I just needed to say hello to everyone today and see how you all were doing!!!!
Im trying to go over all the post and see whats up, but it takes to long! I thought that i would start a new one and see who was out here today.
Anyone herd from MOLLYJEAN??????????? Im thinking of you girl. I want to know if your o.k. today. Im realy worried about you!!!!!!!
I cant get my e-mail. Something happened to my computer last night and im not sure how to fix it. Does anyone know anything about computers , enough to help me figure out whats wrong??????????
Your Friend, Christina
anyone???
Yellow Christina ~
Molly is around.
How are you doing today ?
Molly is around.
How are you doing today ?
Thank God...I was starting to think that nobody was here!!!
Anyway...Have you herd about how she is doing??? I know that she problobly already e-mailed me , but i cant get into it.
To answer you question before i get on to something eles. Im doing o.k.! Not GREAT, but o.k. and i think thats an improvement from the way i was last night!!!
Anyway...on to buisiness that has nothing to do with recovery.....Do you know anything about computers??? I need help with a question and i have nobody eles to turn to right now. My fiancee is gonna be realy , realy, mad when he gets home and its not working the right way.
Your Friend, Christina
Anyway...Have you herd about how she is doing??? I know that she problobly already e-mailed me , but i cant get into it.
To answer you question before i get on to something eles. Im doing o.k.! Not GREAT, but o.k. and i think thats an improvement from the way i was last night!!!
Anyway...on to buisiness that has nothing to do with recovery.....Do you know anything about computers??? I need help with a question and i have nobody eles to turn to right now. My fiancee is gonna be realy , realy, mad when he gets home and its not working the right way.
Your Friend, Christina
I know a little, what is you computer doing ?
If you read back a page or may be two is going to start taking Sub.
We are really proud of her.
If you read back a page or may be two is going to start taking Sub.
We are really proud of her.
I already new that she was starting it. I just havent herd if last night was o.k. for her with not taking anything!!! I realy need to call her. I just cant do it because the kids are on the phone and i'm not sure if she would be up to talking right now.
The computer is a BIT**!!! and it hates me. And im gonna hit it and kick it in the modom if it dosnt straiten up. I might even decided to grownd it!!!(ha, ha, ha)
Guess its the mother in me to talk like that(lol)
Anyway...Everytime i try to get into my e-mail to check the messages or to write one...When i click on the "START" key on the 1st page of the computer it takes me to the button that says"e-mail" and then i click on that and it gives me this huge page about MSN ONLINE and MSN E-MAIL!!! I hite the "close" button on all of the pages to get it to go away(i have comcast internet , not MSN) and comcast e-mail! Anyway after i get those pages to go away...it just takes me back to my screen saver in the begining! Do you understand what im writing??? I suck at writing about computers. I have no idea what im suppost to call things. I know there are specific names for what im trying to do , but i have no clue what they are. Sorry if you can understand. Im trying and ThankYou for trying to understand it all!!!
Christina
The computer is a BIT**!!! and it hates me. And im gonna hit it and kick it in the modom if it dosnt straiten up. I might even decided to grownd it!!!(ha, ha, ha)
Guess its the mother in me to talk like that(lol)
Anyway...Everytime i try to get into my e-mail to check the messages or to write one...When i click on the "START" key on the 1st page of the computer it takes me to the button that says"e-mail" and then i click on that and it gives me this huge page about MSN ONLINE and MSN E-MAIL!!! I hite the "close" button on all of the pages to get it to go away(i have comcast internet , not MSN) and comcast e-mail! Anyway after i get those pages to go away...it just takes me back to my screen saver in the begining! Do you understand what im writing??? I suck at writing about computers. I have no idea what im suppost to call things. I know there are specific names for what im trying to do , but i have no clue what they are. Sorry if you can understand. Im trying and ThankYou for trying to understand it all!!!
Christina
No I have no clue how to help with your computer :-(
Look down a few post Molly posted earlier.
Look down a few post Molly posted earlier.
Oh,well...thanks for listening!!!
Im just gonna hide when my fiancee comes home and gets on the computer to pay the bills!!!!!!!
Maybe under the bed...no ...he might think something then........maybe in the shower.......or in the closet........oh, wait i know......i can hide under all the laundry that i was suppost to do today while he was at work!!!!
(ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha) LOL LOL LOL
Just a little funny !!! Its one of those things that you have to be here to laugh at!
Thanks for all the time listening.
Your Friend, Christina
P.S. By the way...how are YOU doing lately??? I havent herd whats been going on with you!!!
Im just gonna hide when my fiancee comes home and gets on the computer to pay the bills!!!!!!!
Maybe under the bed...no ...he might think something then........maybe in the shower.......or in the closet........oh, wait i know......i can hide under all the laundry that i was suppost to do today while he was at work!!!!
(ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha) LOL LOL LOL
Just a little funny !!! Its one of those things that you have to be here to laugh at!
Thanks for all the time listening.
Your Friend, Christina
P.S. By the way...how are YOU doing lately??? I havent herd whats been going on with you!!!
I am going to see my Sub. Dr tom.
Doing great with that, but I am ready to get off of it. That is one of those things that you have to do slowly. I just can't!
Like a kid on Christmas Eve.
Any way that what has been going on with me.
What are your plains for the next step of your recovery ?
