YES, YOU READ IT RIGHT , i finally slapped the neighbor in the head. It was more like the face. But she had it coming.
Anyone want to here how it happened???
Christina (a.k.a. FRIEND)
do tell christina!
Oh my, what's been going on with you?
Rach
Rach
Here goes, I went over to get the vacumm back that she borrowed that day (im asuning everone herd the first part of the story) And she had an attitude with me about something. I asked her what was wrong and she said she was haveing alittle bit of withdrawl simptoms and for the life of me i couldnt be nice, i looked her in the face and asked her why she took my pills and told her that i hated her for steeling the ones she did and she called me the f*****g B***c and said that she didnt steal anything. She had the nerve to tell me that its not steeling if they are sitting out for everyone to see.
Well, my dear friends, pent up agrsion or not, i had to do it. I kept thinking of all the people that have done me wrong and the hurt that i had when i went for that pill and it was gone. You see im trying to tapper and i waited until the last min. to take those and used the last of my money to get them.
Anyone following? theres more to the story, but i dont want to go on if nobodys there to listen.
Christina
Well, my dear friends, pent up agrsion or not, i had to do it. I kept thinking of all the people that have done me wrong and the hurt that i had when i went for that pill and it was gone. You see im trying to tapper and i waited until the last min. to take those and used the last of my money to get them.
Anyone following? theres more to the story, but i dont want to go on if nobodys there to listen.
Christina
So, she admitted to taking them?
with you so far.....go on! lol Kat
BTW, hi Kat. I haven't spoke to you in awhile. Glad to see you!
Rach
Rach
Hi Rachel, long time no talk!! How have you been? We can chit chat here while waiting for part two, lol. Love, Kat
I have this Bronchitis that's been just hanging on for three weeks now so I'm hacking up a lung and not real motivated to work. I'm perservering though! How are you? It's been eluded to that you are going through some tough times. At least that is how I interpreted it. Are you okay?
Im assuming that she addmitted it if she said they were out for her to see!!!
Im not the bad person in this situation. I felt sorry for her so many times, i have watched her child for her when she couldnt pay for a sitter and i have helped her when nobody eles would. Im no saint or anything but for cryin out loud, do you realy treat your friends with disrespect like that. I had a plan and she new that. I wanted to get clean and she new that, she even said she wouldnt flaunt it in front of me if she had them and i needed them. Please all, tell me why then would someone do that to their friend.
Anyway, to go along with the story... After i slapped her in the head, she tried to come after me and her husban herd us in the living room. He has no idea what has been going on with us and our addiction. She never told him. Well, the cat got out of the bag tonight.
He had to pull us apart and i felt bad so i stopped. He wanted to know what was happening and i kept my mouth shut. I felt like it wasnt my place to say anything. However when she went ahead and told her husban i was this pill popper, i had another eppisod of the head hitting and she fell on the floor. I didnt hit her hard, she just didnt expect it.
Anyway, her husban called the police !!! Can you believe it, on me. Im not the theif and the back stabber, she is. But it bit her in the a** because the police showed up and came to my house first and i told them what was going on.
The first police guy was a jerk to me and treated me nasty. He said i should go to a rehab. Maybe i should but its not his buisiness. The second gut was nice. Kind of cute to and eventually told me that his sister had a simmilar problom with pain killers and he understood were i was coming from
It gets alittle more interesting, but its a long story,. Should i keep going.???
Christina
Im not the bad person in this situation. I felt sorry for her so many times, i have watched her child for her when she couldnt pay for a sitter and i have helped her when nobody eles would. Im no saint or anything but for cryin out loud, do you realy treat your friends with disrespect like that. I had a plan and she new that. I wanted to get clean and she new that, she even said she wouldnt flaunt it in front of me if she had them and i needed them. Please all, tell me why then would someone do that to their friend.
Anyway, to go along with the story... After i slapped her in the head, she tried to come after me and her husban herd us in the living room. He has no idea what has been going on with us and our addiction. She never told him. Well, the cat got out of the bag tonight.
He had to pull us apart and i felt bad so i stopped. He wanted to know what was happening and i kept my mouth shut. I felt like it wasnt my place to say anything. However when she went ahead and told her husban i was this pill popper, i had another eppisod of the head hitting and she fell on the floor. I didnt hit her hard, she just didnt expect it.
Anyway, her husban called the police !!! Can you believe it, on me. Im not the theif and the back stabber, she is. But it bit her in the a** because the police showed up and came to my house first and i told them what was going on.
The first police guy was a jerk to me and treated me nasty. He said i should go to a rehab. Maybe i should but its not his buisiness. The second gut was nice. Kind of cute to and eventually told me that his sister had a simmilar problom with pain killers and he understood were i was coming from
It gets alittle more interesting, but its a long story,. Should i keep going.???
Christina
WOW! Keep going. I can't believe this. I can't believe the police were involved.
