How U Doin Trin?

Pain Pills
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Hi, Trin. I read your posts from yesterday. Wondering how you're doing? Is cold turkey working for you? You are in my thoughts and prayers. You can read my story in previous posts. I started a slow taper on Easter and I've been sooo sick. I feel like death. I may need to do something other than this. I hate to think of in-patient, but I may have no choice. I was looking into subox, but there are no docs anywhere near who are taking new patients. Let me know how you're doing. Wishing you the best. Don't you love this board--such outstanding people.
Julz
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julz,

hopefully trin is sleeping i read somewhere she works the graveyard shift

i hope your doing well, hows things going for you?

terrianne
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Terrianne-
Thanks for asking. I'll check on Trin later. I'm not doing so hot. Very very sick. I dropped by 10 pills a day (I was at an unGodly amount), but I think I went too fast. I feel like I need to jump off a bridge-I am really miserable. What is your advise?
Julz
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julz,

my advice is hang in there, a drop is good if you can hold on it does pass and you will feel better, you really really need to do this. i wish for you to stay on course. i honestly feel its best for your whole being inside and outside your life. i KNOW you can handle it. no excuses. i went cold turkey basicly no narcotics to help. i made it and i am not any more special then you. just hang on julz brighter days are coming and stick around for all the support you can get

terrianne
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HI JULZ............WOW I JUST READ..I DID NOT REALIZE YOU DECREASED SUCH A LARGE AMOUNT AT ONE TIME. JULZ, CAN YOU TAPER A LITTLE LESS SLOW?? I AM NOT AN EXPERT BY ANY MEANS BUT EVEN THO IT MAY TAKE LONGER, I DO KNOW YOUR BODY NEEDS TO LEARN TO FUNCTION ON LESS DRUGS AND , DOWN 10 IS QUIT A DECREASE.
I HATE TO HEAR OF HOW SICK YOU FEEL.
AM I WRONG IN ASKING YOU TO DROP SLOWER?..CAN YOU ADD A FEW BACK AND THEN TAPER SLOW SO THE BODY WILL ADJUST WITHOUT ALL THE SICKNESS. I TOOK AWAY 2 LORTABS AND 1 SOMA PER DAY AND I FEEL GREAT. NOT A SINGLE ILL FEELING. I KNOW YOU TAKE WAY MORE BUT IF YOU DECREASE LESS WON'T YOU FEEL SO MUCH BETTER?......................DIANE
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5 Hours of sleep...Yea right...What a joke!!! Let me start with saying Teresa, Cowgirl, Terrianne, Kaela and Julz. You all have been my back bone the last 2 days. You all havee been mylast 2 days. I take every piece of advise you all give me and carry it in my head with me every single hour.I dont know much about you guys but i love yall so much for what you have done for me the last 2 days. Teresa i dont mind your long messages they give me alot to think about. So yes i made it through work and came home feeling like i got hit by a truck. I took my ambien sleeping pill and some more comtrex and went to sleep. A hole sleeping pill and i can only sleep 5 hrs. what a joke. I think one of the hardest thing for me is that this addiction has stoped my life but my life can not stop. I am a single mother of 2 small kids they have no one but me. They cant understand mommie is sick. I sent them by the babysitter yesterday and they want to come home. I cant handle myself much less my kids. Great mother uh...I miss them soooo much. No matter of the w/d i still have to work. Can not take off can not afford to. Went to the store got some tylenol pm will take a little later prob 4-5 hrs before i go back to work... I will be on for a while..
GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!