sorry for babbling on to you - guess I just needed to vent.
Love,
Marie
Marie,
How nice it is to see you posting. I have not been around, I have had my hands full lately, but I am so pleased to see you doing better. I was very worried about you for a while there. You had so much anger while you were spiraling out of control, but again, you had to deal with it. Look at yourself, you did deal with it, and you found yourself someone to help you. I know it is hard as hell to give up control, but it is so much better for you in the long run. Pain issues and addiction are horrible. So many of us suffer with this, and where do you draw the line? Everyone is different.
As for making amends, I think that is very big of you to do so. I will say, how others will take may not be the best. Sometimes sorry just is not enough. I know, I have tried, and while some may say the hell with you, there are just as many others who will say, thank you. You have offered up your apology Marie, and it is no longer your choice who will accept it, but you should take comfort in the fact that you were nice enough to realize you might have been too harsh, and that you owned it. Be proud of that sweetie! I know I am proud of you.
You have been wonderful to me, and I am right there whenever you need a boost. I have watched your hell, and I am pleased you have wanted to walk through your recovery with me. True friends are rare, and I know I have one in you. I have learned that friends come from all corners of your life. Some to stay, and some who don't, but no matter if they stay or not, they were in your life at the right time. We learn from every single person who touchs our lives, and it makes us better people to have shared a friendship with them, be it that it is still going strong, or not.
Life holds many surprises, some good, some bad, but they shape who we are. I think when life seems unfair, and trust me, I feel that way a lot, I always seem to have someone who will step up, and show me that while unfair, I am still living. I am alive to share in the ups and downs. That is the most precious gift of them all. We are human, we make mistakes. I personally think that if a person seems perfect, then looks are deceiving. Everyone makes mistakes, some bigger than others, but that is why we all have the one word in the world to offer up, and that is "sorry". Once that word is said, you have made amends, if it is accepted, well that is not your side of the word, some will, some won't. It does not make you any less of a good person. It makes you a darned good person. I think someone who will accept their doings, and offer up what they can to make it better, is one hell of a good person.
You have given me so much in the past, I hope my little words of encouragement help you. As one of my very good friends say, you are love, and I am proud to call you my friend Marie. I love ya sister.
Carrie
How nice it is to see you posting. I have not been around, I have had my hands full lately, but I am so pleased to see you doing better. I was very worried about you for a while there. You had so much anger while you were spiraling out of control, but again, you had to deal with it. Look at yourself, you did deal with it, and you found yourself someone to help you. I know it is hard as hell to give up control, but it is so much better for you in the long run. Pain issues and addiction are horrible. So many of us suffer with this, and where do you draw the line? Everyone is different.
As for making amends, I think that is very big of you to do so. I will say, how others will take may not be the best. Sometimes sorry just is not enough. I know, I have tried, and while some may say the hell with you, there are just as many others who will say, thank you. You have offered up your apology Marie, and it is no longer your choice who will accept it, but you should take comfort in the fact that you were nice enough to realize you might have been too harsh, and that you owned it. Be proud of that sweetie! I know I am proud of you.
You have been wonderful to me, and I am right there whenever you need a boost. I have watched your hell, and I am pleased you have wanted to walk through your recovery with me. True friends are rare, and I know I have one in you. I have learned that friends come from all corners of your life. Some to stay, and some who don't, but no matter if they stay or not, they were in your life at the right time. We learn from every single person who touchs our lives, and it makes us better people to have shared a friendship with them, be it that it is still going strong, or not.
Life holds many surprises, some good, some bad, but they shape who we are. I think when life seems unfair, and trust me, I feel that way a lot, I always seem to have someone who will step up, and show me that while unfair, I am still living. I am alive to share in the ups and downs. That is the most precious gift of them all. We are human, we make mistakes. I personally think that if a person seems perfect, then looks are deceiving. Everyone makes mistakes, some bigger than others, but that is why we all have the one word in the world to offer up, and that is "sorry". Once that word is said, you have made amends, if it is accepted, well that is not your side of the word, some will, some won't. It does not make you any less of a good person. It makes you a darned good person. I think someone who will accept their doings, and offer up what they can to make it better, is one hell of a good person.
You have given me so much in the past, I hope my little words of encouragement help you. As one of my very good friends say, you are love, and I am proud to call you my friend Marie. I love ya sister.
