just a note to tell you i appreciate you. didn't mean for you to cry i was just saying how i felt. i am better today though. i am sorry the cravings are getting bad for you, however i see and read your strength and i know you will make it. you are to strong to let it get you down. keep up the good work. i don't mean to put pressure on you but we (or I) need you to stay strong for me as well as you. i need to know someone can do this for the long haul. not judging but all of us seem to get to a point and then relapse. and believe me i am not condemning 'cause i am the worst one. so keep it up i know you can
sending you prayers and Love
johnny
atoz,
I hope you know that you made me cry because your words were so kind and that for a moment I realized that I had gotten a little ungrateful... and forgot how far I had come...
I will endure this but sometimes it does get hard not matter how long it has been. I guess that is why I get sooo well frustrated is the only word right now i can think of when I see people not really getting the fact that this is one muther of a disease... it really is... I am a strong person and so are all of us and it kicks strong people arses daily.... any way... thank you .. and I will do everything in my power use every tool in my tool box that i learned in rehab and use every support friend I have to stay clean... I need me to... clean and sober....
Thanks Johnny...
Teresa... I am praying for you and your as I know you do for me as well..
I hope you know that you made me cry because your words were so kind and that for a moment I realized that I had gotten a little ungrateful... and forgot how far I had come...
I will endure this but sometimes it does get hard not matter how long it has been. I guess that is why I get sooo well frustrated is the only word right now i can think of when I see people not really getting the fact that this is one muther of a disease... it really is... I am a strong person and so are all of us and it kicks strong people arses daily.... any way... thank you .. and I will do everything in my power use every tool in my tool box that i learned in rehab and use every support friend I have to stay clean... I need me to... clean and sober....
Thanks Johnny...
Teresa... I am praying for you and your as I know you do for me as well..
