Ive wanted to stop the sub for a long time anyway,just been too afraid,which is kind of stupid.I pretty much know what to expect so....
Im glad the Dr wouldnt take me back,otherwise i would just keep going and 2 years is long enough to be takint the sub.Like the Dr said,people are getting booted out of rehab after just 3 days of sub(believe me,i know)but this is different,ive been leaning on the sub for a long time now.Anyway,i will make it,no doubt.Easy to say now,but hopefully it wont take me too long to get through this,i will keep you all posted.
here are some new pics of my beautiful grandkid.They are what make me puch to get pill free.The baby,Michael spent the night last night,he sleeps with us.I was awaken by kisses alll over my face(at 5:45mind you) to his cute little voice saying "Kim,.Kim"....i told him,"thats GRANDMA to you pal"LOL...he is so sweet and so super smart,he wont be 2 until August 11th,and he knows his abc,can count,sing songs,and says ,i love you,please,thank you ,welcome,and alot more,if you cant tell,im super proud,not just of him,but all 3 of them.~KIM
Michael last night.

Jennah on our right.

Jake,he loves all sports!