Carrie
marie,
sorry to butt in and you know i am a supporter of yours, but i smell an issue that should be taken up outside of the board before this gets out of control. you can tell me shut my mouth mind my own business and where to go and i will still respect you either way. i just felt it needed to be said and you all know what i am reffering too. so again if its possable emails can be a really good tool. this crap takes away from real recovery issues. marie you have alot of support and love. you take care and you know where you stand just stick with the people who you know you can count on. ok nough said. let the attacks begin
terrianne
sorry to butt in and you know i am a supporter of yours, but i smell an issue that should be taken up outside of the board before this gets out of control. you can tell me shut my mouth mind my own business and where to go and i will still respect you either way. i just felt it needed to be said and you all know what i am reffering too. so again if its possable emails can be a really good tool. this crap takes away from real recovery issues. marie you have alot of support and love. you take care and you know where you stand just stick with the people who you know you can count on. ok nough said. let the attacks begin
terrianne
terri,
no terri i hope the attack dont start... I think that was very very wise to post that... I too am aware of the issue that is implied here... and I hope your advise is well heeded...It is funny that the dirt and the mean parts of the issues get to the board and poor self righeousness gets brought to the board by some but when the appologies come THEY come via private email for only the one that get the appologies to see... that is when is sometime alittle hard to take..
for the record... .. when one takes there time to respond and accept an amends and maybe even own there part any issue that might have gone astray that sometimes is more heart felt and sincere but when the time frame doesnt fit to somones schema's or the third parties ideas that may have instigated some of the issues to begin with .. well then that just impeeds the whole process to begin with. .
I think every adult know that we are not perfect.. and we all make mistakes and it is human nature to not always want to be quick sometimes to admit that fact.. but when things just keep going behind close doors and rumors keep up.. then noone wins... and decention and bitterness has ripe fields to grow... No one heals and noone wins.... no one...
Teresa
no terri i hope the attack dont start... I think that was very very wise to post that... I too am aware of the issue that is implied here... and I hope your advise is well heeded...It is funny that the dirt and the mean parts of the issues get to the board and poor self righeousness gets brought to the board by some but when the appologies come THEY come via private email for only the one that get the appologies to see... that is when is sometime alittle hard to take..
for the record... .. when one takes there time to respond and accept an amends and maybe even own there part any issue that might have gone astray that sometimes is more heart felt and sincere but when the time frame doesnt fit to somones schema's or the third parties ideas that may have instigated some of the issues to begin with .. well then that just impeeds the whole process to begin with. .
I think every adult know that we are not perfect.. and we all make mistakes and it is human nature to not always want to be quick sometimes to admit that fact.. but when things just keep going behind close doors and rumors keep up.. then noone wins... and decention and bitterness has ripe fields to grow... No one heals and noone wins.... no one...
Teresa
OK, here we go again - can someone PLEASE tell me what the deal is here??? How come EVERY time Carrie posts something (which here she is supporting ME and said NOTHING about anyone else) someone has to jump in and start $hit???? If YOU have a personal issue with HER why dont YOU send HER an email??? I sent a couple emails the other day - apologizing for some things I had said that were uncalled for. That was BEFORE I even came back to this board and started posting again.
Carrie, I really do appreciate all of the support you have given me - what a true friend you are. This woman has to go for treatments, from dr. to dr. and still finds the time to be there for someone when they need a friend. She is terribly ill - but has not complained one bit to me. I KNOW that she is suffering. Carrie, I'm sorry that you come on here to support me and for some Godforsaken reason people have to butt in when I didnt hear any of their names mentioned. Maybe guilty consciouses?(sp) Dont have a clue.
I know there were problems in the past. This has nothing to do with that. The past is the past and I have chosen to try to forget about all that and start over and TRY to make amends with some people. I'm trying to be a good person. I dont know what else I can do.
BTW - Teresa - do I owe you a public apology for some reason??? If I do, please let me know. If you want to do it here, fine with me. If not, you know my email address.
Please dont jump down someones throat when she did nothing but come on here to support me.
Carrie, I'm so sorry. Seems you cant win for losing sometimes. Thank you so much for being a friend.
