Hey People

Well my brother and his girlfriend pretty much know every dmn thing about me since they have read all my posts. I'm just going to shut up. Half the things they've acknowledged is not important. Such as me doing pills. It's been 25 days. I'm not ever going to do them again...so what is the point of knowing that I've done them in the past?

They took me to their house friday till saturday. They had a ton of questions. I feel soo stupid. They'd ask me questions, but I was just soo stunned I couldn't/wouldn't talk.


Hll they even called one of you people!
hey punk,

dont be shamed or feel less of a person, you have everything to be proud of, after all you siad your mom is an addict and you have been passed down the disease. would you be ashamed if you had diabetes? besides you are doing everything to try and help yourself. your bro and g-friend just care. you are loved chica. let yourself be loved. thats never gonna change your bro will always care about and love you as we all do. you deserve to be happy cared for and loved. dont deny yourself of that or let yourself believe otherwise. hang in there and hold your head up, you have lots of great qualities about you. take some time and write some down on paper. read them daily : )
Punkbaby, hey, how are you? did you get the test done?
So, don't worry if your brother read all this and knows, like you said, you aren't doing the pills anymore. And, if he is willing to help you with some of your problems, let him. You need an adult in your life who you can level with, can't he be it? I am sure he loves you and would be willing to help you in anyway he can.
pbaby
you hang in there and let your brother and anyone else who cares love you all they can. i do think they really love you and are worrried. if i had someone who cared that way when i was 14 maybe i would have turned out different. now it is time to take what you have done and learned and turn it into good for other people. you may just be the person who turns some other life around to the good, we love you and genuinelly care so keep up the good work and let them love you all they can
johnny