Hoplessly Addictid To Herion

Heroin
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Im new to this.... im at my rock bottom, im losing my place to live, and have become a slave to this drug and have been using it for 8 months now, about every day. Im scared of the withdrawls and I keep feeding this addiction out of fear of them. I don't want to die.. im so scared. I want to stop but I don't know how to... im afraid. Hardly any of my friends know i Use herion, I use it alone and its ruining my life. its all I can focus on and I panic when I don't have it. im going through withdrawl from it right now, its been 24 hours because I have ran out of money and means of getting it. I want to stop and end this vicious cycle and be the person i used to be.... but im afraid if I get into detox or rehab or something, ill lose my job, and eveything. Im afraid... so scared. someone please just talk to me about this and help me...
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Hello Scott:

I know how you feel. Most that come to recovery feel that way. Trust me.
Please look in your local phone book for the number of Narcotics Anonymous and give them a call.
They have been where you are and can help you get your feet on the ground.

All the best.

Bob R
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Hi Scott same thing happened to me and i went on a methadone program. No pain or sickness and i didnt have to worry about scoring everyday..good luck _ Francine
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Hi Scott. Hang in there bro. I was so full of pain, sadness and shame that I could hardly believe I'd ever get clean. I was truly ready to cover myself and everything I own in gas and burn it all the f**k down. Were it not for an amazing woman and the people in the recovery field that never gave up on me, I know I would have. I entered my 2nd detox in less than six months and thank GOD a woman who was kind enough to come out and give me my first vivitrol injection. Today I have 191 days clean and it is getting better every single day. Don't give up Scott.