Love you,
Marie
Carrie, I really do appreciate all of the support you have given me - what a true friend you are. This woman has to go for treatments, from dr. to dr. and still finds the time to be there for someone when they need a friend. She is terribly ill - but has not complained one bit to me. I KNOW that she is suffering. Carrie, I'm sorry that you come on here to support me and for some Godforsaken reason people have to butt in when I didnt hear any of their names mentioned. Maybe guilty consciouses?(sp) Dont have a clue.
I know there were problems in the past. This has nothing to do with that. The past is the past and I have chosen to try to forget about all that and start over and TRY to make amends with some people. I'm trying to be a good person. I dont know what else I can do.
BTW - Teresa - do I owe you a public apology for some reason??? If I do, please let me know. If you want to do it here, fine with me. If not, you know my email address.
Please dont jump down someones throat when she did nothing but come on here to support me.
Carrie, I'm so sorry. Seems you cant win for losing sometimes. Thank you so much for being a friend.
Love you,
Marie
Kerry,
Hey girl, we seem to keep missing each other, thanks for your sentiments about the pregnancy, I'm very excited about this baby. I'm getting a little up there in age, so I think this is my last shot.
I saw you were a little nervous about coming off the sub, I was too, but I wanted to let you know I was fine. I tapered really slow and came off completely almost 2 weeks ago, the day I found out I was pregnant. I was really tired and very emotional, but that could have to do with the pregnancy as well. I'm still tired (again pregnancy symptoms) but not as moody.
Its scary stuff, we both have had our fair share of relapses, but this time I think I'm going to make it. I'm even listening to what others who have made it have to say, imagine that coming from me. I have outside support and its helping tremendously. I see you are doing the same thing, so keep at it. I can tell you my withdrawl from sub was minimal, so relax, you will be fine my friend.
Take care
Redd
as far as the rest of this stuff, I am clueless, but ignorance is bliss sometimes. Sorry if I butted in at a bad time, I just wanted you to hear some positive feed back on sub.
Hey girl, we seem to keep missing each other, thanks for your sentiments about the pregnancy, I'm very excited about this baby. I'm getting a little up there in age, so I think this is my last shot.
I saw you were a little nervous about coming off the sub, I was too, but I wanted to let you know I was fine. I tapered really slow and came off completely almost 2 weeks ago, the day I found out I was pregnant. I was really tired and very emotional, but that could have to do with the pregnancy as well. I'm still tired (again pregnancy symptoms) but not as moody.
Its scary stuff, we both have had our fair share of relapses, but this time I think I'm going to make it. I'm even listening to what others who have made it have to say, imagine that coming from me. I have outside support and its helping tremendously. I see you are doing the same thing, so keep at it. I can tell you my withdrawl from sub was minimal, so relax, you will be fine my friend.
Take care
Redd
as far as the rest of this stuff, I am clueless, but ignorance is bliss sometimes. Sorry if I butted in at a bad time, I just wanted you to hear some positive feed back on sub.
again, marie i dont have your email or would happily email you mine is naturesprincess@yahoo.com, as for the other person you refferencing well i have tried using emails and appearantly that hasnt worked. but i apologise for stirring the pot i knew it would. but truly isnt necessary to play innocent. we qall have our spots in this one, i cant say anyones is better then the others, but it is what it is, and as far as this woman getting jumped on cause she has an illness? well thats just not true either again we all know the deal keep it in emails please.
terrianne
terrianne
I am posting this and I hope this to be my last post on this subject matter.... I sent you an email marie...
marie... Please... you know full well and good that there was an other reason as for the timing and the wording .. it was cryptic and the implications were clear in light of your resent emailing to some .... dont play dumb as I dont take away anything from this person in the intelligence department....
As far as jumping down her throat... again give me a break... that was not in any fashion a jumping down the throat... lol... you will know that when it ever happens but it will never happen here.....
I dont begrudge anyone from getting support but.... lets leave the side issues wherre they need to be... was the appogies that were offered up part of the third paries head games being played?... I wonder...as for my guilty consciense... well my conscience is fine I have let the past go but the back door stuff continue with some... for this is unfortunate...
I am sorry to the rest of the board for this unfortunate incident...
Teresa
marie... Please... you know full well and good that there was an other reason as for the timing and the wording .. it was cryptic and the implications were clear in light of your resent emailing to some .... dont play dumb as I dont take away anything from this person in the intelligence department....
As far as jumping down her throat... again give me a break... that was not in any fashion a jumping down the throat... lol... you will know that when it ever happens but it will never happen here.....
