I Have Missed Many Here,,,

for those of you still around, I have missed being here for so long, I am still clean and for the last year only by the skin of my teeth. My husband died in June and we just celebrated our two year anniversary in May. I am raising his three kids that are still home as their mom passed 5 years ago. It was hard but a privilege and a blessing to be able to take care of him at home and be with him til the end.

Just wanted to drop a note for those that remember me from two years ago and say hi, and hope to spend a little more time here as I am blessed not to need to work (at least not outside the house)lol I have 70 acres and a that kind of stuff to take care of so in a sense I am working.

I will go for now. hope all are well.

Teresa
Oh Teresa ~

Please accept my heartfelt sympathy on the passing of your husband. I've often wondered about you and how you were doing.

Teresa, you have a strong and awe-inspiring message of recovery to share. You bring hope. I truly hope when you feel up to it that you will drop in and spread the love you are with all of us.

Again, I'm so sorry to read what has been going on in your life recently and it is so wonderful to see a message from you. Don't be a stranger, precious one. We need you here when you are ready.

Much love to you and your loved ones during what I can only imagine is a difficult time. I miss you.

Love and light ~

Sammy


Teresa, I am very sorry to hear of your loss. My deepest sympathy goes out to you and the kids.

It must be so hard for them, losing both parents. God doesn't make mistakes, though, and putting you in their lives at just the right time was no accident. My prayers will be with you and this daunting task. I have no doubt you'll do just fine.

All the best, Carol
It breaks my heart to hear this Teresa. I am so sorry. Do you still have my number? Anytime you want to chat, call. It's nice to see you post, just wish it was under different circumstances. Welcome back...xxoo
thanks everyone for the support. really I have been at my wits end but surprisingly through the grace of God using is pretty much the last thing on my mind. I just dont have the opportunity and it isnt that fresh on my mind after all these years but I do know with one slip I could be well you know....

Lisa unfortunately I dont have your number but my email address is twebb518@gmail.com if you would like to give it to me there or just shoot me an email.

Carol. thanks also. you are right I know in my "logical" brain but in my heart I am still a little sore at the "big guy" if you know what I mean but we got an understanding. I am working it out and through and as long as I dont use and I dont get bitter by burying things then it will all work out. It might be strange but in out house it is ok to be angery at God but we also respect his ultimate authoriy in our lives and see his plans through. But I wont kid you it is the hardest thing I have ever had to do in my life including getting/staying clean.

OH sammy I was so glad to see you! cant really say much more cause I am all talked out right now ( I know can you believe it...LOL) but thanks so much for posting and feel free to use the email too if you wish... That goes for any of you.

Thanks again.... LOve

teresa
My email is the same... saddlesore78@yahoo.com

It really is good to see you back.
Teresa,
It is good to see you post...My condolences to you and to the kids and that grace that got you clean will also get you through what you are faced with now...

I hope to see you around more...I miss your words of wisdom and your strength you always shared so openly...

God bless and I'll include you and the children in my prayers...
xoxo
Stacey
I got your email Teresa...I sent you back my phone numbers. Call when you feel like talking. You helped me through some really rough stuff over the years, I hope that I can return the favor.
Teresa....I am so sorry to hear about the passing of your husband. I just celebrated my two year anniversary in June and I just couldn't imagine how hard life is without your soulmate. God does have a plan we sometimes cannot comprehend, but it sure does makes us question why. Keep looking up and we will pray for you...
hello,sweet lady,,,hope you are ok,,we missed you, for some reason,I always have brooke on my mind,when your post name pops up,,you remind me of brooke ,for some reason,glad your finally home to us,sorry for your loss angel.poopie
Very sorry to hear of your loss, Teresa. That must still be very painful. Glad to see you reaching out again to the Board.

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