Doing great with that, but I am ready to get off of it. That is one of those things that you have to do slowly. I just can't!
Like a kid on Christmas Eve.
Any way that what has been going on with me.
What are your plains for the next step of your recovery ?
That my friend is the question that im asking myself everyday!!!!!!!
I have no idea what to do next.
I have kind of screwed things up around here!!
About 5 days before x-mas i decided "no more" and i called my Dr. that has been giving me the pills and told him that about an hour before that, i started feeling realy funny and my eyes are dialated and i feel sick and i have leg pains, and all the other simptoms of w/d's!!!
I was telling him the truth. I told everyone the truth. My fiancee already new and so did a few of my friends that are close to me. but my parents didnt know and my sisters didnt know and neither did anyone eles. They were all wonderful with me. They told me that they would help me in anyway that i needed it.
What sucks is, that after i told the Dr. about all the things going on with my body, he just told me to go to the E.R. and hung up the phone.
I was to scared to go to the E.R. He told me that i was going through w/d's and that is the best place for me. They could help me but he couldnt. He's an AS*hole!!! He always was telling me that he would help if i got addicted to the meds. He said it all the time. I would always ask him how he would do it and he would just say"we will get to that if the time comes"!!
Well, the time came and he ran.
So i sat at home and went through the w/d's for a few days and then on x-mas night, i started to feel better!!! I realy thought it was the end of it!! Boy, was i wrong. I started to feel like i was haveing pain from my last surgery and thought that i should be aloud to take something. Thats what i get for thinking i guess!!!!!!
Now, i have nobody to tell and i have nobody to help. Killed all the birds with that stone didnt i???
My fiancee thinks that he has his "christina" back!!! How am i suppost to tell him that it isnt me "clean" like he thinks?? He told me the other day that it was starting to get realy hard on him and he thought that he was gonna loose it if i didnt get ahold of things. And now he thinks its all better and actually said to me that he likes me like this. This way im better than i was !!! WTF am i suppost to say to that?? Its the scariest thing i have ever done, lieing to him. And its keeping me awake at night!!!!!! Cant sleep, cant eat, cant do anything but think about all the lies. But if i tell him he will leave.
Same with my parents. They told me that it looks like im back to "normal"
Long story , i know, i hope your still reading. Thanks for listening and lending a sholder to cry on!!! I feel better now that i got all that out. THANKS!!!!
Your Friend, Christina
I have no idea what to do next.
I have kind of screwed things up around here!!
About 5 days before x-mas i decided "no more" and i called my Dr. that has been giving me the pills and told him that about an hour before that, i started feeling realy funny and my eyes are dialated and i feel sick and i have leg pains, and all the other simptoms of w/d's!!!
I was telling him the truth. I told everyone the truth. My fiancee already new and so did a few of my friends that are close to me. but my parents didnt know and my sisters didnt know and neither did anyone eles. They were all wonderful with me. They told me that they would help me in anyway that i needed it.
What sucks is, that after i told the Dr. about all the things going on with my body, he just told me to go to the E.R. and hung up the phone.
I was to scared to go to the E.R. He told me that i was going through w/d's and that is the best place for me. They could help me but he couldnt. He's an AS*hole!!! He always was telling me that he would help if i got addicted to the meds. He said it all the time. I would always ask him how he would do it and he would just say"we will get to that if the time comes"!!
Well, the time came and he ran.
So i sat at home and went through the w/d's for a few days and then on x-mas night, i started to feel better!!! I realy thought it was the end of it!! Boy, was i wrong. I started to feel like i was haveing pain from my last surgery and thought that i should be aloud to take something. Thats what i get for thinking i guess!!!!!!
Now, i have nobody to tell and i have nobody to help. Killed all the birds with that stone didnt i???
My fiancee thinks that he has his "christina" back!!! How am i suppost to tell him that it isnt me "clean" like he thinks?? He told me the other day that it was starting to get realy hard on him and he thought that he was gonna loose it if i didnt get ahold of things. And now he thinks its all better and actually said to me that he likes me like this. This way im better than i was !!! WTF am i suppost to say to that?? Its the scariest thing i have ever done, lieing to him. And its keeping me awake at night!!!!!! Cant sleep, cant eat, cant do anything but think about all the lies. But if i tell him he will leave.
Same with my parents. They told me that it looks like im back to "normal"
Long story , i know, i hope your still reading. Thanks for listening and lending a sholder to cry on!!! I feel better now that i got all that out. THANKS!!!!
Your Friend, Christina
Hey Christina,
Hope things are fine for you today....See you got some computer problems. Got a question.....when you open up your internet explorer are you seeing the comcast page or something else.......
Tina
Hope things are fine for you today....See you got some computer problems. Got a question.....when you open up your internet explorer are you seeing the comcast page or something else.......
Tina
No problem Christina ~
That is part of why I am here, just to be here when somone needs vent.
I gotta go ! It is time to go to the gym
That is part of why I am here, just to be here when somone needs vent.
I gotta go ! It is time to go to the gym
Tina, when i go to get on the internet...its the same as it always is. I have no idea whats wrong. It seems to only be there when i try to get onto the e-mail part of my computer.
Thanks for asking....Christina
Thanks for asking....Christina
Ok, I was wondering if you were being re-directed.......
Hope all is well, you hang in.......
Hope all is well, you hang in.......
