I got out of rehab 3 weeks ago I came to a halfway house. I managed to stop suboxone for 50 days. I was having a bad day and this kid offered me kratom of course i did it since that day i have not stopped. I went to the Dr and got suboxone i cant tell anybody because I will be kicked out. Each day i say tomorrow i will stop of tomorrow never comes. I have been on suboxone since 2006 and feel like those 50 days was my last chance to ever stop. Each i do it the shame and guilt is terrible. I wish i could go back and not have done it. Now im living in this lie, if i stop i will be sick if i get honest i will be homeless. I dont know where to turn
Hi Rich. Don't be too hard on yourself. The last thing you need right now is guilt. We're only human and you made a little mistake. No biggie.it's not like you were doing heroine or oxys.
So you got some subs. Have you ran out of kratom was it. I'm sure you know to wait a good day or until withdrawl sets in and start your induction of subs with 2mg to start. Then wait a few hours before you take another 2mg. I bet 4mg a day would be good enough. In my opinion don't stay on subs longer than 2 to 4 weeks. Don't be afraid to wean down an jump off after 2 or 3 weeks. Good luck.keep updating with your progress.
So you got some subs. Have you ran out of kratom was it. I'm sure you know to wait a good day or until withdrawl sets in and start your induction of subs with 2mg to start. Then wait a few hours before you take another 2mg. I bet 4mg a day would be good enough. In my opinion don't stay on subs longer than 2 to 4 weeks. Don't be afraid to wean down an jump off after 2 or 3 weeks. Good luck.keep updating with your progress.
Thanks for the advice. I have been on suboxone program since 2006 after rehab i stopped for 3 weeks i felt such anxiety and depression it was almost impossible to deal with i am trying to do the whole aa/na program i just feel like i failed
Hey bud sounds like your doing good! You picked yourself back up and trying again. You didn't give up. I'm inspired, your awsome! Do you get some excessive in some walks running with some short sprints when your ready, even if it's a sprint for 10 or 20 feet.
In my opinion the hard part comes when I'm off heroine or stop the suboxone. It's new territory you don't know what to expect the first time around. Knowledge is a weapon and I would tell myself the subs and my previous addiction screwed me up so that horrible felling will go away once my brain has time to heal.but it's tricky so let's not be tricked.
In my opinion the hard part comes when I'm off heroine or stop the suboxone. It's new territory you don't know what to expect the first time around. Knowledge is a weapon and I would tell myself the subs and my previous addiction screwed me up so that horrible felling will go away once my brain has time to heal.but it's tricky so let's not be tricked.