I dont begrudge anyone from getting support but.... lets leave the side issues wherre they need to be... was the appogies that were offered up part of the third paries head games being played?... I wonder...as for my guilty consciense... well my conscience is fine I have let the past go but the back door stuff continue with some... for this is unfortunate...
I am sorry to the rest of the board for this unfortunate incident...
Teresa
Hey Teri and Teresa - I sent you both emails. No more of this stuff on the board.
Love,
Marie
Love,
Marie
Redd -
Thank you so much for "butting in". Youre funny. Anyhow, I agree about finding out the sex of the baby at 5 months, cuz then you can go out and buy all those cute little outfits and stuff. I would hate to have to do the room in "yellow and green" lol.
I wish you all the luck in the world and hope you have a happy and healthy pregnancy. Are you going natural?????
Love ya,
Marie
Thank you so much for "butting in". Youre funny. Anyhow, I agree about finding out the sex of the baby at 5 months, cuz then you can go out and buy all those cute little outfits and stuff. I would hate to have to do the room in "yellow and green" lol.
I wish you all the luck in the world and hope you have a happy and healthy pregnancy. Are you going natural?????
Love ya,
Marie
Marie,
My only reason for coming here today was to offer up encouragement for you. As for the rest of this, I am sick to death of it, and I just don't have the time, NOR the energy for all this. It was a mistake to come back here, and the whole time I have been gone, it has been wonderful. I will not post here again, hell I don't even look here anymore, so sweetie, you know my email, and phone number, and so do the other's who I care about. Sorry I have not been around much even by email, but I have had issues here. I do still think of you all, and I have missed our talks, the rest of you may call me or write to me as well.
These games are a bit too young for me, and I am so sorry for posting to support a good friend, it is obvious that I am still a huge disappointment to certain people, and I will not make it so I am wide open for beatings again. Life is too precious to put up with nastiness, and I will not go where it is ok for others to make veiled comments or even not so veiled comments. There is a whole world out there everyone, this board is a small, very small part of it. I have met some very special people, and I value each of them, I know who are the real deals, and that is who I choose to keep in my life.
I offer an apology to the board, as I do not ever post just to stir up the pot. I shall offer my support via email, or phone. I would love to know what I did to deserve this today, but in all honesty, I just don't care. Those people are the furthest from my life and my mind. Marie, I love you, and not to worry, you don't need to defend me hon, while I appreciate it, it just makes people mad, and I don't want to see you hurt. I am used to this, and it is never a different story. You are a good person, don't let this bring you down. You are so much better than that, and the people who really know you, are fully aware of that.
As for everyone else, take care, and you do know how to reach me.
Carrie
My only reason for coming here today was to offer up encouragement for you. As for the rest of this, I am sick to death of it, and I just don't have the time, NOR the energy for all this. It was a mistake to come back here, and the whole time I have been gone, it has been wonderful. I will not post here again, hell I don't even look here anymore, so sweetie, you know my email, and phone number, and so do the other's who I care about. Sorry I have not been around much even by email, but I have had issues here. I do still think of you all, and I have missed our talks, the rest of you may call me or write to me as well.
These games are a bit too young for me, and I am so sorry for posting to support a good friend, it is obvious that I am still a huge disappointment to certain people, and I will not make it so I am wide open for beatings again. Life is too precious to put up with nastiness, and I will not go where it is ok for others to make veiled comments or even not so veiled comments. There is a whole world out there everyone, this board is a small, very small part of it. I have met some very special people, and I value each of them, I know who are the real deals, and that is who I choose to keep in my life.
I offer an apology to the board, as I do not ever post just to stir up the pot. I shall offer my support via email, or phone. I would love to know what I did to deserve this today, but in all honesty, I just don't care. Those people are the furthest from my life and my mind. Marie, I love you, and not to worry, you don't need to defend me hon, while I appreciate it, it just makes people mad, and I don't want to see you hurt. I am used to this, and it is never a different story. You are a good person, don't let this bring you down. You are so much better than that, and the people who really know you, are fully aware of that.
As for everyone else, take care, and you do know how to reach me.
Carrie
Marie,
I have one word regarding delivering this baby....EPIDERAL....I do not consider that relapsing, I consider it smart.
Still not sure on finding out the sex or not, I'll cross that bridge when its time.
Thanks for your kind thoughts.
Redd
