Hi Everyone/day 10 Here

So I made it this far..tried to stop the elavil since my thighs are resembling tree trunks, but the pain came back...guess it works...rather be fat and happy than stoned and sick...Hi to Doug, Steve and all others who are in my proverbial boat..It sure feels good to get off the pills..How are you all feeling?I'm good...a little tired but it's ok...Love,Sharonn
Hi Sharonn I just wanted to say good job for day 10.I know what you mean about the weight.Ill never see a size 5 again but Im trying to learn how to love how I am chubby thighs & all.You sound like your doing pretty good.Try alittle B12 for the tirerdness.Have a good night...mj
Thanks MJ...the weather in NY is pretty nice, eh? Not looking forward to the heating bills this year.....
I know its been so nice today.I miss fishing already but Ill have more time to visit on here.The mall in Kingston was pretty busy.You would think everyone would be enjoying the weather.LOL I say that yet I was up there.LOL.Take Care Sharonn I really am glad you are doing this well you seem like such a nice lady....mj
Glad to hear your doin good Sharonn..I've had a tough couple of days
but i'm hangin in there...

Doug
Hey Doug dont think Ive spoken with you yet but I do want to say it WILL get better,Keep trying to hold on its so worth it....mj
Hi Sharon:

Missed something with your days--you relapsed? I thought you had a flareup. That is no relapse. If pain meds are needed they are needed. I ever never been in your shoes so I do not know the pain you suffer.

How are you today?

Feel good --Jeff
Sharonn,

What Suboxman said.

But congratulations on your clean time -- however much you have, however you count 'em, whichever way you took to get them. Clean today, and tomorrow we'll leave to our HPs to deal with.

Love, Gina
Thanks MJ...
Doug
Hi Sharonn, I never considered you relapsed anyway. But since you feel you are then I happily congradulate you on your ten days!
Take good care of yourself, Love, Kat
My motives may have been different, but the thinking and behaviors while under the influence are always the same...mood swings,bad memories...poor choices...I did not abuse but I felt "unclean" the entire time I had to take them...and although it was not long I still had withdrawals(depressing)...It seems whenever I pick up, legit or not, my life spirals out of control and bad things happen...I need my mind(what's left) and I can't think on those pills...besides...they really didn't work after the 1st 2 days..thank you all for your unwavering support...love, Sharonn
sharonn,


10 days is the beginning of the end of this nasty azz addiction. i am proud of your honesty and how you handle your situations. keep striving for the great things in life.

terrianne
Hey Doll:

Just wear slacks - anything to keep from hurting and they make you sleep. I didn't even know that was a side effect which I have never taken an AD for very long - I go crazy.

You could gain 20 lbs and still look good.

Just keep on taking - I don't want you in pain.
You have been so up and like I say, doctors are more than happy to give AD, b/c they are not addictive.

Love you,
Jean
Sharon you should know youll always have support here.Only YOU can truley know how your feeling about it all.You are making the right choices for you that is what counts....mj