Well we sure have something in common. I'm going on week two now of bronchitis. It just won't go away. I think I've coughed up a lung a couple of times now, lol. The hard thing for me lately has been this wierd stage of recovery I didn't see coming. I'm right at three months. Recently out of the blue, I got hit with this hopeless awful thinking. Like, why am I doing this? What's the point? etc...The cravings hit harder than at any time since I got clean. To be honest, I'm amazed I was able to hang on through it all. One day at a time, and for sure lately, sometimes it's been one hour and one minute. What were you like at the three month mark?
wow Christina! glad they came to your house first and not arrive while you were at hers. That could have gotten ugly for real. Go on, you have our undivided attention. Kat
Katt:
Totally. I still have feelings of "what's this for anyway?" I have to remind myself of the desperation and hopelessness I had. I have a close group of AA friends and that helps me. I hang out with them at meetings and just in regular life, this helps me also. The good news is it gets better. Your posts have been right on lately. You are carrying the message sweetie! Hang in there.
Totally. I still have feelings of "what's this for anyway?" I have to remind myself of the desperation and hopelessness I had. I have a close group of AA friends and that helps me. I hang out with them at meetings and just in regular life, this helps me also. The good news is it gets better. Your posts have been right on lately. You are carrying the message sweetie! Hang in there.
Well, to keep going... Wait, i neeed to stop for a min. and say a great big HELLO to someone i owe allot to in my life, RACH.. My dear girl, i hope the lung thing is getting better.(cant spell bron****)
O.K. back to the story, anyway the police came over to my house and we talked, the cute guy was realy taking the time to ask the questions. He asked me what drugs i take and if there were anymore that i have in the house. I showed him the last of the vics that i have from the tappering off thing. He then asked me if i new the neighbor well enogh to know if she had drugs on her. I said she might but i wasnt sure. I have never done anything but the vics my whole life. Not even weed. Although maybe i should now. It might calm me down. After the police went to her house, all i saw next was the police bring her out in hand cuffs!! Apparently, she got angry and tried to pull a CHRISTINA slap on one of them when they asked about the drugs. She is in jail right now because her husban refusses to bail her out. I feel wonderful. what goes around comes around. Should i keep going, THERES MORE!!!!!!
O.K. back to the story, anyway the police came over to my house and we talked, the cute guy was realy taking the time to ask the questions. He asked me what drugs i take and if there were anymore that i have in the house. I showed him the last of the vics that i have from the tappering off thing. He then asked me if i new the neighbor well enogh to know if she had drugs on her. I said she might but i wasnt sure. I have never done anything but the vics my whole life. Not even weed. Although maybe i should now. It might calm me down. After the police went to her house, all i saw next was the police bring her out in hand cuffs!! Apparently, she got angry and tried to pull a CHRISTINA slap on one of them when they asked about the drugs. She is in jail right now because her husban refusses to bail her out. I feel wonderful. what goes around comes around. Should i keep going, THERES MORE!!!!!!
Hi Christina:
I wrote to you a couple of times but you may have missed my posts. I'm so happy you're sticking to your tapering schedule. I'm proud of you sweetie. I can't believe the neighbor is in jail. I think it's great you were honest about your problem and your plan to the cops. Go on...
I wrote to you a couple of times but you may have missed my posts. I'm so happy you're sticking to your tapering schedule. I'm proud of you sweetie. I can't believe the neighbor is in jail. I think it's great you were honest about your problem and your plan to the cops. Go on...
Thanks Rachel, that was so nice to say! You really made my day. I wouldn't wish this on you or anyone, but it's comforting to know that I'm not alone in dealing with it. So funny, you get to a point where you think you got this thing by the tail and POW, you get a nice little reminder of how powerful this disease really is. It does settle down and pass though doesn't it? I can tell it's getting better. I still have difficult moments, but they're less severe and less often. I always feel better when I can get to a meeting too. Has being sick been a trigger for you? This is my first real bout with a bad cold since getting clean. And you know how our thinking is ....... Love, Kat
OMG Christina, and there's more? lol. By all means, continue with the story. I couldn't possibly go to bed tonight until I hear all this. lol love, Kat
Katt:
It does get better. Walking through stuff makes it easier when other things come down the pike. Being sick is a trigger for me, are you kidding, codeine cough syrup baby. That was my first thought. You know, I'm a drug rep and I am in and out of Dr.'s offices all day and I still look around like there is gonna be Vicodin sitting out or something. It never is and never has been thank God. Being sick is a huge trigger! I know there's nothing I can do except wait it out.
It does get better. Walking through stuff makes it easier when other things come down the pike. Being sick is a trigger for me, are you kidding, codeine cough syrup baby. That was my first thought. You know, I'm a drug rep and I am in and out of Dr.'s offices all day and I still look around like there is gonna be Vicodin sitting out or something. It never is and never has been thank God. Being sick is a huge trigger! I know there's nothing I can do except wait it out.
This is a cliffhanger, lol.
