I Am Really Sad Today, Sorry For Not Posting!!

To all of my friends, sorry that I have not poster wayyyy to much going on, i will post tommrow, ok, see ya all later, please still post and i will check them a few times tonite, ok??? sorry i have been stressed the hell out and in a real weird mood, i wish i could tell you all why, i feel i owe it to you, but i do not wanna let the whole world know..jasmine

p.s. if you get my drift:)...
you owe me nothing dear jasmine. perhaps, you owe yourself something?

have you considered going to a meeting?

namaste'

samy
hope YOUR ok jasmine im praying for you is it your next door freind if you no what I mean ... hope your ok sweetelove you poopie yspearing.
jas -
I am sorry you are having such a hard time. If you feel like you need to talk please feel free to call me! If I don't answer, that means I have gone to bed, but It will be a few hours before that. If you don't have my # anymore, just ask. Stay strong. And I think you are a great mom!!!!
-britney
Thanks so much all of you, thanks sammy, you are so sweet and understanding.

Britney e-mail me your p# i can not find it for the life of me ??? scatter brain today...

and no it is not my next door neighbor.I do not even really talk to her anymore, she is a little weird these days, hummm,,,

thats all for know, take care...jasmine( jazzy)
Jazzy, Just thinking about you and hope you are doing okay?...Good night! Rach
I wish that I could tell you all whats wrong, but NOOOO, jake reads my e-mails and posts and it started a bunch of shiy, thats all i can say on that matter, please, please keep me in your preyers, for me, my family:(
jas- what's your email?
-britney
jasmine49@comcast.net
So sorry to hear that you're so sad. You sure reach out and help a lot of people on here. Wish there was something I could do to help. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Susan
dont be sorry Ive hve always enjoyed your posts and always wish you the best. Since finding this wonderful site after I get home from work ( which thank god I can work now ) I give my wife a hug and kiss then go to this site to see whats up with veryone. Sometimes Ill wait till Im ready for bed and when totally exhausted I still have to check the site . Its like I have a new family and suport system and following other peoples stories and contributing when I can. dont beat your self up over anything Im sure you doing your best and many of your post have helped me and Inm sure many others. Hang in there , I do miss when you dont post but understand xxoo ray
I've been gone a long time. Get this...my husband totally read my posts and found everything out. So, I haven't posted in a while. Today is day 26 for me. Have had some anxiety attacks lately but I am working through it. I've been reading and keeping up on everyone.
Jazzy ~
I e-mailed you back a few mins. ago!
check it when you can
Heck, my wife always says "what are you doing on the computer"...she's not in town for four days now, so I guess I'm "safe" haha..she knows though, that I come on this board...if I could change my user name, I'd have her come here too, to read and vent and stuff...but my user name is too close to my real name....OH WELL......
I am so dumb I used my user name too close to my real name. He saw me on the computer and asked what I was doing. You see, he didn't know that I had a problem at all. Well, he knows now. I was embarrassed but he was pretty understanding. The main thing that matters is that I am on day 26.....I don't feel "spectacular"....my house is a real disaster and my work has suffered but I know in time I'll be okay, right?????
Kat,
Don't worry about the house......I'll let you in on a secret the mess will still be there waiting for you when you get to it. In my house they step right over it, without a thought to picking anything up......the baby cleans better than the teenagers.
Way to go on 26 days......staying clean it whats important now.
Take care,
Tina
Thanks, Tina....

The mess in the house stressed me out. I have laundry that has been sitting in the dryer for days. It is so weird...I used to so fanatic about the house...it was always so clean...I was supermom. Now I'm like a total slob. I can't believe it has been almost a month. I have had so many temptations........can you believe one of the internet people called to to see if I wanted a refill????I almost said yes............
Kat- In the end, it's ok. Don't worry so much about the house and stuff..just worry about you..also, if anyone calls about a refill..NO...
I am back all from my probation thing and am just soooo sleep, thanks for all thr support and i love each and everyone of you, u 2 Vinny....take care and hang in there people, hugs to all...jazzy
OMG Kat......
I can't believe that the internet people actually called. That is so not cool! \
Just remember that the house can wait and there is much more important things than cleaning. You were probably cleaning things before that were already clean.....Look the bathroom has to be clean everyday....Yuck germs.....and the kitchen too. But if you don't get your bed made who cares......My house is really clean but for the life of me I can't find the livingroom floor toys everywhere but the baby is happy.....she's happy I am happy! Only room not clean is the girls I don't go in there.....keep there door shut and as long as they change thier sheets and vacumn 2 times a week I am a happy camper.
You take care and stay strong......
Tina