Redd, I know you are going to be fine. And this might be WAY to much info but as you know I just went through what you are fearing most.
Other than bleeding I also felt the constant pressure and urge to uhm, have a ahhh...... BM :/ hehe That is what it felt like when it began. Sorry to offend anyone, just trying to help. I didnt actually have to, just felt like that.
I know you will be fine, I am thinking of you.
redd, u around yet? really worried about you babe, hope everything is allright. still praying for you and the little one.
know that we all love you!
know that we all love you!
Been gone most of the weekend and just saw this... We're all here for you Redd. It's frustrating to not be able to do more for you. I have a hard time with the whole God thing, but I'm going to start practice praying...for you and your unborn child.
Please, let us know how you are.
Love you
Cowgirl
Please, let us know how you are.
Love you
Cowgirl
Cowgirl.......I know about your God thing, and for you to say you're going to pray really touched me. That is the most heartfelt sentimate posted here. I hope you and God have a nice chat. He's going to be very happy to hear from you, promise!
Cowgirl,
Alot of folks have a hard time with the "God Thing", I don't know if it'll help or not but I've heard alot of times that alot of people use God as nothing more than an
abbreviation for, Good Orderly Direction G.O.D. I love ya' and enjoy watching you grow in recovery every time I read one of your posts.
Take care.............................ummm, God bless, *wink*.........................Bob
Alot of folks have a hard time with the "God Thing", I don't know if it'll help or not but I've heard alot of times that alot of people use God as nothing more than an
abbreviation for, Good Orderly Direction G.O.D. I love ya' and enjoy watching you grow in recovery every time I read one of your posts.
Take care.............................ummm, God bless, *wink*.........................Bob
Hey cowgirl, know what you mean about the whole God thing, been there. It is sometimes hard to believe a higher power cares about you when you are doing everything in the world you can do to succeed or live a good life, in general and all you get is dirt thrown in your face. I have been kicked, stomped, slapped, spit on and s*** slung at me when I was already so weak and tired of life I was walking through it on my hands and kness already. MANY times I asked WHERE IS GOD NOW!? CUZ I SURE DONT SEE HIM. I completely lost my religion. Sadly, it was in a crutial time for my oldest son and I dont think he believes in God because I didnt do my job as a parent and teach him better. I wasnt even sure myself anymore.
At 8 he said: Momma if there is a God then why do babies get so sick and die? Being a mother of great wisdom all I could come up with is "I dont know baby' and picked him up for a bg hug
I still dont know why but I suppose that is why they call it faith, it is hell believing in something you cant see, feel, smell or touch. Or can we if we truly believe?
Dont you get all pissy with me either, aint preaching to ya cutie. Just sharing my experience. Read Job in the bible. That poor dude went through famine, disease, skin falling off, pecker falling off, hideous growths, you name it. That sucker still kept his faith though ha! Sorry, but by that time I am sure my s*** would be fading hehe. I have been so mad I have actually shot God the bird and screamed in the air... f-you mofo, er I am not looking forward to facing that one at the pearly gates. So I know where you are coming from. And I love ya for it, regardless. I see it like this, it is the smart ones that guestion things people try to lead us to believe, the dumb ones simply believe.
I understand that this post has offended some? Bless your hearts, you are so bitter that you dont even read what I am saying. I am sharing my experience with losing my religion and showing another how I regained it and everything I went through in between. Get over yourselves. Read Job then post that I have 'offended' you. Had you ever read that chapter of the bible you would know where I was coming from and realize I love Jesus and Jesus loves me. Pettiness hehe. Always entertaining.
At 8 he said: Momma if there is a God then why do babies get so sick and die? Being a mother of great wisdom all I could come up with is "I dont know baby' and picked him up for a bg hug
I still dont know why but I suppose that is why they call it faith, it is hell believing in something you cant see, feel, smell or touch. Or can we if we truly believe?
Dont you get all pissy with me either, aint preaching to ya cutie. Just sharing my experience. Read Job in the bible. That poor dude went through famine, disease, skin falling off, pecker falling off, hideous growths, you name it. That sucker still kept his faith though ha! Sorry, but by that time I am sure my s*** would be fading hehe. I have been so mad I have actually shot God the bird and screamed in the air... f-you mofo, er I am not looking forward to facing that one at the pearly gates. So I know where you are coming from. And I love ya for it, regardless. I see it like this, it is the smart ones that guestion things people try to lead us to believe, the dumb ones simply believe.
I understand that this post has offended some? Bless your hearts, you are so bitter that you dont even read what I am saying. I am sharing my experience with losing my religion and showing another how I regained it and everything I went through in between. Get over yourselves. Read Job then post that I have 'offended' you. Had you ever read that chapter of the bible you would know where I was coming from and realize I love Jesus and Jesus loves me. Pettiness hehe. Always entertaining.
